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New Entry: 7:01pm

I know I journaled just yesterday, but today calls for more. Joon & I have crossed some borders. BIG borders. Not only has he now seen me in lingerie, but he's fingered me and made me orgasm without even wanting me to return the favor. Oh & he's kissed me. Never in a million years did I think we'd do any of that stuff. He's been my best friend and ONLY friend for some time now. But for the first time in so long, I feel sexy & doing all this shit with Namjoon makes me feel even sexier. I didn't know I had needed any of this until today when it all took place. I guess my body was craving that intimate touch from someone. I feel weird now, but in a good way. I feel like I want more tho. Im scared because I want more of Namjoon, & it goes beyond the money agreement that we made. I know he says that we don't have to have sex (which is the only thing now that we haven't done), but is that such a bad thought to have? I don't know, I may just be overthinking it all.

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"Miss ma'am, can we expect more content with you in it? I'm ready for more!"

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Hi babies! So, how do you like this extra chapter, with her diary entry & all the subscribers thoughts? If you liked this, I'll be sure to add more extra chapters like this. I may even add visuals (if I can but I don't know how lmao).

What do you wanna see next chapter specifically? Let me know & I'll see what I can do!

I love you all, bye!

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