A/N- this is my first ever fan fiction that i've written so it might not be that good but please enjoy! :)

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Rosie's POV

My names Rosie Kilvington. I'm 12 years old. I've got blonde hair, blue eyes and freckles.

My faveourite band in the whole world is R5! i love their music and i have a HUMUNGOUS crush on the dreamboat known as Ross Shor Lynch.

I'm very hyper and bouncy and if you met me at the park or somewhere, you'd think i was just an ordinary, happy girl, but believe me, my life has been far from happy so far.

*flashback*

(3 years ago when i was 9 years old)

"Mummy please, i don't want to go!" i cried as we pulled into the driveway of the childrens home.

"oh well, no one will ever want you or love you so now you're their problem not mine!" she spat at me as she yanked me to the door by my hair.

she rung the doorbell then ran off back to the car and drove away, leaving me on the doorstep with my small suitcase. i wiped my tears from my face as a lady opened the door.

"hello, you must be Rosie, your mother called earlier to say she was dropping you off. my names Miss Hills. come, i'll show you to your room"

As i walked through the dark halways i saw a boy in what i assumed was the living room. 

"Crybaby!" he jeered. he looked about 15 and i already new i would hate it with boys like him here.

"don't listen to Zack" Miss Hills muttered.

*end of flashback*

Since that day my life has been nothing but miserable. every night for the past 3 years i've cried myself to sleep. i've seen hundreds of kids come and leave this hell hole but no one ever wants to adopt me. my social worker says that they will find some one to adopt me, i just have to give it time, but after 3 years i've pretty much lost all hope.

A/N- how did you like the first chapter? the next chapter will be up soon. tell me what you think in the comments!