Winter's POV

I wake up and I see jack shaking and I immediately grab him into a hug "hey Jackie, its fine I'm here" I say softly and he hugs back "shhhh, it's ok" I whisper and he calms down "there ya go, your ok" I say softly "t-thanks winter" he says shakily and I put my chin on his head "its ok, Nothins gonna hurt you" I say softly as I tighten my grip on him "what's the matter? What's caused this Jackie?" I ask softly "i-i think its just I haven played in a long time, I'm scared ill fuck up" he says as he starts to cry and I look down at him "oh jack" I say and he puts his head on my boobs but I dont really care, I mean he's like my big brother and I hug him tight and he returns it and cries into my chest and my eyes water and I kiss his head and I let out a shaky breath and I hold him tight as I remember my big brother before he committed suicide

Flashback (I'm 6 in this)

"Sam! What's the matter?" I ask "I c-cant take it winter! I miss mom!" He sobs and I pull him into my arms as I cry "s-she wouldn't want you to be sad, she wants you to be happy" I sob and I tighten my grip on him "I miss h-her so much" he sobs quietly "I miss her to sam, but we have each other and that's all we need" I sob and he nods "I love you winter" he sobs "I love you to" I sob back as he falls asleep

Flashback over

I hold on to jack as tight as I can as I let tears roll down my face and I start to softly sing missing you to jack

Hold on tight,
This ride is a wild one,
Make no mistake the day will come when you can't cover up what you've done,

Now don't lose your fight kid,
It only takes a little push to pull on threw

With so much left to do, you'll be missing out,

And we'll be missing you,

Grit your teeth, pull your hair, paint the walls black and scream, fuck the world, cuz its my life, I'm gonna take it back,

And never for a second blame yourself

I sing softly to him and he sniffs but he doesn't move and I put my chin on top of his head as I run my fingers through his hair to calm him down and he pulls away and he has tears on his cheeks and I wipe them away and he smiles and I kiss his nose "you good now?" I ask "yeah, thanks winter" he says and brings me into a hug and I smile and hug back "no problem, I'm always gonna be here, and your welcome in my bunk anytime" I say and he kisses my head "thanks wilu, it means a lot" he says "its fine, now, go take a shower you smelly bastard" I say with a giggle and he chuckles and we get out and I Go to dad and he hugs me "you were great with jack" he says and I smile "thanks" I say and hug back "by the way we have to get a makeup artists here, we're going to a party" dad says "ok" I Say

Time skip to when the makeup artists here

"Hey sweetie, I'm flower and I'll be your makeup artist" flower says sweetly "hi! I'm winter!" I chirp and she giggles and we start to get ready and I look in the mirror and my eyes widen

And i turn to flower and I hug her "you are a miracle worker" I say and she giggles "you look stunning" she says and I smile and I walk out and all the guys are in suits (at the top) and once I step out they all look at me and their eyes widened and their jaws drop "hi" I say "you look stunning baby girl" dad says and I smile and look down at my shoes and I look up to see jack in front of me and I look up completely And he takes my hand "your bio brother might not be here, but I am, and that's better then Nothin" he says and my eyes water and he pulls me into a hug and I hug back and I blink my tears away and he puts his arm out and I hold onto his arm and we start to walk to the venue and once we get in all the younger boys eyes dart to me and I blush and we walk to pierce and Vic sees me "oh my god, winter? Is that you?" he asks "yeah, its me last time I cheched" I say with a giggle and he chuckles "you look stunning" he says "thank you, you look very handsome in your suit to" I say and he thanks me then I see some REALLY slutty girls and I have a firm grip on jacks arm and I hear them whisper about me "ugh, shes so ugly, look at her" one whispers and my eyes fill with tears "I know right, why would all time low want to go with her?" Another one whispers "look at her wrists, she has scars" one giggles and tears slip down my face and I let go of jacks arm and I run outside as I hear the girls laughing "WINTER!" I hear dad yell but I keep running and I sit outside the venue and I see a cute boy walk out (he's in a black suit)

And he walks over to me and I get out a mirror and re do my makeup and I sniff as he sits next to me "hey you ok? I heard what those girls said" he said his voice was really raspy it was so hot and I blush and look at him "y-yeah I'm fine, Its just that stuff gets to me" I say as I wipe my nose and sniff "I'm blade, and you are m'lady?" He asks "I'm winter gaskarth" I say and he gets on one knee and kisses my hand and I blush and smile "would you like to go back in m'lady?" He asks as he gets up "I dont really know, I'm not as pretty as those girls so I dont want to embarrass myself" I say "nonsense, you are by far the most gorgeous girl here, c'mon dont let those girls stop you from having fun" he says and I smile and get up and he puts his arm out and I wrap my arms around his arm and we walk back and and the girls start to whisper again and I frown and blade turns and lifts my chin up with his finger and I look up at him and he gives me a grin and I smile back "remember, dont let them stop you from having fun" he whispers and I nod and a slow song comes on and one of the slutty girls came over and pushed me out the way and I almost fell until Vic caught me and helped me get balance "you ok?" He asks and I smile and nod "you wanna Dance?" The girl asks while smirking at me "no, your a slut, I wanna dance with winter" blade says and pushes her off and she huffs and I smile as he grabs my hand gently "may I have this dance m'lady?" He asks while bowing and I giggle "yes you may" I say and curtsy and we walk to the dancefloor and he puts his hands on my waist and I put them around his neck and we sway and he sometimes twirls me and once the song finishes I curtsy and he bows and I giggle "hey, just wondering, 1) how old are you and 2 are you single?" He asks and I giggle "I'm 15, and yeah I am single" I say "I'm 17 and I'm single to, may I have your number m'lady?" He asks and I giggle "only if I can have yours" I say and we hand each other our phones ans I put my number in and I let him name it and the same for me "what'd you name me?" He asks "I just named you emo boy what you name me" I ask with a giggle "I named you m'lady" he says with a chuckle and I giggle "WINTER? C'MERE BABY GIRL!" I hear my dad yell "sorry blade my dads calling me but I'll be sure to text you" I say and I kiss his cheek and I wave and I run to my dad "ok time to go love" dad says and I did and we go and I turn and I see blade smiling at me and I wink and blow a kiss to him and he blushes and we go back to the bus and I get changed and I get to my bunk and pass the fuck out