Alyssa's Pov

"I'm not sure what happened to you but-" Dec places his hand on my shoulder. "Talk about just life. Like you would if he were you know...." He says his voice trialing off.

"Jerriah came home today. He's here actually. Balling his eyes out like a little baby." I hear Jerriah laugh through his tears.

"Sonja and I hung out-" Mot's heart monitor does a weird thing. "It's helping." Mianite says sternly. "W-why don't you sing." Jerriah says and I get up so he can sit.

He pulls me onto his lap and wraps his arms around my stomach.

"I mean I guess I can."

Dec's Pov

Alyssa sings the chorus of Alice but nothing happens. I want to say he's got a chance of waking up but he's not showing enough signs.

"We, my friends made history. Alice knows where she's going-" Alyssa's voice breaks signaling she's crying.

"She says in heaven there's no loneliness....." As she sobs Mot starts gasping. "Get Dianite." I say tonelessly. Jerriah carries still sobbing Alyssa out as Mot begins to sob Dianite's name.

Mianite brings in Dianite who goes about as pale as a man with crimson red skin can get.

"Dianite do something!" Mianite shouts as Mot begins to flail about. "Mot hey! Calm down I'm here!" Dia says leaning over Mot's bed.

I can tell Mot's fighting pretty damn hard to stay with us. His heart is going from 0 to 100 then back down to 0 again.

"Mot I'm here!" Dianite's crying again. "I'm here!" He shouts as Mot gasps.

"Come on Mot. Wake up for me and for the others." Dianite begs as Mot sobs.

"He can't breathe Dec get more oxygen on him." Mianite orders and I obey.

I can tell Mianite knows exactly what's going on in Mot's head right now and that is why he's being so quiet.

"Mot I know you can hear me." Dianite sounds a lot calmer than I've herd I'm in the past 24 hours.

"You remember when I was brought back?" Mot's heart speeds up to a dangerously fast pase.

"Dianite b-"

I know what I'm doing you just keep him going

Gotcha Dianite.

"That feeling I know we both felt. Tell me what that was. What did we feel?" The room goes silent.

"D.....Dis...." Mot takes in another huge gasp as he tries to speak.

"Dis.......*gasp*...." Mot cries out as if he's in pain. "What was that feeling?" Dianite whispers and rubs slow circles on the back of Mot's palm.

"Disbelief." Mot finally coughs out. I see Dianite smile just about the sad-est smile I've ever seen.

"Dia it h-hu-rts." How's he doing this. His hearts not beating fast enough for this to be a possible thing!

"I know Mot. Don't let him win. Keep fighting."

It stays silent for a really long time. "A-am I dying?" Mot mumbles his heart slowing even more.

"Mianite why is h-" I get shhed. "Mot I need you to try and open your eyes for me." Dianite speaks slowly and softly.

Mot cries out and it looks as if he's gonna have a seizure. His eyes will part for a split second reveling only small parts of his eye.

"You can do it. I believe in you." Dianite says in his soothing tone. Mot continues to fight for Dianite.

His heart starts beating at a normal pase, and his chest rises and falls at a steady rate.

"Come on Mot. I'm right here waiting on you." Mot's good eye drifts open but is quick to close again.

"Can you squeeze my hand?" Dianite begins to cry again. Mianite stands close to me, leaning on me for support every so often.

"He's lost." Mianite whispers to me. "He doesn't know if he's dead or alive. He's leaning more towards the dead."

"Mot p-please!" Dianite's sobbing now. "...............Dia.............."

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPP

Within seconds Mianite and I start cpr. He was doing so well! After a good 5 minutes of cpr through the breathing tube we realize that's not gonna work.

The only other form we can use is mouth to mouth because of Mot's side we can't apply that pressure to his stomach. (Idk what I'm talking about so don't hate me)

I'm assuming Mianite and Dianite did some telepathical communication because within seconds of our realization Dianite starts the cpr.

Mot begins to cough about a minute in. All this vitals go back to normal. Dianite glances at Mianite and I then back down at Mot.

"Dianite I don't think-" Mianite is interrupted by Mot jolting awake. "M-Mot!" Dianite cries but Mot just looks horrified.

"D-Dia." Mot pauses and looks around. "This isn't real. I'm dead and so are all of-"

"Mot you're alive and so are we." Mianite interrupts. "Prove it."

Dianite's Pov

"Prove it." There's so many things I could do to prove to him we're alive. I take his hand and place it over where my heart is.

"I-but-" Mot begins to cry. I'm not sure if they're good tears or not. Despite his cries he keeps his hand on my chest.

I can feel him trembling. "H-How?! I should be d-dead!" Mot sobs and I look over at Mianite.

"Good question Mot." Dec answers quietly. Mot tries to move so he can hug me but both Dec and Mot tell him not to.

"The stitches in your side could come loose. The best we can do for now is bring in another bed and create a make shift double bed." Mianite says still shocked that Mot made it.

I need to make sure Alyssa is ok. I know she had a pretty bad scare. Mot takes his hand off my chest.

"I'll be back." I say quietly. "Where are you going?!" Mot cries. "I just gotta go I'll be back."

Alyssa's Pov

Jerriah and I never left Dec's house. "Jerriah." I mumble just to make sure I have his attention. "I'm scared."

He let's out a near silent sob. He's been crying, but would never admit it.

"I'd never let anyone lay a f-"

"Alyssa, you two gotta go home." Dianite interrupts. "No! I don't wanna!" I shout as Dianite gently pulls me out of Jerriah's arms.

"Hey! She said she didn't want to." Jerriah pulls me back close to him. "Alyssa please just listen to me. I can't be gone long and I'm not letting you two walk back alone." Dianite pleads.

"I'm perfectly capable of keeping us both safe." Jerriah protests but I can see the fear in Dianite's eyes. "Something's fucking with us Jerriah. Something not even a god could fight off with ease."

"You think whatever this is, wants-"

"Let's not talk about it." Dianite says and starts walking out. Jerriah and I follow.

Dianite glances back at us every so often, probably to make sure we're still with him.

I look around frantically. I'm not sure what I'm looking for just something. Anything to answer the questions I know are gonna haunt me till things are right again.

"Hey." Jerriah's sweet voice says causing me to look over at him. He takes my hand in his and smiles.

"It's gonna be ok." After Jerriah says that I hear Dianite mumble something. "What was that Dia?" I ask.

"Just something Mot and I have always said. Well since we got here anyways...."

"You think he's gonna be ok?" I ask quietly. "Physically yes, but I know this is gonna have him messed up for a long time."

We're home now. "Jerriah can you give us a second?" Dianite asks and of course Jerriah listens. He knows what it's like to fear losing someone you love.

"He's awake for now. I want you to be strong for him ok." Dia speaks softly, like how he talked to me when I was younger. Tears start running down my face to fast for me to try and stop them.

Dianite pulls me into his arms which causes me to sob harder. "I'm scared!" I cry and I feel Dia start to tremble.

"I know baby girl. I'm scared too." He pauses and tilts my chin. "We're gonna be ok. I promise." He kisses my forehead then pulls away.

"Who's walking back with you?" I ask. "I can hold my own. I'll come visit sometime tomorrow with updates hopefully." I see him take a deep breath.

"Good night Dia. I'll see you tomorrow." I walk inside making sure to lock the door behind me.