*In school the next day*

"Heyyyy" i said to the guys,making my way to where they were after making sure i had everything from my car. I know i met them yesterday but it feels like i have known them forever. 

"Heyyy Adrianna what do you have this morning? " Ashley asked.

"Heyy, umm Maths, " i answered after checking my timetable. 

"Really that's great. Looks like i have found a partner in this morning's class finally."

We hanged out at the parking lot till the bell for classes rang. Luckily i had Ashley with me so we went to class together. We were the first ones to arrive so Ally started telling me about herself, her family. She had this smile on her face while she was talking about her life . 'I wish my life was worth that kinda smile'  i thought to myself.
"...and that summarises most of my life, " finished Ashley, "Tell me about you? Am curious, " she then asked. 

Her question caught me of guard. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't tell anyone about my life. Not even my brother whom i tell everything knows the whole truth.  I still have nightmares thinking of it. Thinking of him. He has ruined me.  I don't think I'll ever be able tell anyone. My past is a darkness i don't want to wander to. Many thoughts started running in my head. I didn't know what to do. I knew i couldn't say the truth so i put a smile on my face and said the first thing that came to mind. "My life is fine. I can actually say it's great.  I mean my family is awesome, supportive and now i have got you guys as my friends. What not to like. " she then started telling me about the school, teachers and what to expect. The class was now full but the teacher was nowhere to be seen and soon the bell rang meaning the lesson was over.  I took my bag said a quick bye to Ashley and got out of the class as quickly as possible wanting to be alone. I really felt bad lying to her like that. I really felt  bad knowing am gonna  have to lie to everyone when it came to my life. She told me everything about herself and all i did was come up with a story. I didn't want anyone to see me crying so i rushed out of the class and all of a sudden i found myself bumping into someone. I didn't stop to see who it was or stopped to say sorry to whoever i bumped on.  I continued running hoping to find a quiet place where i could cry all i wanted.

It looks like luck was on my side . I found myself in the abandoned side of the school.  People rarely came here so i knew it was the place.  There was a tree at the far end so i went and sat there and let my tears lose, crying for my life. People were afraid of this place but right now it was the perfect place for me.

Authors note:

Hey guys am sorry it's too short. Thank you for reading.

Love you all

_hessy_

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