49 ~ Aishwarya is Afraid of it
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Aishwarya POV
"I know; that's why I am warming it up,"
He said, and I felt slight uneasiness building between us already. I blinked silently and looked at him. His eyes were lazy and unfocused a little.
He lifted his gaze from the base of my neck, and my lips parted to see his lips glistening up with the lick of his tongue and looking a slightly darker shade of pink.
"Hukum,"
I breathed and tried to look at the food that was getting cold, and he smiled a little, looking at me.
"Ji,"
He said, and I gulped nervously.
For a moment, I thought he was not talking about the food but about me.
He shifted his gaze to the food, and I smiled a little.
He was talking about the food. I know.
Why would he talk about me as if I was the food?
He would not eat me.
I laughed internally with my running thoughts and inhaled a deep breath to calm myself down.
"Shall we start?"
I asked, looking at him, and he sucked on his lower lip and nodded.
"Yes, after you,"
He said, and I smiled a little.
I forwarded my hand to make a bite and looked at him looking at me. I felt my stomach twisting with his intense gaze on me.
His arm was still around my waist, and I could feel my shoulder touching mine. His face was slightly leaned to the side, and there was a slight smile on his lips while his eyes were looking into mine.
Now, I was feeling really nervous, and he lifted his left brow, and I gulped with the strange kind of tension building between us.
I slowly brought my hand closer to my lips and took a bite while lowering my gaze.
I chewed slowly and tried my best not to make any sound.
I gulped nervously and lifted my gaze again to look at him. Suddenly, I was feeling as if my knees were turning weak, my blood was not reaching my brain, and my thoughts were running wild.
"Hukum, aap hume ese mat dekhiya na,"
"Hukum, please do not look at me like that,"
I tried to say in a slow voice and stared silently at him. His gaze did not move an inch, and he did not even react. I felt even more nervous now.
I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself down.
I was not even feeling hungry anymore.
"Okay, as you ask,"
He said in a slow voice, and I looked at him.
He lowered his gaze and forwarded his hand to the plate. Tearing a bite, he forwarded his hand to me, and I sucked on my lower lip before taking it in.
"You are looking beautiful,"
He said in a slow voice, and I smiled a little.
"You always say that,"
I replied in a slow voice, and he leaned in closer to me.
He pressed his lips softly against my ear, and I felt slightly touchy with it.
"Hukum,"
I giggled a little as he turned his gaze back to the food.
I tore another bite and shoved it into my mouth.
He also tore a bite and had it.
He planted another kiss on my cheek, and I laughed a little.
"I am hungry,"
I tried to say in a slow voice, and he looked at me.
"Alright, finish it quickly,"
He said in a slow voice, and I tried to ask while chewing the food.
"What then?"
He smiled and tore another bite for him.
"We will prevent you from going to hell,"
He said in a slow and teasing voice, and I could not help but his lips on the untouched areas of my body.
Like my back, my bare shoulders, my stomach, my legs, my thighs, my... chest and my........... Core.
I gulped with nervousness and blinked, looking at him.
He was still looking at me and moving his gaze only when food required his attention.
I also tried to focus on the food and, just after having a few bites, declared.
"I think I am full,"
He looked at me and shifted closer.
I looked into his eyes which were looking intensely into mine. I saw his lips moving while he said in a slow voice.
"I do not think you are full. You are very, very, very empty,"
My stomach twisted very badly, and I felt strange wetness in my core.
What was he doing to me?
I had seeds in the morning daily, but the situation was not improving.
"Huku-,"
"Shhhhhhhh,"
He hushed me down slowly and muttered in a slow voice.
"You should be full until you are capable of not even moving an inch,"
His strange words made me feel a strong shiver run down my spine.
I gulped and lowered my gaze.
I did not know what he was doing, but a part of me was feeling that he was definitely not about the food.
"You are not talking about the food, are not you?"
I asked in a slow voice and lifted my gaze slowly to look at me.
The darkness captured the surroundings slowly as the evening grew darker, making me feel chills down my spine.
He inhaled a sharp breath and smiled all of a sudden.
"Have a few more bites,"
He said, backing up a little and standing up from the couch.
"Sit with me,"
I said in a slow voice, and he immediately turned back to look at me.
"Okay,"
He said after a short pause and sat back again. I saw his thumb pressing against his fingers and moved my gaze back to the plate.
I had a few more bites until I was genuinely full, and he just stared silently at me while I was eating.
"You look so beautiful while eating,"
He said, and suddenly I choked on the water I was drinking.
I immediately started coughing, and he laughed a little.
"Oh, my baby,"
He said in a passive voice while his hands were gently patting my back.
I stopped coughing in a while and looked at him.
He was behaving very differently today.
I inhaled deeply and stood up from the couch.
"I should go and handover this plate to the attendee,"
I said and lifted the plate up in my hand.
I walked away from him and tried to catch my breath and calm my racing heartbeats down.
My legs were feeling shaky a little with the wild thoughts capturing my brain.
His words were alarming in my head as I walked towards the outside of the chamber.
I handed the plate to an attendee and inhaled a deep breath.
My hand pressed against my chest as I was feeling really nervous going back inside.
What the hell was I feeling?
The thought of him touching every inch of me was making me feel things I could comprehend in words. It was like my body was demanding it, but my sanity was not understanding it.
I closed my eyes and stepped down the stairs of my chamber.
The noise of thunder captured my ear, and I shivered a little. It was about to rain. The dense clouds were covering the whole sky. The fire torches were helping me to walk.
I pressed my arms against my biceps to warm me up a little while the chilly breeze was making me feel shivers, of course, cold.
Suddenly, it started raining, and I closed my eyes.
The memories of meeting him for the time while sitting on the bed and feeling his lips on my feet, him seeing me for the first time, him giving me the golden bangles that I was still wearing, him smiling at me, him talking to me, him entering into the changing room, all the memories were crossing my mind.
I turned wet in no time and felt the chilling water giving me cold shivers.
Still the vision of him kissing my neck in the bathing room, his touch on my breast and how I touched him made me feel warm.
I felt as if I was craving his touch, yet afraid of it. Afraid of the sensations I would feel, afraid of the sensations that were not ready to leave me even in the memories.
"Aishwarya,"
His voice brought me back to reality, and I saw him standing against me.
I gulped, looking at him. He had also turned wet in the rain, and he asked in a slow voice.
"What are you doing in the rain? You will get sick,"
He said in a slow voice, and my lips parted to look at him.
The seeds were not working. I was feeling it again.
I inhaled a deep breath and lowered my gaze.
"Hukum,"
I breathed in a slow voice and looked at him coming closer to me.
Tears filled in my eyes, and I took a step back.
"I am not feeling right, Hukum,"
I tried to say in a slow voice, and my back pressed against the trunk of the tree.
"And, I am afraid the closeness will make it worse,"
I finished and saw him stopping a few feet away from me.
Warm tears rolled down my eyes. I did not know why the hell I was crying.
"Do not think about right or wrong, Aishwarya,"
He said in a slow voice, and I shook my head.
"No, you are not getting me, Hukum. Something is wrong with me,"
I tried to say and looked at him coming closer to me.
He pressed his palm beside me on the trunk and lifted my chin up with his finger.
"Hey, look at me,"
His words sounded soothing, and I looked into his eyes. It was dark, but still, I could feel his presence very clearly.
"Tell me what you are talking about,"
He asked in a slow voice, and I inhaled a deep breath. A wave of thoughts and feelings ran into my body as I tried to put my feelings into words.
"I feel... I feel shivers whenever you come close to me. Your words make me feel... Oozed up. Your eyes on me... It makes me feel weak, Hukum. I do not feel normal when you come closer. You know... When you touched me on my chest. I felt... I felt as if I was not able to breathe. This is not normal... This is absolutely not normal, Hukum,"
I said, and my voice started to break.
"Even the seeds are not helping me. And, now, you will kiss me everywhere, and I am afraid I will feel even sicker. I am scared of hell. I should not have lied,"
I felt my heart racing wildly, and I saw him coming closer. He cupped my cheek softly, and I closed my eyes, feeling his warm touch amid the chilly rain.
"It's normal. Aishwarya,"
He said in a slow voice, and I immediately opened my eyes and shook my head.
"No, it's not Hukum. I think I am not good for you,"
I tried to say it in a slow voice, and I felt him coming closer to me.
My heartbeats were racing insanely, and I blinked silently when he said.
"You are best for me. Just like you feel when I come closer to you, I feel the same around you. The sensations, the shivers and everything are absolutely normal. Do you feel something similar for any other person?"
He said and asked me in a slow voice, and I shook my head.
"No,"
I immediately replied.
"You are unaware of a lot of things, my baby. That's why you think that way. Once you know the reason and fruit of that sensation, you will be craving for it,"
He said, and I felt slight wetness in my core. My lips parted with his warm breath fanning over my face.
"Fruit of the sensations?"
I tried to ask, and he nodded his head.
"Yes, but tell me first, do you feel good or bad when it happens?"
He asked in a slow voice, and I gulped nervously.
"Good, but I feel afraid. You know, once it starts happening, I do not know how it will end,"
I tried to say, and he placed his thumb on my lower lip.
"Aishwarya,"
He breathed in a slow voice.
"Do you want to know how does it end?"
He asked in a slow voice, and I nodded.
"Jii,"
I agreed in a slow voice, and I felt him leaning in closer to my ear very slowly.
My heartbeats were racing so wild, making me feel goosebumps and my lashes so heavy to stay open.
"Do you feel something between your legs?"
He asked in a slow voice, and I could feel my whole body firing up with his words. Just as he mentioned, I felt something between my legs and tried to say.
"Yes, I have never felt this way before meeting you, Hukum,"
I felt him breathing very close to my ear, and he replied in a slow voice.
"When I will touch you in your sensitive place, you will feel sensations, shivers and a thousand different things. You will feel like something is happening to you. You will feel like losing your senses to my touch. When those sensations reach their peak, it will leave you with a feeling of ecstasy and euphoria. You will feel like something has shaken you. You will release for me, baby,"
I felt a slight shiver running into my body with his words and tried to ask.
"Is not it wrong? Hukum,"
He kissed my ear and asked in a slow voice.
"Did it feel wrong when you touched me?"
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