Riley's POV

"Blue? Blue! Babe!" I hear jack say and I open my eyes "what is it jack?" I ask kinda annoyed that he woke me up "I had a nightmare" he whimpers

I rub my eyes and I gain full vision and I see tears running down his face and i sit up and I pull him into a hug "what's up bud?" I ask while stroking and running my fingers threw his hair "I had a really bad nightmare" he whispers and I feel tears on my shoulder and I frown

"hey, dont cry, its ok, I'm here" I say Im not good with situations like this "I know, alex said to go away and I know better then to go to Zack or rian so you were the only person, I'm sorry for waking you" he whimpered "awww jack, its ok I honestly dont mind, I get nightmares to" I say

"really?" He asks with a hiccup "yeah, being on the street means seeing some pretty fucked up things" I say softly as he leans into me more and I smile as I kiss his head

"what was the nightmare about?" I ask and he sighs "I'm always so scared that I'll lose alex and the guys, and in my nightmare they all yell at me and they all leave" he cries and I look down at him "if that Ever does happen, which it won't, you'll always have me" I say softly

"thanks blue" he says and I sigh 'I'm turning soft' I think to myself "Riley, just call me Riley" I say softly and he looks up at me and I smile and he smiles back "right, its-" I grab my phone a check the time "3 am, so are you gonna go back to your room, or stay with me? I'm fine with either" I say "staying" he says

I nod and lay down and jack nudges me and I turn to face him "I'm scared" he mumbles and I smile and I bring him into a hug and he hugs back and I sing still into you my paramore until he falls asleep and I smile and fall asleep

I wake up to really fuckin loud yelling and I shoot up and I see alex yelling at jack "SHES ONLY 15!" He yells "I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WITH HER DUDE!" Jack yells back with tears in his eyes and I get up and I stand in front of jack

"hey! Alex you need to calm the fuck down, we didnt do anything, he had a nightmare and came to me crying his sweet little eyes out, and wanted comfort so thats what I gave him" I say with anger and his face softens

"I'm sorry riley i-" I cut him off "look, I'm not mad at either of you, but alex next time when you see something, dont jump to conclusion, look at him, he's almost crying, please dont yell at him" I say softly while looking at jack and alex eyes widen "I am so sorry dude" alex says "its fine" jack says just above a whisper "alex? Can I have a minute with him?" I ask

"of course baby girl" he says and walks out and I turn to jack and I sigh and I kneel in front of him and I wipe his tears away "he doesn't hate you" I say and his eyes widen "how'd you know that was what I was thinking?" He asks with a sniff and I smile "cuz your scared your gonna lose them, you won't I promise you, and you definitely won't lose me" I say and he stands up and I pull him into a hug and he hugs back

"Jack its ok, your not alone and you never will be dude, I love you to much to leave" I mumble the last part "you love me?" He asks "I love you, alex and Zack and Rian, you guys are the only family I have" I say and he tightens his grip on me and I return it

"Pinky fuckin promise you won't leave me if I won't leave you" he says and extends his pinky finger "pinky fuckin promise" I say as I link mine with his and he chuckles and I laugh "go get ready you lankey asshole!" I say playfully and he rolls his eyes playfully

"Fine! I'll take a shower and get ready mom!" He exclaims playfully and I lightly slap the side of his head playfully "go get ready!" I say and he smiles and walks out and I get ready (at the top)

Once I finish I put on my perfume which Nikki gave me before she passed away and I smile as the smell hits me like a wall and I put it down and walk out only to be thrown over someone's shoulder and I scream as they run down the stairs and I look and see a blonde skunk spray

"JACK BARAKAT PUT ME DOWN!" I scream as I cling onto him and he jumps around while laughing "THIS ISN'T FUNNY!" I yell and he jumps and I scream again "IM TERRIFIED OF HIGHTS PUT ME DOWN!" I yell and he puts me on the couch

"I'm so so soooooo sorry" he apologizes and I get my breath back and I smile "its fine" I say as I stifle a laugh and he sits down and alex walks in and walks to jack "I'm so sorry dude, I should of listened, I'm so sorry" he says and I smile "nah, I'd be pretty pissed to if i saw what you did" jack says

I smile "ok now hug it out boys!" I say and they glare at me and I glare back until they give in and they hug and I smile "see wasn't so bad now was it?" I ask with a giggle and they smile at me and I grin back

"Oh! Before I forget, my Chem and their adoptive daughter are coming round so please play nice" alex says and I smirk "no promises old man" I say and he looks at me with fake hurt

I laugh and pull him into a hug "calm down! Your not old! You like 5 years older then me" I say while laughing as he hugs back With a smile and then there's a knock at the door and alex gets it

And then Gerard way walks in with a girl

And she glares at me and I glare back "alex? Who the fuck is this?" I ask with venom dripping off my lips "this is Katelyn, Katelyn this is blue" he says and I mentally thank him for not telling her my real name

"Why she being a bitch dad?" She asks Gerard "I can ask the same" I hiss and she walks up to me "do you know who I am?" She asks "nope, but I assure you dont want to go up against me love" I hiss

"And why is that?" She asks "cuz ive been on the streets since I was two, I know a couple things, so if you wanna keep the nose you have I suggest you back the fuck up away from me" I hiss

And she backs up almost instantly and I glare at her "thats what I thought" I growl then jack walks up behind me and hugs me and I lean into him but I keep my eyes on her and she flinches

"Next time you wanna be a stuck up cunt, make sure you do it with the right person" I growl and she stands closer to gee and I roll my eyes "hey calm down Riley" jack whispers and I roll my eyes

"At least I have real parents" I Hear her say and rage fills my body "KATE!" Gerard yells and I shake with anger and I look at her and a look of pure fear comes across her face

I walk up to her "the reason I dont have a bio family is cuz they left, but I have alex and the guys, AND THATS FAMILY ENOUGH YOU FUCKIN CUNT!" I scream and I give her one last glare

And I walk upstairs with tears in my eyes street kids dont cry I keep repeating in my head and I go to my room and I slam my door and I sit on my bed and I can't hold it back tears fall down my face faster then ever

Then I hear a knock and I look and I see alex at the door and I wipe my eyes and he sits down next to me and puts a hand on my shoulder "you ok?" He asks and I shrug cuz I know if I talk I'll hurts out in tears

He pulls me into a hug and I hug back and let the tears fall as I cry into his chest and I let out a sob and he tightens his grip on me and I sniff and he pulls away and wipes my tears away with his thumb and I look at him with glossy eyes

"Hey, what Kate said was way out of line, its up to you, but Gerard really wants to meet you, so if he keeps Kate away from you will you go back down?" He asks "yeah" I say and he smiles

He ruffles my hair "thats my girl" he says and I smile and we get up and he puts an arm around my shoulders and we walk down "does it look like I've been crying?" I ask "no you look fine" he says "thanks" I say

Once we get down jack walks over to me as well as Rian and Zack and they all stand behind me and I smile as gee walks up to me "hi, I'm Gerard but you can call me gee, and I'm so sorry about Kate" he says and glares at her

"Its fine, honestly, its not like we're gonna be friends anyway so its fine" I say and he frowns but smiles again "I love your hair" he says "thanks! I like yours to! Its so red!" I say and he chuckles

"Right atl house I'm going home, c'mon Kate" gee says "yeah please dont forget that bitch" I say and jack snickers and I smile and she glares at me and I flip her off with both hands

She gasps and walks out and as soon as the door closes I laugh "what a bitch" I say "I've never seen Kate like that" alex says and I roll my eyes "does ant one have an electric guitar I can play?" I ask

"Yeah c'mon blue bird!" Jack chirps and I laugh as he pulls me to the music room "byeeeeee" I say as I'm pulled out the room and once we get there I see a gorgeous white ibanez guitar

And I gasp and go over to it "jack who's is this?" I ask as I traces over it gently with my hand "uuuuh thats just a spare, why?" He asks "can I play it?" I ask as I look at him "yeah" he says and I pick it up and I plug it in, time it and I start to play

And as I play alex, Zack and Rian come in and get their guitars, bases and drums and play with me and once I finish they all clap and I smile shyly "thanks" I say

"You can have that guitar if you want it riley" alex says and my eyes widen "I couldn't, you guys might need it" I say "blue we haven't used that guitar for about 2 years, we forgot it was even here" Zack says

I look up at him "look, everyone just call me riley, not around Kate, but when no ones here, its riley and in public its blue" I say and they nod and I look back at the guitar and I smile

"Seriously, I can tell how bad you want this guitar, its yours kid" alex says and I look at him and he smiles and I gently put it back in its case and I give him a big hug "thank you" I say and he hugs back

"Its like the feeling when you know that the guitar is just made for you" I say "yeah I get it, thats what it was like for me and jack when we got our guitars" he says and I nod

"Are any other bands coming round with kids?" I ask "yeah, kellin and tiger Lilly are coming round" he says "she has a rad name" I say "she does, but you'll meet her tomorrow, but how bout we all go to bed, its getting late" he says

"Ok" I say as I bring the guitar into my room and I put it in its case abd I get into bed and I put on when you can't sleep at night by of mice and men (at the top) and I fall asleep