Jisung sat silently next to Chan and stared out the window.

He had the feeling of behaving stupidly, but he couldn't stop thinking about Changbin watching Chan while he was showering.

But they had just gotten along again and he didn't want to drive a wedge between them again cause of his insecurity.

He suppressed a sigh and watched the raindrops run down the window.

Only when Chan put a hand on his thigh he looked up. Chan smiled lovingly at him and Jisung was finally able to relax at least a little.

"I'll pick you up from work later, okay?" Chan asked, gently caressing Jisung's leg.

"Yes, that would be nice," he muttered and a gentle smile appeared on his lips.

For a moment, there was promising silence between them.

But finally Chan parked in front of Felix and Hyunjin's apartment and all three got out.

Chan pulled Jisung to him and would have loved to kiss him. But they both knew that it would have to wait until later.

"I love you" Jisung whispered and leaned his head against Chan's shoulder.

Sighing, Chan let go of him and gently caressed his cheek.

"See you later, baby. I love you too!" he said quietly and smiled at him before letting him go.

Almost at the same time, Changbin pulled him into his arms and even though Jisung reluctantly leaned against him at the beginning, he had to admit that it felt good to be in Changbin's strong arms.

Somewhat confused by his thoughts and feelings, he waved to them and then went into the building.

Felix opened the door for him in surprise.

Because of all the brooding, Jisung had completely forgotten to ask if it would be okay if he would come over.

"Hey my handsome?" Felix said questioningly and pulled the older one to himself.

"I.. uhm.. I forgot to ask if I can come over..," he murmured and snuggled in Felix's arms, sighing.

"Yes, of course, come in," Felix said with a smile and pulled Jisung into the apartment with him. "I have to go to work now anyway. Jinnie certainly will be happy when he won't be alone."

At that moment, Hyunjin came out of the bedroom sleepily because he wanted to see who was there.

"Baabee," he shouted, ran to Jisung and pulled him into his arms.

Felix shook his head with a grin. "You two are incredible. If I didn't know you were with me, baby, then you could think you both are a couple."

"This is only because I can now show my true feelings for Jisung and he finally has a clear mind for it," Hyunjin sighed theatrically and kissed Jisung before letting him go.

"Well, then have a lot of fun with it, my pretty ones!" Felix said with a grin, kissed both of them and then made his way to work.

"Come with me to bed, I still need a little sleep," Hyunjin said yawning and pulled Jisung with him into the bedroom.

This involuntarily made Jisung smile, but somehow also made him overthink everything again.

He loved to cuddle with Hyunjin and he liked to kiss him... He also liked to kiss Felix.

Actually, he didn't really have the right to be jealous, even if Changbin had watched Chan shower.

Sighing, he took off his pants and crawled into bed with Hyunjin and almost immediately the elder wrapped his arms around him.

"No matter what you're thinking about right now, we'll talk about it later, okay? I really need some more sleep," Hyunjin murmured, let his hands wander under Jisung's shirt and gently stroked his belly.

"Okay..." Jisung muttered and snuggled closer to him.

~~~

When Jisung woke up quite a while later, Hyunjin was already awake and was watching him.

"Good morning, handsome," Hyunjin said quietly and had to grin when he saw the younger blush.

"Good morning, Jinnie," he muttered sleepily and stretched himself.

They stayed cuddled up to each other for quite a while until Hyunjin heard Jisung's stomach growl.

"Come on, let's get up and eat something," he giggled and pushed the duvet aside.

Together they went into the kitchen and prepared tteokbokki together even though they weren't the best cooks.

After they finally somehow succeeded, they sat down at the kitchen table and completely unexpectedly Hyunjin started babbling.

"Babe, I thought about what you said. Maybe I should really try to become a photographer. And you can study that and Lix has already said he thinks the idea is great. But I have to create a portfolio with my own works and will probably take a summer course for it. What do you think about it?"

Surprised, grinning, Jisung looked at him.

"Maybe you'll take a deep breath first, babe. Apart from that, I think the idea is wonderful, even if we will probably no longer work together soon," Jisung said with a smile.

He was really incredibly happy for Hyunjin even if a part was sad that they wouldn't see each other that much anymore. Because he was absolutely sure that Hyunjin would be successful.

"I think you'll have to hang on with me for quite a while. Because even if I am admitted to my studies, I still have to pay the tuition fees somehow," Hyunjin sighed and had to grin.

"That sounds good. Without you, work would probably be incredibly boring. And then I would have to flirt with Minho... I hardly think Chan would like that," Jisung giggled and then remembered that he had completely forgotten to tell Hyunjin that Chan and he were a couple.

For a moment, the butterflies danced samba in his belly before they were choked by the thick, disgusting jealousy that rose again with the thoughts of Changbin.

"What was that?" Hyunjin asked half amused, half worried.

And then Jisung began to tell. Of all that had happened since they had said goodbye in the parking lot.

"Hmm..." said Hyunjin and didn't really know what to say about all this. "Maybe you should talk to Chan about it before you accuse Changbin. Do it better than him..."

Sighing, Jisung rubbed his hands over his face. "I don't feel like I have the right to do so... I mean we also lie together in bed, cuddle and kiss... a little hypocritical to be jealous because of something like that..." he murmured.

"Possible. Nevertheless, it's better to talk about it than to keep brooding about it. And if Chan has a problem with us cuddling and kissing, then he should say that directly," said Hyunjin, shrugged his shoulder and stood up. "We have to get ready soon."

"Can I maybe take a shower? And borrow some of your clothes? I completely forgot to take anything with me."

Grinning, Hyunjin looked at him and finally nodded. "Go take a shower. I'll find you something to wear. But maybe rather something from Lix. I think his clothes suit you better."

Jisung nodded gratefully and disappeared in the bathroom.

Hyunjin disappeared into the bedroom and rummaged through Felix's clothes until he was satisfied with his selection.

Grinning, he went to the bathroom and knocked on the door.

"If I stare at you in the shower now, is that balancing justice?" he asked, giggling when he put the clothes for Jisung next to the sink.

"Nothing you haven't already seen..." Jisung murmured and immediately blushed insanely.

"Hurry up, Minho will come by and pick us up right away," Hyunjin said with a grin and left the bathroom to get himself ready.

Sighing, Jisung shook his head, but still had to grin and hurried to get done.

When he came into the bedroom shortly afterwards with still wet hair, Hyunjin sat in front of the mirror and put on make-up.

"Hmmm I knew I made the right choice. You look hot. Come sit down!" Hyunjin said and pointed to the chair next to him.

Jisung knew that he had already lost anyway, so he didn't even try to convince Hyunjin that he didn't need to do his make up.

When the doorbell rang, Hyunjin had just finished and Jisung stared at himself in the mirror while Hyunjin went to open the door.

Sighing, Jisung got up and followed him.

"Hmm hello handsome. Have you made yourself so pretty for me?" Minho asked smirking and pulled Jisung into his arm.

"Mhm in your dreams," Jisung replied with a laugh and leaned against him for a moment.

"Are you ready to work?" Minho finally asked after gently pushing Jisung away.

"What a question," said Hyunjin, rolled his eyes and pushed Jisung and Minho out of the apartment. "Let's go before I decide otherwise and we all stay here."

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