Umbrella
Rihanna

Matthew Gray

Nature.

That's what I saw in his bright eyes. He showed me the hidden dark trees into the forest where you could find the living and all the beauty.

Warmth along with grace.

That's what I felt when I listened to his laugh or looked at his unforgettable smile. He stopped my world from spinning.

Love.

That's what he gave me as he touched me, wrapping his arms safely around me and caressing my back with his soft hands.

"Jus?" I whispered soft, snuggling my head into his muscled chest.

"Yeah?" He kept rubbing my back in circles, calming me at an instant.

"Did it bother you?" I asked, afraid of his next answer.

Yesterday I caught up with Ryan in Starbucks which made me feel good since I missed my best friend.

Once I got home, Justin was already waiting for me in my bedroom. That's how I ended up with him here; laying in other's arms on my bed, talking about anything and everything like there was no tomorrow.

"What do you mean babe?" He asked with a confused undertone in his voice.

"Rain.. Weren't you tired of me or annoyed, because I was so fed up with Rain? And still am a bit fucked up about it.." I confessed and took my eyes away from his, feeling my heart beat faster in anxiety.

Oh no what if he is gonna leave me? What if he was pretending or is actually sick of me?

He probably hates me now.

"Matz.. Look in my eyes" He grabbed my hand, creating goosebumps over my body and eventually made me look up in his green colored orbs, but I still leaned my head on his chest.

"It's not easy to lose someone you love, don't worry about that part and I knew what I was getting into the moment I formed a crush on you. Sure, it was hard at first and it took me a while. But heck, it was definitely worth the wait. Look how good you are doing now Matty! You made so much progress and I can't express to you how proud I am of you" He told me with every determination that he had.

"T-thank you.." I smiled at him, blushed slightly and looked deeply in his eyes.

I couldn't resist it anymore so I grabbed him by his chin and kissed his lips long.

The fireworks that I felt with him the first time were still there and it intensified along with the goosebumps that crawled on my back.

He hummed against my lips in happiness, but I let him go after a couple of seconds.

"Wow.. This is the first time that you made the move" He smiled like a love sick boy and placed a soft kiss onto my forehead.

But both of us were actually love sick for one another.

This person was beautiful from the outside and soft yet amazing from the inside. He was a one of a kind that I was for ever grateful of.

The golden specks within the green in his eyes showed itself like a portrait. It was like it had been painted perfectly in the right place, showing its contrast and saturation beautifully.

His blonde hair was styled back in the way like he usually did. Reds in his smiling full lips, gave me a desire for them. They were my addiction.

I wanted more than his lips.

"What is it?" He asked me curiously as he looked back at me, breaking my train of thoughts.

"Guys dinner is ready!" My mom interrupted suddenly which made me jump slightly.

"Coming!" I yelled loud.

"Wanna stay here for dinner? My mom would like to have you! And I think Ryan will also be here" I asked my boyfriend thrilled.

Having dinner with my mom, best friend and boyfriend seemed like a dream to me.

"Sure sexy" He winked at me.

"Oh you fucker" I rolled my eyes and tried not to get flustered from the nickname.

"Yeah you love that huh?" He grinned and kissed my red cheek.

"I hate you!" I huffed.

"The last one downstairs is a sucker!" He childishly yelled and started running.

"Hey!" I got up and ran after him downstairs towards the living room, but couldn't make him in.

"I won! You are a sucker" He laughed and smirked like he was suddenly all amazing.

"Shut up! I'm going to kill you in your sleep with your own dick!" I glared fake angry at him whilst crossing my arms.

"Oh babe, please forgive me?" He grinned soft and stepped closer to me.

Don't Matt.

"No"

Matt.. I warn you.

"Baby, please? I love you" He whispered soft, pulling me to his chest and placing a kiss on my nose.

Dang it.

"I-" The words got stuck in my throat as my cheeks heated up.

"MATTIN IS REAL!" Someone yelled loud, making me jump in Justin's arms as Justin laughed out loud.

Ryan stood in the living room, watched the both of us with heart eyes as he giggled soft. His brown eyes stood happy like always and a smile was upon his lips.

"Ryan?! You scared the hell out of me!" I yelled, clutching my chest.

"Come on boys, stops being twelve and sit down at the table!" My mom smiled at us, as if she had three sons.

I went to Ryan to hug him shortly and went to sit down, we started to eat our dinner.

"Oh I missed you so much little Ryan! It's been a while!" My mom giggled at him.

"I missed you too Crystal! And the spaghetti tastes amazing like always!" He giggled back and ate further.

"This is nice, we should do this some more times" I admitted and ate further.

"Yeah I would love to see your boyfriend some more times! You caught a good looking man Matthew!" She said to me and embarrassed me especially since Justin smirked at me.

"Mom! Don't embarrass me!" I moaned, knowing my mom is crazy.

"Justin did you know that Matt once had-"

"I won't forgive you if you finish that sentence!" I warned her.

"Ah too bad.. I wanted to know" Justin pouted and Ryan giggled, because he knew what my mom was about to tell.

They were all insane, but I guess I liked insane.

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"Thank you for the dinner Crystal, I really liked it" Justin thanked me mom after helping her with the dishes.

"Oh no worries honey! You are such a charm, Matthew never helps me with the dishes!" My mom told him.

"Such a shame" Justin faked gasped and smirked at me. I glared back at him.

We have been talking about everything during dinner and right after, Ryan had to leave which left us with only my mom, Justin and I.

"Mom, is it okay if Justin stays here the night?" I asked her.

"Of course honey, Justin and Ryan are always welcome here. You know that, but I need to talk to you here first okay?" She told me, making me think I would get a serious lecture.

"It's fine, I'll wait in your room okay?" Justin smiled and gave me a kiss before he went upstairs.

"Okay what did I do?!" I asked instantly.

"Nothing honey, I just wanted you to know how proud I am. You came so far and seem so happy, it's been a while that I've seen you like that. I'm glad you found someone like Justin and have a best friend like Ryan. And that you even made up with Jack! Invite him sometime soon" She smiled and kisses my forehead, pulling me in a motherly hug.

I couldn't help but smile in that moment. All of them made me so happy and wonder what I did to deserve their kindness.

"Thank you" I whispered and hold her tight.

"Always for my little son.." She smiled.

"I'm not little anymore!" I laughed and let her go.

"I don't care, you'll always be my little boy!"

"Good night mom" I smiled and went towards my room to see my handsome boyfriend sitting on my bed.

"What did you do?" Justin grinned.

"I didn't do anything! I'm not that bad!" I stuck my tongue out at him.

"No you definitely aren't" He said as he pulled me on the bed, watching me with lustful eyes.

"Really? Maybe you should prove it?" I bit my lip, watching him.

"With pleasure" He whispered low in my ear, pushing me on the bed as he crawled on top of me and surprising me in the progress.

His soft lips met mine, creating warm tingles in my stomach as everything inside of me went crazy. His warm hands trailed from my side to my hips, caressing them. The butterflies flew around, tickling me from the inside.

I roughly played with his blonde hair and closed my eyes, feeling breathless from him already.

"You look so hot, you know that?" Justin spoke up, creating my red cheeks.

He slowly kissed down my jawline, towards my neck and collarbone as he gave me tingles. On the way he placed love bites which made me gasp in pleasure.

"J-Jus.." I moaned soft when he placed another hickey in my neck.

I took his shirt off and went with my fingers over his broad muscled chest and abs. He also took my sweater off and kissed down my chest as I breathed heavier. He stopped placing kisses when he reached my waistband.

My heart was racing and I felt this pleasurable heat around me, making me long for more. Every kiss that he placed was filled with nothing but love and passion.

I knew it, because I could feel it too.
He made me feel loved.

He broke away from me and looked deeply in my eyes. I looked back in his bright green ones.

"Matthew.. Do you-" He trailed off, but I instantly nodded with a comforting smile.

"Are you sure?" He asked with a soft tone, afraid of pushing me.

Sure I was afraid of the pain and I didn't want to rush in either or ruin things with him.

But all I wanted was him.

"Yes, I love you Justin McCall and I want it to be you. I'm ready" I said as I caressed one of his cheek.

"I love you Matthew.. I'll give you a night to remember, I promise you will love this" He grabbed my hand in his, intertwining our fingers in comfort.

He smiled at me as he kissed me further, carefully going lower and lower.

And lower.