Problem by @KookiesBaby

Hey , the fact that you are messaging me about your problem of cutting yourself means that you are very much aware of what you are doing and you are crying for help already . I am no way a professional in counselling but i hope that you seek help from a trustable adult . As much as it may sound dumb to you now , but talking to a counselor  may be good for you since he/ she doesnt know you and you can definitely confide in them . They wouldnt be able to tell your classmates / friends since they would respect your decisions . They are the ones who have degrees after studying about  human psychology and know how to handle things way better than i do . They can lead you well to the right path .

It is impossible to not fight with a friend no matter how strong your friendship once was . Everyone would also have their trust broken some day so you are definitely not alone . Dont feel so scared and lonely .

Im glad that you still have a best friend who sees you beyond your problems and support you . No matter what you do , do not hesitate and think about committing suicide . You have to fight for yourself and continue on living . Dying for your friends or because of friendship problems are never worth it .

Surround yourself with friends who you believe and trust in — vice versa. Have yourself occupied and do things that you love to distract yourself. 

Please continue on living well . :)