Killua's P.O.V
Is this actually Gon I'm sitting with?! He's acting super strange and now he was doing something I would have never seen coming! I'm laying with Gon between my legs as his arm are places between my arms, it's almost as if I'm crab walking?! He gives me a look of uncertainty, noting his lip before he's about to say something I lean back, put my arms around his neck and pull him closer, he widens his eyes and I instantly pull him into my chest. I lie down with him for a bit and give him a kiss on the top of his head, his hair is so much more softer than I had expected! He looks up to me with almost a pouty lip and he makes a whining puppy noise, "Gon? What has gotten into you?" I ask while petting his head, if he had a tail I'm pretty sure it would be wagging... He brings his face closer to my neck and begins to sniff me? "I-uh Gon?" He lights licks my neck and travels to my chin. What is he doing?! "G-Gon please, n-not now.." I try to push him away but he just whines some more. "Gon honestly, how old are you?" I tease him while smirking. But he just gives me a grumpy face and then jumps on me! Him having my arms pinned and then he has an extremely devious smirk on his face, I begin to try and take deep breaths to calm down but just as my heart rate gets down again Gon leans close and presses his lips against mine. Why has he been so desperate lately?! I push him off, breaking the kiss and ask what's been on his mind lately and why he was acting this way. "Oh sorry Killua, it's just... Ging asked me to meet him somewhere I can't say... I wanted to make the most of our time together because I don't when or if I will come back from this mission he's invited me on..." Wait what?! Why was Gon concerned if he would come back or not? What is he doing? Where is he going? Why didn't he tell me?! "G-Gon, why didn't you tell me about this? If I had known I might have been a bit more forgiving... B-but that's beside the point! What the point is, where are you going? What are you doing? Why are you afraid of not coming back? You.... Wouldn't leave me right..?" I begin to think of what would happen if I could never see Gon again... I feel Gon's hand grab mine and I look at him with probably too much evidence proving that I actually felt hurt inside from hearing that Gon will be going away again.... He hugs me and begins to laugh lightly in my ear. "What? What's so funny, idiot!" Wow I'm really turning into a big kitty aren't I... "It's just that, ever since I've known you, you've been really cool, calm and collected but now look at you, getting all worried about me!" Gon snuggled his head into my neck, if only he knew... I've been worrying this whole time...