Quick A/N: I hate these too, sorry. But anyway, sorry if it's taking so long to actually get to the main scenarios most people like, I just prefer to build up a story. If you wait a little while, you'll be going out with him soon. Then you can skip all this stuff

This is a follow on from the last one, I you don't remember it you would go re read it to remember, I think I'll have to do that too anyway, this is all in his POV, I hope you enjoy and sorry for the authors note, I really hate them and was hoping I wouldn't have to make one -.-

Kisame:

I'm a monster. I always knew it. Right from the start. Everyone else has always seen I, I had just hoped (Y/N) had ignored it. I'm a great blue freak, how could I expect her to ignore that? I finally realised what I am, which is what she should never have to deal with. How could I have ever asked her to? She deserved so much more than me anyway, I need to stay away while I can, before I hurt her or my poor wounded heart anymore. How could I even begin to imagine someone like her would ever like someone like me?

I rub the tears away. I try not to cry often, people should cry about me, they should cower in fear at the monster that I am. If I hadn't lied to her maybe I would be where I am now, feeling like I've completely lost her, with even less chance than before. I would still defend her against anyone, but it hurts to know I will never get a chance with her, so I just let the tears stream down.

Itachi:

I think I have finally worked out what is wrong with (Y/N). She hates me. She is always so calm and collected. But she yelled. At me. I should have told her the truth from the start and maybe I wouldn't be in this mess. I was stupid to think that other girl could even begin to compare. I was stupid to think I may have even had a chance in the first place.

And as I sit alone in my room, with no one to comfort me but my shadow, I think how (Y/N) must have felt after I so blatantly lied to her and brushed her away like a bug. She did the same to me and I can't say I blame her a single bit. She gave me her trust and I abused that. Hurt by the one closest to her. I know how that feels.

Hidan:

I am such an idiot. (Y/N) must have changed me, because I've gone soft. I think she's gone soft too, but that's not really the point. I knew I was (Y/N)'s closest friend and I could only imagine what it felt like to be brushed and hated by someone so close to you. Heck I don't think I'd be able to hate her, if my immortal life depended on it.

Lord Jashin, I could use some advice right now, I may have messed up any chance of ever being with that girl, for some stupid cheating hoe who was just entertainment that kept me from what was really important to me. Although, I don't think I had a chance to begin with. Did I? Oh Jashin... I squeeze my eyes tightly shut in the hopes of stopping the tears, but one still escapes.

Kakuzu:

I don't blame (Y/N) for how she's acting. I was the one who drove her to feel the way she is. How could I have just ignored her like that? What was I thinking? I feel a strange twinge in all five of my hearts and I know its because its finally dawned that I will never have (Y/N). I never do anything right with girls, especially not (Y/N). I realise that the second I look at the crumpled flower on the floor.

Me wanting (Y/N) was like wanting diamonds for the price of dirt. I was a fool to have never realised sooner. What I did I really regret. If I could take back meeting (Y/N), I would, because, whatever sin she committed could not ensue the punishment of meeting me.

Deidara:

How could I have been so stupid? I completely ignored her! What was I thinking, wasting my attention on that trash? I understand why she acted the way she did but it hurts realising the only reason she left was because of what I did. She didn't care about that random girl I used to waste my time on, she just couldn't stand the way I treated her. I can't stand it either and I can't believe I made her feel anything less than perfect.

I had hoped that she might have been jealous, but I know this too good to be true. She would never like me back and it just eats away at me from the inside. I'm not worth her time, why should she even consider me? I come to terms with the sad truth, interrupted every once in a while by my own sobs and hiccuping as the tears pour down my face, but I make no attempt to wipe them away, because this is no more than I deserve.

Sasori:

How I long for (Y/N)... But not as a puppet, she could be so much more. She is worth so much more. It is quite shocking it took that one incident with the blonde slug for me to realise that. It is clear to her that I am not interested in her. But I am. To her, I want nothing to do with her. But I do. If I could tell her how much she means to me, I would. It's times like these I almost wish I could have emotion.