Ugh, my head hurts.

What is going on?

"Pj?" I asked, looking around. I couldn't see anything, my eyesight is so blurry. I guess I am not wearing my glasses.

Yup, you guessed it. I am wearing glasses now because I have myopia. All those hours in front of a PC got the best of me.

"Y/n? You awake?" I heard a familiar voice say. Not really knowing what was going on, I asked the person if they could give me my glasses. As soon as I put them on, I look at the person. Chris.

"Heyyyyy Chrisssss," I slurred a bit, feeling dizziness take over me. "Want some pills?" He asked, showing me the small tablets and a water bottle. I slowly lifted myself up from the floor and grabbed a tablet, swallowing it with water. The sun was shining down on us, blinding us even. This is a horrible morning.

I know realised that we are at Chris' place. Fabulous.

I stand up, using Chris for balance as I saw Pj come into the room. "Heyyyyy Peeeej..." I said and both looked at me weirdly.

"How much did she drink last night?" A voice that was definitely not PJ's said. I think that it was Dan.

I lifted up my arm with the marks on it. Eight black lines littered my skin, going from straight to wavy. "Too much," Chris said, kind of worried.

"Did you give her pills?"

"Yeah, but she'll need a few minutes until they work."

Hannah entered the room, her face black from all the make-up that was smudged by the mascara or other shit like that. To be honest, I felt like I was still asleep. "I wanna go puke," I said completely bluntly. I didn't give a shit, I felt horrible. "Sure" Chris said, taking me to the bathroom.

After half an hour of puking and feeling even more like shit, I was up and running. Dan was making coffee and tea in Chris' kitchen, as me and Hannah were sitting on the lounge.

Why was I drunk? And where are Pj, Phil, Lily?

"Hey Hannah? Where's Lily?" I asked her and she looked at me, wide eyed.

"You... you don't remember?"

Why? What happened?

And suddenly, it all came back to me, from one year ago.

I knew that she didn't like me and we broke up as roommates. I live with Hannah now.

The crash, the blood, the gore, her body lying in the middle of the street. She didn't deserve this. She never did. I thought that the Time Guardians would help her... but maybe they helped someone else by killing her. Who are they anyways?

I found out that Phil was also visited by them. We decided to leave them alone, we didn't want to get into a whole big mess. We kept it a secret, and still are.

As I said before, it has been a year. Yesterday was my birthday, and we decided to get drunk and have fun. I think Phil and Pj went home together at some point.

Dan and Chris are canon just like me and Pj, but obviously we are trying to keep it a secret from the internet. Can you imagine the shitstorm that would happen if we broke up?

Dan and Phil bought a dog. A Shiba Inu, obviously.

I am also going to America for a month with Chris for tour. Dan and Phil ended theirs, so there was another reason to celebrate.

Our lives are fitting into place. Lily's death is no more on our minds, and we are living our lives to the max. If you consider max as internet scrolling every day and going out on cafés. Sometimes, we like to get drunk and do stupid shit. Depends on the day.

Hannah met this guy, his name is Brandon. I think they are dating, but I don't really know anymore. They are worse than Dan and Phil.

Phil is still a little bummed out about Lily's death. I guess that's heartbreak for you.

I wonder how America will be. Probably warmer, and a lot more weird than England. I'm only getting used to living in England, I wonder how America will feel.

End of chapter one.