Can I just leave..maybe everyone would be happier. What if I have to move? My mom seems happy with the guy she's dating and he lives in another state..which means I'll have to move and I haven't told anyone I know..I kinda hope it happens. Even though.. I'm scared I haven't had a father for years..ugh..I wish I wasn't so stupid

Btw, this book is just here for me to get rid of the thoughts filling my head so they don't affect the people ik irl