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Aishwarya POV

My back pressed against the soft mattress and his weight made me let out a soft cry as he hovered over me. I could feel my heart beating loudly in my chest but still there was a desire that was not calming down. 

I did not know but my lips were hungrily moving against his as I still was not able to understand that despite making me feel all sick again why was I craving for it more?

"Ask me to stop. Aishwarya,"

He whispered against my lips and I felt his hand pulling my waist against his. I could feel our lips crashing against each other. I was feeling out of breath still I was not able to stop myself.

I felt his hold tightening against my nape and slowly pulling his lips back. My chest was doing up and down struggling hard to catch my breath and I opened my eyes to look at him. His hair was falling over his forehead and I looked at his eyes blinking while looking down at my lips and flickering between the lips and my eyes. 

His lips had turned pink, and wet and he was inhaling and exhaling deeply through them. 

I lowered my gaze to his lips and could not stop myself from pulling up my head and pressing my lips against his.

But, he stopped me by tightening his grip on my nape. We were breathing on each other's lips. The warmness of the air was fanning my face and I blinked nervously while looking into his eyes.

Why did he stop?

"Hukum,"

I breathed and tried to press my lips against his and I felt the fingers of his other hand touching my lips.

"No more, Aishwarya,"

He said in his slow and hoarse voice. 

I gulped nervously and saw him standing up by shifting his weight to the bed.

Suddenly, my heart started to ache as I saw him standing up and moving his fingers in his hair.

I tried to sit up and he gulped looking at me.

I tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear and he took a step back from me.

I also stood up from the bed and the noise of my anklets caught his attention.

He inhaled a few deep breaths and I saw him turning away from me and walking towards the inside.

I also took a few steps forward to follow and he said.

"Do not follow, Aishwarya,"

I immediately stopped there and saw him walking away from me.

My heart started to feel heavy seeing him disappearing into the other part of the chamber.

Tears collected in my eyes.

Did I do something wrong?

I should have asked him to stop when he said.

My brows thinned and tears rolled down my cheeks. I placed my hand on my lips as I still was feeling his lips on mine. It was feeling so nice.

Why did he leave me like that?

He told me that he would be there for me. Then, why did he leave me like that?

He should have not left me like that. He said those beautiful words to me and left me.

I inhaled a few deep breaths and collected myself.

I would never ask him again.

He is all talk and no bark.

I tucked my loose hair strands behind my ear and corrected my clothes. I placed my dupatta on my head and thought of meeting Jiji now.

I should not have come here.

First, he asked me to kiss him and when I did, he left.

How could he?

I did not know but I was feeling slightly upset and angry.

I inhaled a deep breath and started walking out of the chamber. I went to Jiji's chamber and met her. She showed me around and made me meet the other ladies at different positions. I was trying to listen but my mind was still stuck on the vision of leaving me alone in the chamber.

I had the evening snack and dinner with Jiji only and I enjoyed her company very well.

She was so sweet and helpful. She filled me with the stories of her and Ranaji and I felt literally for the way they got married. I mean Ranaji fought everyone alone only to get married to her.

It was very amazing.

"Nandani,"

Suddenly, the voice of Ranaji travelled down my ear and I immediately stood up feeling Ranaji walking inside the meeting chamber.

I corrected my veil and turned my face away from him.

"Aishwarya Bai-sa is also here,"

He said and Jiji smiled.

"She is here since evening. We spend a really good time together,"

I moved towards him and bend down to touch his feet. He replied.

"God Bless you,"

I smiled and looked at Jiji.

"I should go to my chamber,"

I said in a very slow voice and she nodded.

"Good Night,"

I also smiled a little and walked away from there and came back to my chamber.

I inhaled a deep breath before stepping inside the bedroom.

I kept my gaze low as I straightly walked towards the bed. I could feel his presence in the room. From the corner of my eyes, I tried to look in his direction. And, finding him looking back at me. I immediately brought my gaze back.

"Aishwarya,"

He called me and just when I heard his voice travelling down my ear I felt a wave of ease and calmness wash over me.

I looked at him and could not stop myself from answering.

"Ji,"

Just by looking at him sitting behind the table in a white kurta having the rolls of papers and feather pen in his hand, I could feel my heart beats getting faster.

"Come, sit here,"

He said patting the seat beside him and I gulped silently starting to walk towards him. The noise of my anklets was echoing in the chamber and I silently sat beside him.

I saw his eyes on me and his lips were carrying a slight smile.

"Was it nice to talk to Jiji?"

He asked and I nodded.

"Ji,"

I did not want to talk to him.

His smiled vanished a little and I saw him gently forwarding his hand towards mine and I slowly pulled my hand back.

He fisted his fingers back and looked at me.

"Are you angry with me?"

He asked in a slow voice and I shook my head.

"No, why would I be angry with you?"

I said and he just stared silently at me for a few moments and nodded lightly.

"Ok, so what did you two talk about?"

He asked and I inhaled a deep breath while pulling a paper and spare feather pen in my hand.

"Nothing important,"

I mutter in a slow voice and looked at him.

"What should I learn now?"

I asked and he lowered his gaze to the paper. He drew a different kinds of strokes on the paper and said in a slow voice.

"This one,"

He said and I started to draw the same strokes on the paper.

The silence followed afterwards until he finished his work and I completed mine. I did not want to talk to him. Not just because I was angry but because I was feeling not good after what happened before.

I thought he had the same feelings for me but I could not think that it was the same.

I was feeling like I did something wrong.

Maybe I should not have asked him that.

I let out a sigh and he looked at me.

"Enough for today, Aishwarya. You should sleep now,"

He said and I nodded my head and immediately replied.

"Ji,"

I put my pen in the inkpot and started to stand up. I heard him blowing off the candle and I could feel a slight tightness in my stomach.

He also stood up and I tried to ignore him and walked into the changing room to change into my night clothes.

I came back and saw him laying down on the bed on his side. I walked slowly towards the bed, taking my time as much as I could and reached closer to the bed. 

I parted the curtains and my sight fell on him lying half-naked in the bed.

He also looked at me and patted the side of the bed beside and I gulped silently before moving to sit on the bed.

The moments of the after moon were playing in my mind and I laid down on the bed, keeping my face opposite to him.

The silence followed and I closed my eyes trying to fall asleep despite the knots I was feeling in my stomach.

Strangely I wanted to talk to him but the way he reacted before was making me doubt my emotions.

Suddenly, I felt him shifting in the bed and the very next moment I felt him wrapping his arms around me. I was startled a little by the closeness and felt his cheek touching mine. His fingers gently caressed my arm with his finger and I could feel his naked chest against my back.

"Are you angry with me? Aishwarya,"

He asked and shook my head.

"No, Hukum,"

I said in my slow voice and I could feel goosebumps on my arm with the way he was touching my skin with his fingers.

"Then you are upset with me?"

He asked again and I shook my head again.

"No, why would I be upset with you?"

I said in a slow voice and I felt his lips closer to my ear and he slowly muttered.

"Are you sure? Aishwarya,"

I did not know but the way he was calling my name was making me feel something in my stomach and I tried to nod my head.

"Ji,"

I felt him gently kissing my ear and he said in a slow voice.

"Let me know how to make it up for you whenever your anger calms down,"

He said and I immediately turned my head to look at him.

"I am not angry, Hukum,"

I instantly said to him looking into his eyes. He smiled a little and asked.

"Then why are you not talking to me?"

I thinned my brows.

"But, I am talking to you right now,"

I tried to say in a slow voice and he said.

"No, something is there. I can feel it. Something is there between us. Tell me, Aishwarya, Am I not your husband? Should not you tell me everything?"

I inhaled a deep breath hearing him and tried to turn to look at him.

I gulped nervously before trying to figure out how to say it.

"I felt bad when you left me alone,"

I said and he silently kept looking at me with a smile.

I felt his hand tucking my hair behind my ear and said.

"Because, I did not want to hurt you,"

"But, you were not hurting me,"

I immediately replied.

"I though, I might end up hurting you if I would not stop,"

He said and I shook my head while lowering my gaze.

"But, you were not hurting me, Hukum,"

He smiled widely and leaned in closer to peck my forehead and muttered in slow voice.

"Alright. I will not leave you next time. Promise,"

He said and I looked up at him and a slight smile appeared on my face.

He smiled even more looking at me and said.

"Has anyone ever told you that you look so beautiful and cute when you are angry?"

He said and I shook my head.

"No,"

I answered and he pulled me closer to him.

"I am sorry. I will not do that again,"

He said and I saw him realising a sigh while saying it.

I looked up at him and thinned my brows as the new doubt was bubbling up in me.

"But, why did you think that you would hurt me?"

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