When Jisung woke up, he had the feeling of being watched. Which turned out to be true. When he opened his eyes, he saw Chan, Hyunjin and Felix were watching him somehow curiously and maybe a little nervously.

"Not at all scary to wake up like that...," he muttered and wanted to turn around when a dull pain shot through his abdomen, especially in his lower back. "Ouch..." he groaned and sat up, causing the duvet to slip down a bit.

"Why are you... naked?"

When none of them answered, Jisung tried to review the last evening, but somehow his memories were blurred.

"Oh my God... I didn't dream that...?" he asked quietly.

Worried, Chan slipped a little closer and hesitantly stretched out his hands to the younger one, who suddenly began to laugh.

Giggling, Jisung snuggled into his arms. "I didn't think my first time would be like this."

"So... everything okay? Do you regret it?" Chan asked and gently caressed Jisung's back, while Felix and Hyunjin watched the two worriedly and also somewhat curiously.

"Apart from the fact that my body hurts, everything is fine. And I can't really say that I regret it either..." Jisung muttered with a crooked grin on his lips.

The other three breathed out noticeably and relaxed. Because even if the whole situation was somehow a bit strange, they were most worried about Jisung's reaction.

But when he now rolled over Chan and snuggled between him and Hyunjin, it only showed that apparently everything really was fine.

"We... we're still naked... and sticky...", Jisung noticed thoughtfully at some point. And even if he was fine with what happened in the night, he didn't really like the sticky, somehow sore body feeling.

With an uncertain smile on his lips, Chan pulled the younger to him and kissed him gently. "We can take a shower if you want to."

At Jisung's nod, Chan got out of bed, lifted Jisung up and carried him into the bathroom. Before he closed the door behind them, he saw Hyunjin and Felix quietly get up and leave the room.

Jisung had already tapped into the shower with tiny steps, leaning against the cool tiles and closing his eyes.

"Is everything really okay, baby?" Concerned, Chan came to him in the shower, gently cupped his face and watched his reactions.

Sighing, Jisung leaned against him. "Yeah, it's all right. My head just really hurts... and to be honest, so does my lower body. But otherwise I'm really fine... even if it's still a bit surreal to have had sex with you, Hyunjin and Felix."

With a crooked grin, Chan kissed him and then sighed in relief. "I would really like to have sex with you again... But maybe we'll wait until you feel a little better."

Jisung nodded in agreement and closed his eyes again.

"Relax, baby. I'll take care of you." Chan gently pressed the younger again against the wall, first washed his hair and then gently and extensively his body. Spread kisses on the younger's body and let his hands gently slide over the naked skin.

"Thank you... that feels really nice," Jisung whispered. When he looked at Chan, there was so much love and affection in the elder's eyes that Jisung had to swallow.

"I have to thank you... or maybe rather apologize... the evening was... and considering that it was your first time... I should have made sure that it would be the way you wanted it," Chan whispered, feeling quite guilty, even though he could not deny that he had enjoyed the evening very much - and would repeat if he got the opportunity.

Confused, Jisung shook his head. "Even though it was my first time and I clearly have imagined something else, I decided to do it myself. You assured me that I can say "no" at any time and to be honest... that was pretty satisfying. Even if I don't know if I would have done it without being drunk..."

Chan nodded hesitantly and pressed a gentle kiss on Jisung's lips. "Okay..." he whispered.

For a moment they stood leaning against each other and let the water rain down on them.

"I love you, baby! And I hope you know that I would never do anything you don't want, do you?" Chan whispered, pressing the younger one tighter against him.

"I know! And I love you too, my angel!" Jisung whispered, following the traces that the water left on Chan's body with his fingers. "It was good... even if my sober self may not like to admit it much."

That made Chan smile. He kissed Jisung again, turned off the water and reached for a towel. He wrapped the younger in the towel and headed out of the shower. "Stay here, I'll carry you back to bed."

Jisung just nodded, because he was still a little sore and his lower body hurt.

When Chan came back to him and gently rubbed his hair dry with another towel, Jisung's heart melted a little more and he leaned against the elder with his eyes closed.

"I love you, baby," Chan whispered, pressing a gentle kiss on Jisung's lips and lifting him up.

Amazed, he realized that their bed was freshly made. With a gentle smile on his lips, he put Jisung on the bed.

"Stay," the younger whispered as Chan gently kissed him and then wanted to leave the room.

"I'll be right back, baby. I'm just going to see where Lix and Jinnie are."

Yawning, Jisung nodded and snuggled into the freshly changed duvet.

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Felix and Hyunjin were meanwhile also in the shower, but unlike Chan and Jisung they had passed the time a little differently.

As Chan stuck his head through the door, Felix was just taking his hand from Hyunjin's neck and spreading gentle kisses on the older's back.

"Uhm... Am I disturbing you?" Chan asked grinning as he realized what the two had just done.

"You're not disturbing, handsome. I'm sure Jinnie already missed you," Felix replied with a smirk and rubbed one hand over Hyunjin's butt.

Moaning, Hyunjin arched his back towards him, but looked Chan straight in the eyes. Who licked his lips grinning, but then shook his head. "Thank you for changing the sheets! I wanted to ask how we want to deal with breakfast."

"I thought we'd just order something. Because I don't think any of us really wants to cook," said Felix smiling, reached for the shower gel and gently washed Hyunjin's body.

"Good idea, handsome," Chan said and had to grin. And although he intentionally wasn't that serious with the pet name, he realized quickly how true he actually felt it.

They had grown so close as a family over the last few weeks. And even though Chan knew it wasn't quite normal, he still liked to kiss Felix.

Even if he had the feeling that they might have to talk about everything that had happened on vacation. Because no matter what it was between them, openness and clarity were important to all of them.

After all, he had just experienced what would happen if you didn't talk openly about everything. Nevertheless, he decided to let the topic rest for the moment and rather snuggle up to Jisung.

He had been about to fall asleep again and looked at Chan tiredly as he snuggled up to him.

"Is everything okay with them?"

Grinning, Chan nodded and pressed his lips onto the younger's. "More than good I would say. They had a lot of fun in the shower," Chan chuckled.

"Oh... we've also talked about sex in the shower. Is that fun?"

"So much fun. As soon as we're back home, we'll try," Chan muttered with his lips on Jisung's neck as he let his fingers wander to Jisung's butt.

Chuckling tired, Jisung grabbed into Chan's hair and gently pulled it. "Seems like you don't want to wait that long."

"I don't want to either. But we have a long flight ahead of us and I don't want you to be in pain," Chan muttered, letting his finger wander from Jisung's hip towards his stomach. "So soft," he mumbled, leaning over the younger and pressing a kiss on his belly.

Surprised, he looked up when Jisung moaned and a soft grin appeared on his lips. "Seems like I'm not the only one who doesn't want to wait."

Jisung blushed, but nodded and gently pulled Chan's hair again to pull him up, because he really wanted to be kissed.

"I love you," Jisung whispered, before Chan pressed his lips to the younger's.

Overconfident, Jisung bit his lower lip to elicit Chan's reaction and was immediately rewarded with a moan. "God, I love you too, baby!"

"Now we seem to be disturbing," they heard followed by a chuckle, which caused them to separate a little from each other and look up.

Felix and Hyunjin stood in the door frame and watched the two grinning. "Actually, we wanted to ask if you would like to watch a movie in bed and maybe cuddle a little."

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