"Morning hyungs," Jimin muttered as he slumped into the kitchen, still half asleep.

"Hey Jiminie. How did you sleep?" Jin questioned softly. He was cooking pancakes for everyone in hopes of cheering them up.

"Same as usual. Where are Hobi and Yoongi?" He questioned as he began to wake up from the coffee that was set in front of him.

"They're still asleep," Tae responded.

"Okay. Um, when they come out I have something I kind of need to show you guys. I know I probably should have showed it to you before, I just..." Jimin trailed off remember the letter. He still didn't want to show them, but they had a right to know.

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Yoongi and Hoseok stumbled into the kitchen a while later, and after they were done eating, Jimin pulled out the letter. Jin noticed it first and spoke up.

"Jiminie, what is that?"

"Oh. U-um. I-its fr-from... Its from K-kook," Jimin stuttered as he lost control, bursting into tears. He handed it to Jin as he fell sobbing into Taehyung's chest. As Jin read on his face changed and tears formed in his eyes.

"Oh Kook..." Jin muttered as he passed the letter onto Yoongi, who was siting beside him. Everyone read the letter with tears in their eyes, although only Tae and Jin let them fall.

Jimin excused himself to his room, as he did everyday since Jungguk had jumped. The rest of the boys were used to him doing this by now. The first few days they had tried getting him out but had quickly realized they wouldn't be able to. He was just grieving the loss of his best friend. At least, that's what they thought.

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"I'm so stupid! Why Kook? Why?!" Jimin was screaming into his pillow as tears streamed down his face.

You should go with him. You miss him so much, so join him.

"Huh?"

You heard me. Go die. Commit suicide.

"O-oh. Maybe I should. I'm no use to them anyway."

Exactly. You're too short. Too fat. You can't sing or dance. Its a wonder you're even here.

"I-I-I, I k-know. But I can't right now. The hyungs will try and stop me again. I just want to be gone. I don't want them to watch me die like I watched Kookie."

But you deserve it. They won't care.

"Yes they will! They love Kookie so why wouldn't they love me?"

Because you're useless. Jungguk could rap and dance and sing. You can't do anything.

"Ugh!" Jimin screamed into his pillow before getting up and walking to the bathroom. You have to die eventually, just not now. Not while the hyungs are here. He thought to himself as he locked the door. I can still get hurt without dying, though...

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Hello my nonexistent readers. I'm not going to update this book as often as I had planned since not many people are reading it, but I will when I can. 

My school is over in two weeks, but I have a band solo and a History project due that are big factors in the pass fail grading. I'm super stressed out. On the other hand, I just found out the there is supposed to be an Agust D. 2, and I'm super excited!! 

Anyway, I hope everyone is doing okay. I purple you!

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