"Guys, lets take a week off. Everyone is overly stressed after... recent events, and we don't have an album coming up for a few months. Lord knows we need a break." Namjoon addressed the group, choosing his words carefully in hopes of not triggering one of the youngers.

"I can't believe we missed this, hyung. He had been so sad but we were too focused on ourselves to realize it." Jimin had cried himself to bed every night since the maknae had passed, and he knew tonight would be no exception. 

"Jiminie, there's nothing we can do now. You need to let go." Yoongi was trying to act strong. He wasn't usually the type to show feelings, so other than the funeral, he hadn't cried at all. Not in front of the boys, at least. 

"I can't hyung! I miss h-him too m-much!" Jimin began crying into Tae's chest as the older rubbed his back.

"I have an idea. Why don't we dedicate our next album to him. And we can have a memorial at all of our concerts on our next tour," Jin suggested, trying to cheer up the youngest.

"And Yoongi and I will write a song for the album commemorating him." Namjoon added in.

"I'll finish the song Kook was writing before he left and add it to the album, too. It was almost finished anyways, so it will mostly be him, anyway." Yoongi added in.

"Okay, hyungs. I-i'm going to bed n-now," Jimin almost whispered as he went to the room he had shared with Jungguk in the past. He opened up the drawer that he had filled with his friend's things after he died. He pulled out the Cooky plushie and the letter that was attached to it.

"If you're reading this, I'm already gone. I'm really, very sorry hyungs. I tried my best to make you smile, to keep you laughing. I always hated seeing you unhappy. Please make sure Army's know I'm sorry. I know I've hurt you by leaving, just another way I screwed up. It's kind of ironic, I always acted like the happiest person I could, even though I was hurting more than you could ever imagine. I want you all to know this had nothing to do with you. Becoming a part of BTS was the best thing that ever happened to me and I'm so happy I got to spend the last seven years with you guys. It was the best seven years of my life, and the last. I know you guys will be just fine without me. You are the strongest six people I know, and I'm sorry I couldn't be the seventh. I'm so, so sorry. I didn't want it to end like this, but I couldn't keep living. Don't worry, you'll see me again! I'll be waiting for you in heaven with my arms open wide when you're time comes. I love you, hyungs, goodbye.

<3, Kookie"

Jimin cried as he read the note again, leaving tear stains next to those from the days before, and the one that had been there when he found it, left by Jungguk.

"I'm sorry I couldn't save you Kookie. I'm so sorry," he broke down as he spoke. He knew he had to show his hyungs the letter eventually, but he wasn't ready yet. "I'll show them tomorrow. I get to keep you to myself tonight," he muttered as he placed the letter back on the plush and back into the drawer, being careful to lock it and hide the keys. With that he laid down on his bed slowly drifting off to sleep.

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Hi everyone. What do you think Jimin is going to do? Will he really show his hyungs the letter, or will he keep Kookie a little longer?

Anyway I hope you all have a good day/night. I purple you!

<3, Author