I admit that several times, I just wish that I can rely on someone else to help me speed up my work a lot.

Just talk with them and ask them a lot about how to continue an essay or do this and that.

Sometimes, I wish that I can ask for help, just so that I can be done with work faster and go back to Wattpad sooner.

But I feel like I can't because life may get harder later on and I might be thought of as a jerk anyways.

It seriously would be nice if I could rely on someone to help me finish work like essays, to help suggest what to put next and... pretty much be doing half of the entire work, but you know, I might be a jerk like this.

I just felt like putting this confession here. It's upsetting me, I just want to get this damn "easy" essay done, I want to just eliminate the HUGE possibility of being wattpad dead already, and I feel like this essay is just being a burden to me.

..yeah, I feel like a jerk for asking for help. I'm not asking for help, but I would like to. Dammit.

Why can't the essay be any eASIER (I'm likely to not finish on time)