I know I've seen how much I dress cost and I'm not going to lie to you it's outrageous Lulu's dresses are not cheap and that one especially is definitely not cheap your dad must be one of the dad to go out of his way to save up and buy that for you cuz my dad sure as I wouldn't have asked me I want that one too I mean like I'm a Diva too like I actually do the one way and everything but you knew that cuz L hates me.

No no I think it's more like she's just jealous cuz I think that's why he does Target you cuz you're everything that she isn't and everything that she wants to be cuz if you notice all the pictures she has on her social media account or of all videos and are of fashion designs well she just lost out because guess who's joining Society me. And by that I mean my father is letting me get involved with the stuff because well to get this dress he had to make a deal with the designer should give it to him on the discount but he has to let me be a diva she's been trying to get me for years my dad always turned her down saying that he doesn't want to expose me to the type of stuff she seen me one time as a kid and has been non-stop trying to get him to let her do it she has been very persistent but when she caught him trying to buy this dress she told him well if you buy it I like to get a discount but you have to let me steal your daughter he was so close to saying no but he knew how much I wanted it and did not want to say no so I have to do the wrong way with this one later I've never the modeling in my life but I sure as I don't know how to do it I like barely even have any pictures of me to be honest but she's been in contact with me ever since she seen me the one time though and has been begging me to do pictures with her she's dying to see what I matured into cuz she seen me when I was seven let alone this old especially when when she found out I dressed her dating I was going to have the girls do it with me because you know I feel more comfortable but they backstabbed me before I got the chance to which good thing they did cuz I was about ready to do the one way for the most famous artist ever with the stupid thing boy friend thing whatever you want to call him I can't believe they played me like that like that is so f****** dirty.

Yeah it is and they did it to me once and me and L used to be besties but then they turned her down whenever she did try to do the runaway with me and they accepted me and she held it over my head ever since that's whenever she had the glue in her hair incident and gained all that weight you should have seen what she look like before she look like a million bucks but she was too vain she was too jealous of me for actually getting accepted I didn't mean much older it wasn't my fault I mean like I didn't ask to get accepted and she threw up in my face every single time. No she makes it a personal mission to make me miserable I'm telling you that girl has issues I told him and I want to check her mentally because she literally didn't start acting like that are doing any of that s*** till after the whole hair incident she did that because she was was throwing one hell of a tantrum like she was 16 and throwing a f****** tantrum I mean like literally like throwing a tantrum like throwing herself on the ground kicking screaming like a child they had to physically remove her from the stadium and when they tried to visit them before that's when she glued herself she lied to you when she said that she accidentally super glued it no she wanted to be there and she couldn't take it when they said no so she super glued her hair to her head the head is all wear wigs no she's super glued hers it wasn't legally she knew it wasn't Wiggly she did that on purpose I will let you in a little secret L will make a call and everyone she will lie her ass or everything and she will literally throw the biggest Tantrums when she doesn't get her way so be prepared she is going to make you Enemy Number to now because I'm Enemy Number One.

May I give it a day I'll be Enemy Number One and you'll be Enemy Number Two trust me. I have talents and a knack for this kind of stuff if she doesn't leave me now then I hate me in 2 minutes why do you think I accepted all the Lulu I don't trust me I got a bunch of other people trying to get me to do stuff for them too now she is going to be pissed at that oh no I accept normal purpose cuz I knew it would piss her off I mean at first when I accepted them I'm not going to lie I was accepting them so I can do it with her but then when she backstabbed me like that and called me in a way and called me a dumbass b**** yeah that's when I called them back and told them f*** that b*** and here's another thing Lulu the artist the main artist the main lady that does all the all the diva stuff and all the angel stuff she's it was affiliate with my dad how do you think that you met me. My dad was her bodyguard for longest time and they're just been friends ever since cuz he was so good to her whenever they work together she never felt unsafe around him she always felt secure and he was always really good at making sure he used his Divine energy-up come for her angels can simply touch you and absorb your negative energy you're negative feelings I'm so pleased and with something positive my dad did that to her every time why do you think she never had anxiety attacks on stage and still doesn't cuz she goes and gets regular visits with my dad all the time that and she has him join her every time that she goes on stage that way that if she does have one he's right there plus not going to lie she's got like her here just crush on my father and I mean like the huge is Crush like she's been trying to date him since day one of the A1 sense is a ex-wife divorced him." Phoenix exclaimed.

"So your mom divorced her dad and I'm sorry."Luka asked

"What no see okay it's complicated my dad gotten worst way before and my dad is actually not my father if that makes any sense." Phoenix said

"Oh so you're adopted." She asked .

"no"she replied.

"Then how is your not your dad?" Nikolai asked stop walking while they were walking off Trail in the woods

"okay if I tell you you cannot say a word and I mean you cannot repeat this like to anyone but I trust you don't make me regret."

Girl you're crazy for even think I don't even make you regret this we didn't come find you because we were trying not doing anything we came and found you because here are finally actually legitimately do love you.

And that is persuasive why I'm telling you he's my biological brother like older brother I'm actually his biological younger sister we have the same mom same dad but I was not actually this young I'm actually a I'm actually 1,043 years old. At the edge I was when I stopped growing which was 25 and then at 18. See I was actually a king before this like I was a very powerful one but I got my heart broken whenever I came here so I might mention hoping for like 800 years when I came back well let's just say this I got my heart really broken but someone that I loved I was engaged this from what my dad told me I can't remember cuz I erased my own memory because I was really depressed and I didn't want to remember like that's the whole reason why I made myself be reborn again in other words I killed myself and turned myself into ashes and then I was reborn again but I had my brother fixed my genetic my genetics with his Angelic divine power so some of it passed me. If you ever wonder why they made that Rise From the Ashes you're welcome.

No no no you can not just leave me hanging like that you're trying to tell me you that Phoenix

Yep yep just more evolved technically technicality. I've never told anybody that so you need to keep it a secret but yeah that's who I was who I am I'm going to have the memory but I'm still the same person Justin on younger body I guess I mean I could have stayed as is but I destroyed my soul my fade partner decided decided to abandon me and yeah I was a and nothing I had no one so I off myself in so many words. Why do you think I'm so scared to find a fated but you don't want one." Phoenix citizen power arms around her and walked her because you see how uncomfortable she wasn't even talking about it.

"You know it's okay you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to"

"No I'm really okay I just I get confused whenever I talk about it because the fact that I have no memory of it like I have no memory none zero including about my biological parents I have no idea what they were like or what their names were if you felt that empty to where you don't know your own parents name it's not a fun feeling."she said awkwardly fiddling with her purse handle.

"Honey don't want that past bother you it is not your present and it is not what you're living now and besides you seem a lot happier this time I remember what my mom told me about the original Phoenix or at least where she knew about her she was a very beautiful and strong being she was my role model as a kid that's funny cuz it's you."

"I promise you in my life you will definitely have friends and you worked out on that people that love you and will stick with you why do you think I'm so serious about wanting to spend time with my friends as much as possible she was my favorite person on Earth and mom told me why told me why she died and it broke my heart. And I've seen your fiance do you know he's actually married now he's sorry I would never fall in love with anybody ever again and you got married like a month later what a loser who's  child do you think L is he got kicked from his family after he broke your heart and he got sent to the swamps dude and then he got married then he had L. Yeah that do lost everything you did abandoned Phoenix wait a minute your real name is Phoenix ain't it." She asked. 

"Phoenix ivy rose my dear father never changed my name I mean yes I know he's my brother but like I grew up calling him dad it kind of feels weird calling him bro I can't seem as my mother anymore cuz he raised me as his daughter and just I can't do it can't do it." She said pulling at her ID showing her her old id which was the original Phoenix eyes whining because she knows that they were the same person

"Oh my God you werent kidding the only reason to make me the same ID numbers if you're the same person and they only do that if they they know 100% of the same person from fingerprints and your dental records." She said.

"Told you I wasn't joking I'm literally not Phoenix I'm not Phoenix that fought the Nephilim I'm the one that caused the Great Migration in fact I still have a horn that I use to closet right nutrition I stop freaking out of it my dad hasn't put up so I don't accidentally blow it cuz I tried to when I was younger." She said honestly and then Jen hugged her.

"You know I'm not actually a siren right I'm somebody very close to use granddaughter." She said.

"You act like I wouldn't recognize Vixen daughter from a mile away I'm a purebred Yokai I can tell half bread from a mile away I can tell you have 9 till fox and you it's not that hard to notice if you know plus I was very close to your grandma but I'd rather not remember that good thing I can't cuz Dad said in time I remember Auntie I'd start crying like crazy which is why he has my memory spark I can't go he's not allowing me to get up make my soul broken again and that's not something that we can afford. Because that already told me that I wouldn't have made myself a die at the moment that I didn't be reborn at the moment that I did I would have had permanent damage which was unfixable like I would have been permanently messed up like my soul would have been distorted so would have all the things power and everything I would have been able to control a damn thing and eventually it probably would have killed me even though my grandpa made me before I'm unable to be killed you can break my heart enough I might that's why my dad wanted to extra careful when I'm picking a partner this time that's why I said boyfriend only my dad is not willing to let me have a fated this time. Because of how close they came to actually permanently losing me. He actually did take Pieces of Me pieces of himself pieces of even your grandmother because of how much you love me he took it out of the three main people that love me my life my who is also my auntie because you might as well call her my mom because she literally raised me and I seen her as a mother. dad he was also my brother my brother was made by me I made my brother years ago when I was four when my body was worth more I made him out of my own DNA flesh and blood and my own heart and my own mind and soul I gave him life but I made him older than me so he'd be my brother and genetically if you look at him he is technically born for the same mother and father that's how I designed him but but he was not physically born from the same mom she did not carry him to hold him he was born from a tree well he feels that since I brought him into this world that I am his responsibility that he owes it to me to make sure especially after I was Reborn that I am raised right and taking care of the right way and loves the right way he wanted to raise me himself when he did he thought he owed it to me for bringing them in to this world he felt like he gave it to me too bring me into this world but she did he brought me into this world when I hatched. So he is working on making me a partner but like I said I don't know how far he is on it cuz he won't tell me he said he's taking parts of Yuki myself and himself so we have no idea what type of creatures things going to make he says he's trying to make something unique he wants it to be something bad he says he doesn't want it to be another Phoenix because well phoenixes can kill other phoenixes even the reason why I don't die is because I was born with human blood I was designed that way on purpose so I couldn't die but my brother is wanting to make something that can't be killed but also is strong but also is can fit me to a tea but he also wants a partner that ain't going to die on me either so I don't know what the f*** he's got up his sleeve. Like I said you will not show him to me he will not let me even see or let me even know like how far along his development is or like anything he says that he made him know where he's going to be fully developed by the time he comes out he will not need to grow so Granite he is going to be fully grown by the time he comes out which means that he's going to be a lot older than me cuz I haven't stopped going yet and I don't know what age I'm going to stop growing at this time but I don't know what he's making and I'm honestly kind of f****** curious because you will not give me any hints and it's driving me f****** insane so I want to be a partner but he wants to make sure this one's going to be nice to me don't ask me what he means by that I don't know he said I want to make sure that this thing is not going to hurt you I asked him did you not like watch what the hell you were making and he said no that is my father for you. Only thing I do know about my partner is that he's ask the god that made the Adam and Eve made the archangels so I have no idea what he's going to make he's going to make one heck of a bean or he is going to troll me when are the other because that God has a sense of humor and happens to really like me I mean it's either that or he's just legit just making a being that advanced to where it's literally just taking him this long because he's been working on it for a while now cuz my dad whenever he knows that I was such an introvert my dad was scared that I wouldn't mean anybody so of course he was like not wanting to face the same heartbreak that I did the first time so they're having the that God cuz I don't say his name because of the insult his actual name anyways but the god that made out of me even he does not play around so let's see what he's going to do and now my dad did say if you aren't interested in being that they do come up on so he's not going to take it personal if I don't want him although he will be my companion for life no matter what cuz he's wired to be loyal and devoted to me only me he's wired not to be interested in any other woman or female even if a female tries to is seduce him he has no interest because his soul it's time to mine at least that's what they explain to me but I don't know how true that is because I haven't gotten a meeting yet I'm honestly starting to think of the trolling me. " She explained as they walked up to the rest of their friends. They all perked up and got excited when I seen Phoenix when she finally smiled at someone said hi when they called her Phoebe and she nodded and they all gave her the warmest welcome she thinks them for everything and told him that she was so grateful that they wanted to be close to her the males couldn't get enough because as soon as she sat down they were all crowding her they had a fire going. They are with her some food when Jen push the guys out of the side and sat beside her. Looping her arm through hers and laying her head on her shoulder. And she later on hers and the guys got pretty jealous she just laughed at them. You should post something out of her pocket and she slipped something on Phoenix is rest and one on hers when she said it was a friendship bracelet that she had handmade Phoenix looked at her hers I look like the color of her fire and then she had her telling her thank you.. she then made her something out of her Phoenix weather it was also a bracelet she made one for both of them and had a little Sophia on it don't lose that it's Phoenix yours I mean it's not going to break on you I made it to where it's impenetrable but don't lose it either it's just don't take it off. If she said and she nodded are there after looking at it lovingly.

"Ys saw the deal was that she was here to find a boyfriend yo I think she found a girlfriend" he said

"Yeah and your point maybe she did." She teased them

"Jen that is not even cool you didn't even give us a chance and plus I thought she was in the men." One of the males protested.

"Mark shes pulling your leg relax she has a boyfriend I'm pretty sure cuz why else would you have one of those." She said pointing out a imprint on Jen's shoulder when she thought she had covered up.

"You weren't supposed to see that my bad yes it's complicated." She said hesitantly.

"Try me my past is now got a kid I think I know complicated." Phoenix jokes. Jen just let out a deep breath .

"Babe is too hard you don't have to talk about it." Phoenix said when she realizes she is kind of upset thinking about it.

"No but that's a whole reason why I have to deal with this thing over there whenever I first was imprinted okay my relationship was Perfect Pitch Perfect next thing you know and this is back whenever she it was beautiful cuz men are used to dress the same we used to act the same and we used it do everything together she tricked my mate and he imprinted on both of us so now I'm stuck with that b**** and she is pretty much taking over my entire life including like when I get to see my mate when I don't so needless to say I don't get to see him anymore. Why do you think she makes me any number one cuz she just don't want my mate and then pretty much involved herself in our relationship and so just going to find in her room I mean she always love to share everything with me but I didn't mean this and when I confronted her about it at the time we were friends she told me what we always shared everything together I thought I might want to matter you do not even understand how much I am unless you murdered that b**** but my mate asked me not to and I will let's just say this there is now a child involved as in she got pregnant on purpose and had a kid at like 15 literally on purpose just to piss me off with my partner just so I couldn't say anything and I couldn't stop her from having everything that you wanted which meant everything that I wanted and it was literally just to piss me off why do you think she got pregnant twice once when she was 15 once when she was 17 like do you like do you seriously have to do that and we think to be honest I might not be able to have kids which is the only reason why that b**** swept in and took him because I had an Ipsy where I thought I was and when I got checked by the doctor it turns out I'm going to be able to have kids so when he got her pregnant by accident or we just kind of kept it around after that I mean the night loves me to death but he wanted to make me happy and the one thing I wanted was kids so he keeps her around too pretty much give me babies I mean I do have custody of all of them so far I mean she's got visitations but she lives with us she needed visitations. But due to the fact that she's the one that gives her babies guess what I have to be stuck with dealing with her attitude all the time and I can't do s*** about it life f****** sucks." Jen broke down.

"That's b******* and that's b******* honey I can fix that in 5 seconds and number two get rid of him he's not worth it I'm sorry but if a man's willing to have two makes he doesn't need the other one you're too good for that I'm sorry I'm being honest that's one of those been there and done that honey take it from a thousand-year-old being it's not worth it it's not worth the pain of Heartache you're going to go through and I can fix you to where you're able to have babies if I do that I get rid of them it's just an imprint you can always get rid of those luckily you didn't soul bond with him so I can still undo that." Phoenix assured her.

"Wait for real seriously that is literally the whole reason why I'm miserable and why I put up with her if I don't have to put up with her no more f*** yeah get rid of this thing." She said as she turned her back to Phoenix to Phoenix get on remove imprint on her shoulder which she did and underneath seconds he had burnt like hell cuz she had to use a fire but it was gone without even leaving a mark then Phoenix reached around her and used her divine power which made her hands illuminate which made her look back at Phoenix.

"What you forgot I had Archangel in me." Phoenix said if she placed her on her lower belly where her womb would be. She only had to hold it there for a minute and the nurse was done she just removed her hand.

"There you go you should be good as new by the way that imprint had a binding on it I removed it keeps your body from being able to shift and by the way you get your siren from your dad personal reason let her dominant gene even though you got Yokai in you for some other reason this iron just over powers the wolf in the fox." She said in Jen was the happiest girl on earth.

"Thank God we've been telling her to leave that loser you told him we were like a peaceful and I pick that fat b**** over you no offense like we don't body shame women we respect women of all shapes and sizes but that's beside the point she is a like she got pregnant on purpose twice without even asking our girl here how she felt about it damn well knowing that that was supposed to be future husband he was her betrothed whenever that b**** got pregnant though like he literally turned his attention to her and ignored the other and she literally did that just a spider because whenever they were 15 she got the modeling bed and she did not. Why do you think those freaking losers always charging on women because they know that Jen ain't going to do s*** about it because she and Jen swear upon everything on his holy that she will not touch her or she will take the kids she is nothing but help and Jen just wants a kid so bad of wonder where she's willing to put up with her over it and the b**** knows it like that's the worst part like I said she wouldn't let her make sleep with her anymore like she's literally thinking of her entire life all over because she didn't get to be an even or an angel. Like she literally ruined our Girl's Life over here like she has to share her mate with her arch rival for god sakes I mean do you know how that feels." One of the males protested.

"Yeah actually I do. I seen more heartache in this world than I wish to accept and I've hardly ever seen them end up with a happy ending and not in the tragedy. Which is actually why I keep my heart so guarded and don't allow myself to be vulnerable. But I also don't cut my heart off completely I just don't want my heart to be weak there's a difference." Phoenix said, watched as can texted her man telling him that she'll be there to go get her things." When they heard that L chick they don't call her all because it's in her initial her name or anything like that the color because it means loser because that's literally her favorite insult.  " Phoenix grabbed her out when she went to go get up.

"Remember you are the keeper of your own domain she cannot control your life anymore. You no longer are tied to either one. You call the shots whether or not you want to Bend at the knee to them." Phoenix reminded her. As she came stumbling through the trees trying to get to her.

"That she never normally doesn't Venture this far that's why I come all the way out here get some damn peace and quiet." Jen groaned irritatively.

"As their friends blocked her."  They made sure not to let her push her way through. Making sure to let her know she was not welcome.

" what do you know not want my help

"To be Frank I never asked for it to begin with you just took advantage of the situation. When is the never even happened like period it shouldn't even been a thought even in my life in a way that you knew I couldn't get out. I did ask you several times not to you just didn't on my wishes." Jen said without taking her eyes off of Fire.

"Oh come on we've talked about this you share I give you what you want I give you what you can't have. We agree that it was an even trade." Said she said as if safe trying to remind her. Acting as if she owe her something.. she have to frustratively trying to forced her come over to work by showing her that she was annoyed and when she didn't come at her call she started- huffing and puffing like she was going to throw a tantrum.