7- It's okay, you're okay
I cried into Garret's chest, he helped me get through the rough spot I was going through and he helped me calm down, from my thoughts and nightmare. This was all need to me it made me fear even more.
I was scared, that he would grow tired of me and forget about me like everyone else did with me. I was scared that someone I looked up to would never completely care for me the way I've always wanted to be cared for by anyone.
"Have you ever had any medication for this?" He asked getting me out of my thoughts.
"Uh, no. They never spent more money then necessary. They also thought I made it up for attention. But I didn't," I said just bringing back more terrible memories.
"I can make an appointment for you," Garret replied.
"But won't they question why you have me and any legal documentation?" I asked not wanting to be taken away and being passed around again.
"Fuck, you're right." He tried to think of something to get me the help I need.
"I think I can more longer. Ive been dealing with this for... A while," I said shuddering.
"That's so sad," He said sorrow in his voice.
I didn't respond as I didn't want to keep the conversation going, it was connected with too many terrible memories that I wished to keep buried. I turned my attention to Popcorn and Echo, the cute little mice. I grabbed Echo out and the mouse ran up my arm almost falling off a few times, but took the animal off as soon as it tried to get under my shirt as it didn't help my nightmare.
I almost, by accident, flung the poor thing onto the floor. I felt so bad so I put Echo back into the cage, not wanting to hurt them.
I sighed, obviously not alright. You could tell by my facial expressions. I would've tried hard to try to be happy but I didn't have enough strength in me to.
"It's okay (Y/n), you're okay. I promise to try and keep you safe with everything I can to. But you have to help me to keep you safe," Garret said.
"Okay, I'll do my best," Is my reply I gave him.
((Small chapter I'm sorry but I'm having a writers block and I'm running out of ideas already but I have something that none of you may like so be ready for something huge next chapter 😓))
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