Inhye's P.O.V

I woke up feeling the pain on my stomach and shoulder causing me to groan. Then I saw Jimin staring at me with a cold gaze, like what the actual fudge he would stare at me like that.

Inhye: What?

Jimin: You fine now?

He said remaining his cold gaze at me making me scoff.

Inhye: Yah! What are you doing inside my house and why do you know that I got attacked by some little losers?

Jimin: I can track your place wherever you go.

Inhye: Tsk, just leave. It would be better.

Jimin: Why does it sounds more like "Please don't leave, I need you."

Inhye: Stop these jokes!

I shouted causing him to flinch and glare at me.

Inhye: Stop caring about me because I know you don't!

Jimin: What are you talking about?

He asks as he went near me but I just rolled my eyes and quickly rubbed my eyes because tears were about to come out.

Inhye: People are the same, they will be so caring to you at first when they are so cold but when they get used to it and also be nice, they will leave you behind.

I stare at the ceiling and cried as he just watched me.

Inhye: You are the only one who sees me crying, I can't hold back my tears when I see you because I remember how people left me behind.

I look at him and he was just staring at me not with a cold gaze but a soft gaze.

Inhye: I hate people seeing me cry, I don't want them to see me cry because they would think I'm weak enough but it is true tho.

Jimin: Then why do you became a gangster when almost all the people you loved left you?

Inhye: I don't know, I didn't meant to change myself back then but I got used to it. I just can't accept the fact that nobody cares for me.

Jimin: Why do you look brave and strong when you are with someone? Why do you look like you are not scared of anyone even though you are talking to your parents.

He not sat on the bed where I'm laying down on and he just look at me. I chuckle softly and look at him.

Inhye: Not all gangsters are strong and brave, We cry too. We just don't want people to see our soft side because we want to know who will stay no matter what personality we have.

Jimin: You are right about that, that has a deep meaning but what is the reason for gangsters to kill people? Are you all happy to kill people?

I look up at him shock because of what he said.

Inhye: if you really care about it, you will understand. You know what, just leave me alone! I hate being with people!!

I cover my self with my blanket then I felt him get up.

Jimin: Just call me if you need me, I will be there.

I heard the door closed and that is when tears get out of my eyes, recalling the past that I don't want to remember anymore. It hurts....

It hurts knowing that no one is there when you need someone.

Inhye: I'm tired of this. Why do I have to remember the past always and cry alone? Why am I the one who is always happy at first but got hurt in the end? The happiness I had will be sadness in the end. It's useless....

I mumble letting out tears then I remove the blanket on my upper body and remove my tears.

Inhye: I don't have someone with me, to comfort me, to embrace me, to make me happy that caused me to kill people and become a dangerous gangster. It is not also easy for me to do this but anger is my problem, I can't control it.

I wipe my tears and try to calm myself down.

Inhye: Why am I always overthinking?!

Jimin's. P.O.V

After I left her room, I pretend that I walked away already by stomping my feet hard but softly in the end so it would be obvious. Then I heard him crying hard and saying things.

Inhye: I'm tired of this. Why do I have to remember the past always and cry alone? Why am I the one who is always happy at first but got hurt in the end? The happiness I had will be sadness in the end. It's useless....

I started crying softly hearing the pain she had gone through. If only I didn't left her, she would not become a gangster and would be happy.

Inhye: I don't have someone with me, to comfort me, to embrace me, to make me happy that caused me to kill people and become a dangerous gangster. It is not also easy for me to do this but anger is my problem, I can't control it.

Okay fine! I'm feeling guilty now! It feels like I'm the one to be blame here because hearing what she said hurt me a million times. I'm literally worried for her.

Inhye: Why am I always overthinking?!

You are not, Bae Inhye. It is true that I left you when I know that you are already suffering because of your parents and all you have is me. I also didn't want to leave you before I was forced to, and it was also for me to achieve my dreams. I thought you will find someone better and I'm right. You found two friends which is Sihyeon and Yiren but I didn't expect that you would change. Did the past made you change?

I didn't heard anything because it got silent. I sigh and go downstairs seeing Sihyeon and Yiren worried but they stand up once they saw me.

Yiren: Have you seen her? How is she?

Sihyeon: Did she regain her consciousness?

Jimin: She just need a little rest. Take a good care of her. Don't let her get hurt anymore.

Sihyeon: What are you saying?

Jimin: I will distance myself from her just for a few days until she is recovered.

Yiren: why-

Jimin: None of you business. I gotta go.

I left the house annoyed I don't even know why. I got into my car and drove back to the dorm. After a few minutes, I arrived and saw the Hyungs watching a movie in the living room.

Jin: Oh Jiminie! Eat some dinner! Go to the dining are and eat there!

Jimin: Ne, thank you.

I said in a low tone and got there. I sat down and start eating but then I heard a voice.

Taehyung: Jiminie pabo!

Jimin: what the hell? stop it Taehyung!

Taehyung: Okay chill, just trying to make you laugh. Do you have a problem?

I saw him and Jungkook sat across me. I only sigh and continue eating.

Jungkook: We know you hyung, when you sigh that means you are either stressed or you have a problem.

Taehyung: Come on, tell us. It's not like we will kill you if you tell your problem.

Jimin: Inhye.

Jungkook: What about that rude girl? I bet she still did not regret being rude and cold to us.

I gave him a glare and Taehyung just nudge his arm making him confuse. Taehyung widden his eyes at him as a sign and Jungkook just nodded.

Taehyung: What about her hyung?

Jimin: she got shot two times on her shoulder and also on her stomach.

Taehyung: What?!!!

Jungkook: Are you serious?! How is she?!

Seriously Jungkook? Why did you become suddenly concern?

Jimin: She got shot by one of her enemies and I came earlier to her house to check if she is okay and she just made me leave.

Jungkook: See! She is so rude!!

Taehyung: You are concern to her yet she made you leave! What personality does she have?!

I sigh at these two brats because they kept blabbering things without knowing the real reason.

Jimin: Yah! Know their background story before you judge them!

That made them shut their mouth and look at me with a confuse look.

Taehyung: What background story does she have?

Jimin: Don't you remember, I already told you before that I left her alone when I know that she is suffering!

Jungkook: Ohh we are sorry about that...

Jimin: It's okay but one thing she said kept lingering on my head.

Jungkook: What is it?

Jimin: "Not all gangsters are strong and brave, We cry too. We just don't want people to see our soft side because we want to know who will stay no matter what personality we have." That is what she said earlier to me.

Taehyung: Wow, now I understand.

I continue eating before it gets cold and wash it after. Then Jungkook and Taehyung invited me to watch a movie with the hyungs so I agreed and sat on the couch as we are watching the movie.

To Be Continued...