Every time I upload this book, it doesn't really go well because I always pour my frustrations and disappointments in life here 

Or.. when I feel random.

Anyways, I've been quite busy lately. My results came out a few weeks ago and I did okay'ish, but I got a D for my maths, sigh.

Some of you might be saying ''At least you passed!'' or ''You did better than me, be proud.'' But that's not what my teacher and parents had in mind.

Sure, my parents were like 'whyyy' but they understood that I'm a total wreck at maths because algebra has fucked up my mind quite while.

And another reason is that my brain processes complex things more.. slowly

Even the teacher admits that I'm like that, hahaha.

But the thing is, she says if I don't improve my grades up until I get a B (which is at least 70 in my school) she will curfew me from my computer because my mom was kind enough to tell her I'm addicted to it.

THANKS MOM! REALLY ; W ;

Now I have no choice but to push myself further in maths until I get a B

Majority of my class got C's and D's, and only quite a handful got B's, because they're literally the smartest of the class.

So, how can I, a complete wreck at maths even get a B when half of my class is dropping into the F zone?

I seriously don't know.

I understand that my teacher is trying to motivate me so I won't be stuck in the C and D zone forever, but still it'll be quite challenging..

All I hope for is improvement, and maybe a B would be nice. But I'll have to work my ass off to get that result, I barely passed maths anyway.

Thanks for reading my rant, ciao

-Adyrin