I couldn’t believe my eyes when I opened them. How? What I just finished day dreaming not long ago.

He brought me drawing materials, and not just that including ipod and lastly pizza with hot coffee, damn! I think i am already inlove but I don’t want to give him the satisfaction that he made me happy, now this makes me want to cry but still the tears ain’t coming.

“Why?” It came like a whisper but he still heard me.

He dropped the empty bag on the chair and sat close to me on the bed facing me, I immediately shoot him a look for sitting this close to me.
“I just felt you would be running out of your mind been stuck in this hospital, so I brought you an Mp3 player since you won’t be getting any phone right now. So, I just did what my instinct told me to do. For the drawing materials I got them a day before you even wakeup.” He said while giving me a thight smile and all this while i raised one of my eyebrow looking at him like he has grown two heads.

I am just too speechless and I am so angry at the same time, “Why the sudden change. Don’t think you can just come into my life once in a good boy form and everything will be okay... don’t. Don’t, because I lost a brother so you want to be the Mr. Do good, let me remind you, you are a bully who messed with me, so keep your sympathy I don't want it. I hate it...” and finally the tears are coming and I couldn’t control them, because I was so angry, but I was still yelling at him and I could see the shocked expression on his face while he stood up from my bed.

I saw the regret all over his face, but I kept going because the tears finally came and my chest feels like it’s on fire.

“Logan just get out.. get out of my life I don’t want to see your face, leave me alone... you think all your rants when I was in comma and a little present will make me forgive you? If so you are so wrong man.” I threw all the drawing materials on the floor, I was in rage and pain so I kept throwing all what he brought on the wall and floor.

“Brielle I am so sorry, if I now it would upset you I would have never, I just wanted to make you feel better and not alone. Believe me I am truly not that guy anymore.” He said but I kept screaming for him to get out
Immediately Dr. Adams and a nurse rushed into my room due to the commotion they heard.

“Oh my goodness! What happen.”

The Dr. Rushed and engulfed me in a hug seeing the state I am and I didn’t push him away, I saw Logan’s reaction to when Dr. Adams hugged me, he is angry because his jaw line hardened but I know he didn’t want to upset me so he stay put.

“I am sorry young man you need to leave.” Dr. Adams said

“I am sorry Brielle. I will go but like I said I will spend the rest of my life apologising to you.” He then turn and left the room while the nurse kept picking the stuffs I threw around the room to put them in place.

I squeezed his shirt and kept crying into it like my life depends on it. “It’s okay dear let it all out, you need it.”

When I realized I was still clinged to his shirt I immediately push him away from me and wiped my face.
I then turn to face the window as usual because I don’t want him to see me at my vulnerable phase.

“Hey I am sorry but can you tell me what happen? Please?” I still didn’t answer him.

I heard him helping the nurse to put the stuff back in order, luckily the food was still on the mini drawer beside my bed so my hands didn’t really go there, it’s still intact. It’s just the drawing materials and the ipod.

I guess they are done because I heard when he told the nurse to leave us alone.

“Just leave me alone Doc.” I said with a hoarse voice still facing the window,
He took the seat close to my bed and sat on it God why doesn’t this man understand, leave me alone.

“You know the pain will eventually go someday, when you remember, it won’t be as painful as it is now because you have learn to leave with the pain instead of using the blame card. I once lost someone dear to me.” He said.

Now that got my attention and I turned immediately facing him. But before I get the chance to ask him who he once lost he immediately turned the table back to me,

“Ain’t you going to take this, it’s getting cold." he points to the food and I kept staring at him like what kind of doctor are you man. When he noticed I wasn’t going to reply him.

He just picked the coffee cup and left the pizza. I still kept staring at him like what the hell! he kept ignoring me and said,“I think I am just going to take this coffee the aroma is so amazing, I am not a fan of pizza so I am not touching that.” And he made a face while pointing at the pizza box

“What the hell is wrong with you man.!”

“Oh, and the girl could talk.” He said while laughing and I took away my coffee from his hand.

“Where are you from mars? One. No one messes with my coffee and two. Who hates pizza, definitely you are from mars.” I said and he kept laughing.

“What’s so funny?” I asked him because he is already irritating me

“You off course Brielle.” He gave me a smile and it’s now I am really looking at his appearance apart from the deep blue eyes he has I noticed earlier. He looks like he is in his late twenties. He is still on his scrub, he has a dark short hair in which his front hair is poking a little and I feel like putting my hands to swipe it back, his hot not bad.

My eyes met his and that was when I realized I have been staring at him and he literally allowed me to drool, I took my gaze of him and smack my face for my stupidity, he chuckled and said,“Yeah I know I am hot.” He made sure he exaggerated the hot
I rolled my eyes but I froze because I do that alot to Damian but I compose myself and said to him

“Don’t feel yourself Doc.” And I felt myself going back to my shell.

“I am sorry. I was kidding I do eat pizza I just wanted to get your attention you really need a friend you know.” He picked the pizza box and place it on the bed then open it, I sip my coffee, uhm this is amazing.

Now I feel bad for coming at Logan like that, well he still deserves it.

“No,thank you." I said to Dr. Adams

“Hell I wasn’t asking. Just stating the fact, besides I am starving, I just finished  my shift for the day, I am about heading home, so it won’t be bad if I join you, since I am sure you can’t finish that.”

“You are so weird” I said to him

“I know people do tell me.” He gave me a flashy grin while taking a bite from the pizza. I just don’t know how to deal with him, so I just let him and focus on myself, I ended up eating the pizza with him too  because no matter what mood I am food is always a number one priority for me. We ate in silence, just the sound from the television that was been heard.

We where already done and Diana came in, she’s here because she’s going to spend the night as the doctors instructions I can't be alone.

She was surprised to see the doctor sitting casually close to me.

“Hello Dr. Adams” she greeted him and dropped the bag she brought on the sofa, “Hello Diana welcome back. I was just about leaving” and he stood up.

“Wait you didn’t tell me who you lost?” I asked him but he literally ignored me and shook Diana, when he was at the door he stop and turned
“My mother.” He said with a sad smile and walked out of the room.

All colour drain from my face and I felt bad, I stretch and drop the empty coffee cup on the drawer.

“What was all that about? What did I miss?” Diana asked still looking confused.

“It’s a long story and I am not about to gist you because I don’t want to yet.”
I said and turn my back to her, “Wow he brought this too.” I turn to face her and she was referring to the drawing materials and the iPod.

“Hey mind your business.” I said on a high tone.

“Okay. Sorry." she surrendered and went back to the sofa and I turned my back to her again and kept thinking about the last 4hrs, from Logan to Dr. Adams.

I took my covers form my lap and covered my whole body and before I knew it sleep has taken me away.