13. Divine Die-ary: Gods I've Known, Loved, and Accidentally Killed
POV Jane Doe.
I turn and run, my skirts tangling around my legs as I flee blindly into the darkness. I don't know where I'm going, don't care, as long as it's away from him, away from the searing intensity of his gaze and the dark, honeyed threat of his voice.
But I haven't gotten more than a few steps before I slam into a hard, unyielding surface. Strong hands grasp my arms, holding me fast, and I look up into the golden mask of my pursuer.
"You can't run from me, Jane," he says softly, his grip gentle but unbreakable. "There's nowhere to hide."
I struggle against him, trying desperately to wrench myself free. But it's like fighting against a statue, a being carved from marble and shadow.
I fall to the floor, scrambling backwards on my hands and knees, my heart lodged in my throat like a stone. "Who are you?" I gasp out, my voice shaking with fear and confusion. "What do you want? Where have you taken me?"
The masked man tilts his head, considering me with a stare that feels like a physical caress. "We don't have much time," he says, his voice low and urgent. "But know this, Jane. I am yours, and you...you will always be mine."
The way he says it, with such quiet conviction, such possessive intensity, sends a shiver down my spine. It's like he's stating a fact, an immutable law of the universe. Like I belong to him, body and soul, and there's nothing I can do to change it.
"I don't know who the hell you think you are," I spit, anger momentarily overriding my fear. "But I belong to no man. I'm not some prize to be claimed, some trophy to be won."
The masked man chuckles, a low, dark sound that seems to vibrate through the very air. "Of course you don't remember," he murmurs, almost to himself. "But you will, in time. You will remember everything."
He takes a step towards me, his hand outstretched. I flinch back, scrambling to my feet and backing away, my hands held out before me like a shield.
"Stay away from me," I warn, my voice quavering despite my best efforts. "I don't know what game you're playing, but I want no part of it."
The masked man pauses, his head cocked as if listening to something I can't hear. "You don't have a choice, my dear," he says softly. "The game is already in motion, the pieces set. And you...you are the key to it all."
He takes another step, closing the distance between us with effortless grace. "They'll rip you apart, you know," he murmurs, his gloved hand coming up to brush a stray curl from my forehead. I shudder at the contact, my skin crawling with revulsion and a strange, unwanted heat.
"The courts, the council, even your precious Raphael...they'll tear you to shreds to get to the truth."
I stare at the masked man, my heart pounding in my chest like a drum. "What are you talking about?" I demand, my voice shaking with a mixture of fear and anger. "I haven't done anything wrong!"
He chuckles, a low, dark sound that sends shivers racing down my spine. "Oh, I know that, my dear. But to them? To the courts, the council, your precious Raphael? You are a godslayer. A murderer of the highest order."
"No," I whisper, shaking my head in desperate denial. "No, that's not true. It can't be..."
But even as the words leave my lips, the world twists around me, the shadows melting away to reveal the glittering ballroom once more. But now, instead of a scene of chaos and panic, I find myself standing before the raised dais, the assembled pantheon of gods and monsters staring down at me with cold, merciless eyes.
And the crowd, the once-screaming masses, now chant a single word in a rising tide of fury and bloodlust. "Godslayer! Cast her into oblivion! Godslayer!"
I spin around, searching for a friendly face, for someone, anyone who would believe in my innocence. My eyes land on Raphael, my heart leaping with desperate hope.
"Raphael!" I cry out, reaching for him. "Please, you have to help me! I didn't do it, I swear!"
But Raphael recoils from my touch as if burned, his face a mask of horror and revulsion. He shoves me away, sending me stumbling to my knees on the cold marble floor.
"I didn't do it," I sob, tears streaming down my face. "You have to believe me, please..."
But Raphael just shakes his head, his eyes hard and unforgiving. "I don't know what to believe anymore."
A shadow falls over me, and I look up to see Fate himself looming above me, his eyes like chips of ice in his perfect, terrible face. He reaches out a hand, his fingers hovering inches from my skin...
And then the world twists again, and I'm back in the arms of the masked man, his grip on me tighter than ever.
"No!" I scream, pushing against his chest with all my strength. "Let me go, damn you!"
But he holds fast, his voice a soothing murmur in my ear. "Shh, my love. It's alright. I've got you."
I struggle harder, kicking and thrashing like a wild thing. In my desperation, I wrench myself free, losing my balance and tumbling to the ground in a tangle of limbs and skirts.
My shoes, those ridiculous, impractical heels, go flying, skittering across the shadowed ground. I lunge for them, snatching them up and scrambling to my feet, brandishing them before me like a weapon.
"Stay back," I warn, my voice shaking with a fury born of terror. "I swear to God, I'll stab you in your fucking eyes if you come any closer."
The masked man holds up his hands in a placating gesture, but I can hear the amusement in his voice. "So fierce, even now. It's one of the things I love about you, Jane."
"Shut up!" I snarl. "Just shut up and tell me what the hell is going on! Why are they calling me a godslayer? Why do they want to cast me into oblivion?"
He sighs, a sound of infinite patience and sorrow. "Because they're afraid, my love. Afraid of what you are, of the power you wield. The Fevermire court, the Avernian council...they'll have your pretty head on a pike before the night is through. Unless..."
He trails off, his gloved hand reaching out to cup my face. I flinch but don't pull away, some traitorous part of me leaning into his touch like a flower to the sun.
His thumb strokes along my jawline in a parody of a lover's caress, and I shudder, revulsion and a strange, unwanted thrill warring in my chest.
"Unless what?" I whisper, hating the tremor in my voice.
The masked man leans in close, his lips brushing the shell of my ear in a whisper of silk and sin. "Unless you let me help you, Jane. Let me be your ally, your protector...for a price."
His words hang in the air between us, a promise and a threat all tangled up in one. I know I should refuse, should spit in his face and take my chances with the courts, with Fate, with whatever dark destiny awaits me.
But the memory of those cold, merciless eyes, of Raphael's horror and rejection, of the crowd's baying fury...it's too much. Too terrifying to face alone.
"And what price would I have to pay?" I ask, my voice small and broken in the echoing dark.
I can feel his smile against my skin, a brand of ice and fire. "Nothing you can't afford, my love. Nothing you won't give willingly, when the time comes."
He pulls back to look at me, his eyes glinting behind the golden mask. "So what do you say, Jane? Will you let me save you from the wrath of the gods?"
I close my eyes, tears leaking from beneath my lashes to track down my cheeks. I'm damned either way, a lamb caught between ravenous lions. At least with this devil, I might have a chance.
A chance at what, I don't know. Survival, vengeance, some slim hope of salvation? It's all a tangle, a blur of fear and fury and desperate, clawing need.
But in the end, there's only one answer I can give. One path I can take, if I want to live to see another night in this twisted, merciless realm.
"Yes," I breathe, the word tasting like ashes on my tongue. "Now save me...if you can."
The masked man's smile widens, a slash of white in the darkness. "As my lady commands."
And then his lips are on mine, cold and searing and utterly, damnably claiming. A kiss to seal a devil's bargain, a pact signed in sin and shadow.
And as I lose myself in the unholy fire of his embrace, I can't help but wonder...
What fresh hell have I just unleashed?
I feel my grip on my heels loosen, my fingers going slack with the sheer, overwhelming intensity of his kiss. The shoes slip from my grasp, clattering to the ground in a distant echo of the shattering of my own resolve.
I'm lost, drowning in the dark, forbidden depths of his embrace, in the searing heat of his mouth on mine. Nothing else matters, nothing else exists beyond this moment, this stolen slice of eternity where I belong wholly and utterly to him.
When he finally pulls away, I sway on my feet, my legs threatening to give out beneath me. I blink up at him, my vision hazy, my thoughts scattered like leaves in a windstorm.
He bends down, retrieving my fallen heels with a fluid grace that makes my heart stutter in my chest. Kneeling before me, he takes my foot in his gloved hand, his touch sending electric shivers racing up my leg.
With a deliberate slowness, he slides the shoe onto my foot, his fingers lingering on my ankle in a caress that feels like a brand. I watch, transfixed, as he repeats the process with my other foot, my breath catching in my throat at the intimacy of the gesture.
"There," he murmurs, rising to his feet with a sinuous grace. "Perfect."
I stare at him, my heart pounding, my skin tingling with the ghost of his touch. "I don't understand," I whisper. "Why are you doing this? What do you want from me?"
His lips curve in a smile that is both beautiful and terrifying. "Everything," he breathes. "I want everything you have to give, Jane. And I will have it, in the end."
Before I can respond, before I can even begin to process the magnitude of his words, the world shifts around me once more. The shadows recede, the darkness giving way to the glittering light of the ballroom.
I'm back where I started, standing beside the Baron and the Carnagen couple, the glass of poisoned liquor poised at the Baron's lips.
Without thinking, I lash out, my hand striking the glass from his grasp. It shatters on the marble floor, the liquid within splattering across the polished stone like blood.
The Baron stares at me, his eyes wide with shock and fury. "What in the seven hells do you think you're doing, girl?" he sputters.
But I hardly hear him. My mind is reeling, my heart racing with the implications of what I've just done. I've changed the course of events, altered the very fabric of fate itself.
For a price I don't know how great.
"The drink," I gasp out. "It was poisoned. I saw...you were going to die."
For a moment, there's stunned silence. And then, to my utter shock, the Baron begins to laugh. Great, wheezing chuckles that shake his bloated frame and make his eyes water.
"Poisoned?" he chokes out between giggles. "You daft little chit, we're already dead! What sort of fool nonsense are you babbling about?"
The Carnagen couple joins in his mirth, their laughter cruel and mocking. I feel my face flush hot with humiliation, confusion and doubt swirling in my gut.
"I...I don't understand," I stammer. "I saw it happen. You drank, and then you...you died."
"Jane." Raphael's voice cuts through the laughter, sharp and commanding. I turn to find him at my elbow, his face a mask of disapproval. "I think you've had quite enough excitement for one evening. Come, let us leave the Baron to his refreshments."
He clasps my hand in an iron grip, his smile tight as he sketches a bow to the still-guffawing Baron. "My deepest apologies, Your Putrescence. The child is new to our ways, and prone to flights of fancy. Rest assured, it won't happen again."
The Baron waves a dismissive hand, his laughter subsiding to wet chuckles. "See that it doesn't, Gatekeeper. I'd hate to have to lodge a formal complaint with the powers that be."
"Of course, my lord." Raphael nods again, his fingers digging into my palm like talons. "Jane will make her amends, I assure you. In fact, we'd be honored if you would allow us to share a drink with you in your domain, as a show of goodwill."
The Baron's piggish eyes gleam with avarice and dark amusement. "I suppose that would be acceptable. I'll have my people contact yours to arrange it."
Raphael bows deeply, his jaw tight. "You are too kind, Your Putrescence. Jane and I look forward to it with great anticipation."
Then he's leading me away, his grip on my hand bruising as he all but drags me towards the ballroom's grand arch. I stumble after him, my head spinning, my stomach churning with dread.
What the fuck just happened? I wonder. Did I really see the Baron die, or was it all some sort of fucked-up hallucination? And the masked man, with his honeyed words and devil's bargain...was he real, or just another figment of my cracking psyche?
I don't know. I don't know anything anymore, except that I'm in way, way over my head. And if the look on Raphael's face is any indication, I'm about to be in for a world of shit.
But as we pass through the archway and into the eerie, echoing silence of the hall, I can't shake the feeling that I've just made a deal with the devil himself. And that somehow, someway...
I'm going to pay for it. Big time.
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