Age: 1-2

Regressed Reader

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You and Simon have been friends for a very long time, since you were sixteen

Simon was older than you but you had no romantic interest in him and it seemed he saw the same for you, he was like your older brother and you were like his little sister 

You had been feeling so stressed recently, and one day when you got home to your apartment you just broke down crying, your head felt all fuzzy and you clung to your blanket like a child 

After your breakdown, you realized this one was different than the others

Never before had you felt so young, so vulnerable before 

So you asked Simon, he did a bit of digging around, as he was pretty worried about you 

And he found the answer, 

You were regressing. 

Anytime you'd have a bad day and held in all your emotions, at the end of the day all alone you'd break down and regress without even realizing it, it made Simon's heart hurt

So you and him talked about your regression and what to do if it ever happened again, 

Simon decided that he would be the one to care for you at the end of every stressful day, he just hoped you weren't too young to call him in a moment of need 

Today was the worst yet, you had a killer headache right before bed the night before, so you got no sleep and you were late to work which meant no breakfast 

You got to work and had been texting Simon all day about your struggles which cause you to get in trouble with your boss

You only texted him during times of ease and on your lunch break, its not like you were breaking the rules 

Then the lunch you ordered for your lunch break never even showed up so now you were on an empty stomach, hungry and just dying to go home and sleep since you didn't get any because of the headache

After work, you were driving home and texting Simon, who was clearly very worried about you 

You started crying in your car, as it was all to much to hold it, you couldn't take it anymore 

As soon as you parked the car, you left your phone in it so any text that Simon did send you, you weren't getting 

You opened your apartment door, and collapsed on your bed, sobbing into your pillow curled up in a ball

You could feel it, the fuzzy feeling in your head and the butterflies in your stomach

Expect this time it seemed deeper, you had this deep need of wanting someone to hold you close and wipe your tears 

To whisper it was going to be okay, to help you get some rest and care for you because you were feeling too weak and vulnerable 

You could feel your eyes drooping, you were so tired and worked up from your crying you didn't want to get up and do what you needed 

So you stayed in bed, grabbing your stuffed rabbit and holding it close, your thumb finding its way into your mouth without you realizing as you fall into a slumber

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You woke up feeling drowsy and...wet? 

You sat and and rubbed the sleepiness from your eyes, you still felt fuzzy, so little...

Then it registered in your mind, you were wet 

You quickly yank away your blanket, seeing that your work pants had a dark patch around them and your sheets damp underneath you...

You wet the bed...

You, an 18 year old with a job wet the bed like a toddler...

Although you didn't feel eighteen, you felt like a toddler, you went to sleep sucking your thumb but wetting the bed?

It just seemed so overwhelming now that it was coming down on you 

Your work pants were ruined! 

Your blankets and sheets were ruined!

Or that's how it felt as you mind was too little to understand, they were all washable 

Your breath gets heavier and tears fill your eyes, you start to wail

Sobbing and crying as you clutch your studded bunny to your chest

But a loud knocking at the door made you jump, a familiar voice making your stomach drop 

It was Simon, he was here, and you were sitting in a puddle of pee on your bed 

Yes, he did agree to take care of you if you ever regressed, but this?

It felt like he'd never see you the same way, like he'd tell everyone and you'd be humiliated forever

"Y/n? Are you in there? Can you hear me? Are you okay?" He spoke loudly, making you whimper 

You only kept crying, and Simon heard it, the sobbing and he instantly knew you were regressed 

"Y/n come on dear, come open the door for me" He said loud but his tone was soft, like he was trying to coax you

"I can't! I can't move" You shout in between sobs, hiding your face in your bunny 

Simon sighed and put his ear against the door, he paced for a moment and then he remember 

The spare key under your mat, that you both had for moments just like this

He quickly stepped back and grabbed the key, using it to unlock your door 

He stepped in and set the key on the counter, and quickly rounded the corner and found you

You were sitting on the bed sobbing, tears and snot running down your face like a toddler

His heart aches as he saw you, you had fully regressed deeper than what you both had planned for 

He saw your grip on the stuffed bunny, and when you finally saw him fear filled you and your eyes widened and you cried harder 

He rushed over and then he saw it, the wet stain on your pants and the sheet beneath you 

You were deeply regressed. 

He had a good guess, you seemed around the age of a two year old so he had to be careful with how he proceeded 

"Y/n, sweetheart,can you tell me how old you feel right now?" He asks gently standing near your bed

"I- I'm just a baby!" You shout and one of your hands reaches up, rubbing your eye as you sniffle and cry 

His expression softened, hearing you admit so openly and so innocently made his protective instincts kick in 

You looked so small, so scared and young clutching to your stuffed bunny

"I see, can I pick you up?" He asks gently and you shake your head quickly

"I- I didn't mean to! I went to seep and I woke up like dis!" You exclaim and start crying harder, your embarrassment kicking in 

Ghost could hear your regression, the way your words formed and came out

"I know baby, it's okay you didn't mean too, can I pick you up? I can help you clean up" He said quietly and you looked up at him, your cries softening at his gentle voice 

"I- I want a baf" You say, and he tits his head

He thought for a moment and then he understood 

You want a bath, that's it 

He nods and smiles, 

"Yeah we can get you a bath love" He says and you sniffle

You hold up your arms to him, as a way to give him permission to pick you up

Simon coos and picks you up from under the arm pits, holding you carefully as not to get the wetness on himself but he made sure you were settled like a child in his arms 

You hold onto your bunny tightly and cry, 

"Ma bed is ruined Simon!" You shout and cry, the thought of your blanket having to be thrown away was terrifying for your little mind

He smiles and rubs your back, 

"Shhhh, your beds not ruined darling, it'll be as good as new when we clean the sheets" He reassures you gently 

You nod slowly, and he looked down at you 

Jesus, you were just so cute 

He carried you to the bathroom and set you on the edge of the bathtub, he made sure to keep his hand on you as he started filling the bath water with a perfect mixture of warm and cold water 

"Okay lets gets your clothes off and we''l get you all cleaned up sweetheart" He says crouching in front of you 

You nod slowly, it seemed a bit weird but with how little your mind was feeling, you felt you could trust Simon with everything right now 

You raise your arms, allowing him to remove your shirt after you set your bunny on the ground 

"I don't want ma bunny in da baf! It's a stuffie, stuffies can't be wet!" You exclaim and stand up with the help of Simon 

Simon smiled ear to ear hearing you say that, you were so cute and innocent right now

He gently took your bunny and set it on the counter, out of reach for any water 

"I know, now he can just watch you yeah?" He nodded and you nodded back at him making him grin 

He slowly helped you step out of your wet pants and underwear, your hand on his shoulder 

He took a mental note to start a load of laundry later, 

Then he picked you up and settled you in the warm bath water carefully

You start to whimper, and your tears start up again 

Simon panics a bit, thinking the water was too hot or something hurt, 

He scooted closer to the tub on his knees, his hand moving to rest gently on your back

"Shh, baby what's wrong? Does something hurt? Is the water too hot?" He asks gently and you shake your head 

"I miss bunny!" You say and keep crying, making him sigh of relief and chuckle softly 

"I bet you do, but remember we don't want to get him wet now" He says and looks around the bathroom, 

His eyes landed on a cup, and a small duck on the counter, 

He got up real quick, grabbing the duck and the cup before moving back down to the tub and putting them in the water, grabbing your attention 

You looked down at the cup and the ducky, you stopped crying and you just sniffled

You moved one of your hands from the water and rubbed your eye and then reached out to the duck, grabbing it gently in your fingers 

You look up at Simon who had a smile on his face, and you look back down to the cup grabbing it gently 

Simon was glad that the makeshift bath toys were enough to keep you distracted and happy for now, 

He watched you play for a few moments, then he looked around the bathtub and spotted a pink loofah on a tub hook 

"Y/n sweetheart, is this yours? Is this what you wash your body with?" He asks softy 

You look up and nod, 

"Dats mine, pink" You nod firmly  and look back to the toys in your hands making him chuckle

You were so cute when you were deeply regressed, so innocent and carefree 

He grabbed some soap from the side, putting a gentle amount on the loofah

You were busy with the cup and the duck, it was keeping you quite entertained 

You sat the duck in the water, as it wobbled gently on the surface, then you dumped the cup of water on it and it dunked under the water but it came back up, earning a small squeal of excitement from you 

You then scooped up water in the cup, and placed the duck in it, you smiled at it as it floated on the top 

"He's in a pond" You say and hold it to Simon, 

Simon was watching quietly and then he bent forward a bit, looking in the cup to see the duck floating on the water 

"A pond huh? He seems pretty happy in there" Simon says and you nod moving your cup and pouring it out, watching the duck land back in the bath water making you giggle

You kept sniffling and Simon noticed, you didn't seem upset anymore so he assumed you had a runny nose from your earlier crying

He got up and grabbed a tissue from the box on the counter and bent down in front of the bathtub again, 

"Here baby, lets wipe that nose of yours" He says gently moving the tissue and wiping your nose

You only whine and move your face around, fussing as you were trying to see where your duck went 

He smiled a bit, as you moved away just like a toddler does when they need their nose wiped 

"Come on, lets help you nose and the I can wash you up" He says gently and you look at him

You grab onto your duck, and let him wipe your nose although you do scrunch up your face which Simon finds rather adorable 

He finally gets your nose clean and he tosses the tissue from where he is into the small trashcan in the corner, the he grabs your loofah 

"Okay baby, lets get you cleaned up so we can get you out and dry yeah?" He says but you only seemed focused on pulling the rubber duck under the water and watching it float to the surface over and over 

He smiles and gently starts washing your back, which you look up and at him but back to your duck not minding one bit 

He starts washing your arms, making you have to switch which one was holding the ducky for a little bit

Then he started washing your tummy, and he noticed you yawn as you held onto the duck, contently letting him wash you up 

"Can you stand up for me baby?" He asks and you frown 

Standing up meant no more warm cozy water, and that meant being exposed so you shook your head 

Simon watched you, the way you smile fell and your head shaking, it wasn't just you not wanting to stand it, it was deeper than that and he was going to respect you wishes 

"Okay, that's alright baby" He said and you sighed a small sigh of relief and grabbed the ducky again 

He washed your legs in the water, it wasn't the most efficient but it will do 

He then sat the loofah to float in the water, the washing part was done and now it was time to get out 

Yet you still seemed to be playing with your duck happily, 

"Baby are you ready to get out?" He asks and you shake your head quickly

"Wan pway wif ma ducky!" You say and smile at him, holding it up 

Your words were incredibly regressed, so it took him a moment to process it

You wanted to keep playing with your ducky, that's it 

He nods, 

"I bet you do but it's time to get out, we're gonna get you some cozy jammies and I think you need a snack yeah?" He said, and you perked up at the mention of a snack

You forget you skipped breakfast and lunch, not on purpose, but you were still hungry 

"Kay I ready!" You shout and drop the ducky in the water

He stands up and grabs a towel, gently helping you out of the water and wrapping you up in the fluffy towel 

He opens the door, the cool air making you shiver as you ran to your room

Simon follows behind you, he watches you sit on the edge of your bed and he opens your drawer looking for something comfortable 

He grabs you a pair of socks, a cute pink shirt with a bunny design on it, and some comfortable joggers, then he saw your underwear, and he remembered your accident 

The first time you both discussed your regression, he bought you the basic needed things, like a pacifier and a sippy cup, as well as the bunny you've been clinging to all day

And he bought pull-ups, he almost didn't, but he decided it was better to have them in case he needed them 

"Hey sweetheart, where did you put the regression items I bought for you" He asked gently, looking back at your chilly form on the bed

You quickly pointed to the other side of the dresser and there it was, the shopping bag looked the same expect the bunny was out

As it was the only thing you used so far, 

Simon opened the pack of pull-ups and grabbed one, it was Paw Patrol, pink with a Skye design on it 

"Baby can I ask you something?" He sits on the edge of the bed and you nod looking up at him

"I bought these pull-ups for you, and today you had a accident, would you be okay if I put you in one for now?" He asked and you shyly looked down 

You thought about it, you didn't mean to, you were sleeping and you regressed and it just happened 

You didn't want to accept that you needed it, but...Simon was still here and taking care of you, so he probably knew whats best for you at the moment 

"I guess so" You say quietly and he could sense your unease,

"Look, it had Skye on it" He says and holds up the pull-up

Your eyes widen as you look at it, it was so cute!

"Its pink too!" You shout and stand up, pink was your favorite color!

He nods his smile getting bigger as you got excited, 

"That's right it is" He says softly, helping you into it as your hand stayed on his shoulder

He pulled it all the way up, it was snug on your hips

You felt protected, cozy and warm, a feeling only a toddler could have 

You were going to relish in this wonderful feeling, loving that you didn't have to worry about anything, just making sure you were having fun with Simon 

"How does it feel?" He asks and you smile at him 

"All good!" You nod making him smile back at you 

He then proceeds to help you in your pants, slip your shirt on over your head and help your arms get to the right holes, he sets you on the edge of the bed as he slips your socks on your feet

"There we are, nice and cozy huh?" He coos at you and you nod quickly standing up

But then you felt weird, like you were missing something...

Where was bunny?!

You start to whine and you look around, 

"Bunny is missing!" You exclaim and whimper tears brimming your eyes 

Simon was quick to help, your bunny was probably still sitting on the bathroom counter where he left it 

"Hey hey, shhh, he's just in the bathroom remember? Why don't you go grab your bunny and head to the couch, I'll come soon with a snack okay?" He says gently and rubs your head calming you a bit 

You nod and wipe your tears away, feeling better as you remember seeing bunny in the bathroom 

"Okay Simon" You nod and hurry to the bathroom, and Simon just chuckles 

Simon went to your kitchen, seeing a bag of goldfish on the counter 

It seemed like the perfect snack to hold you down until he could make a dinner plan 

He grabbed a small bowl from the cabinet and poured some in the bowl as he heard you run into the living room and plop on the couch giggling 

You sat patiently waiting for Simon, and then he came in holding a small bowl 

He handed it to you and you looked in it, 

Goldfish! 

"Fank you Simon!" You exclaim and put some in your mouth happily, your bunny flopped on the couch next to you 

Simon smiled and sat on the couch, and you quickly crawled into his lap, settling like it was where you belonged 

The bunny was right next to you a close and dependable comfort, the goldfish a nice snack for your hungry tummy, and the warmth of Simon was promising 

"How about some cartoons? Do you wanna pick?" He asks and you nod quickly 

"Paw Patrol!" You exclaim and he chuckles grabbing the remote

"Paw patrol it is" He hums softly to himself, quickly turning on the show

Your mind was content, comfortable in your pajamas, hungry and exhaustion no longer on your mind, a horrible day forgotten as Simon turned it around

The feeling of snacks, naps, and baths was a little promise of being a toddler and a little, was something you were never going to let go

And you were Simon's little, your little side was something he was never going to let go

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