We walked everywhere and absolutely nowhere. I mean it, we're literally in the middle of nowhere. We walked until we couldnt walk anymore. We walked until we found ourself laying in a field that we're probably not allowed to be in.

The night sky had taken over long ago, but it was only now that we payed any attention to it, and so we laid in this random field at around 12 in the morning, just staring at the stars.

I reached my arm out towards the sky, pretending I could touch it. It would be amazing to touch the sky, It's amazing to even look at the sky. The sky is limitless, it's free, and its beautiful.

Colby's eyes are equally as beautiful as the sky. I usually am a bigger fan of brown eyes, but I think if anyone ever asks me what my favorite eye color is, I'd say my favorite eye color is Colby's. Not because they're blue, anyone can have blue eyes and it can mean literally nothing. However, Colby has blue eyes and it means absolutely everything. I've never seen blue eyes that were so hypnotizing, so vibrant, I've never seen blue eyes that were so much like the morning sky.

Colby is just like the sky personality wise too. He's free and limitless and not to mention nice to look at, but lately he's been so weighed down. I've already decided it was mostly because of College and I've already found a way to fix that, but I can tell theres more than just that going on. He's upset and its more than just college and Mikey. I just dont know whats eating him though.

"Golbach, are you even listening? Im trying to vent to you" he said, tearing me from my thoughts. He intertwined our fingers to get my attention and I looked over at him.

"I'm sorry. I was just really lost in thought, i guess." I said. I felt my face heat up and I pulled my hand away from his and awkwardly began to mess with my hair.

He sighed deeply and sat up. His legs were laid out so that they crossed at the ankles. He propped himself up with his hands behind him, and continued to look up at the sky.

"Its ok, I was just complaining about college again" he turned his head to look at me and I smiled at him, he gladly returned one.

It's moments like these ones that make me feel like the 80's movie romance I wanted, is exactly what I'll get. Its moments like this where I actually have hope that the Colby Brock feels the same way as the flaming bisexual that is Sam Golbach.

"Continue to complain, I'll listen this time" I propped my head up with my hands folded underneath it.

He cheekily smiled as he brought his gaze back up to the sky and it almost made me want to take a picture of him. He looks—well, to be blunt, he looks hot. In all honesty, I want to suck his face.

"Well, Its just such a drag. I mean it doesnt make me happy and I dont think I'm cut out for it. As said, I want to help people, but not by some stupid job where people wont take me seriously because its my job to tell them things. I mean, you know how you would go to the counselor and vent for what feels like hours and all you'd get in return is a 'you can do it' speech? Well, I never took those speeches seriously. They're being payed to feed me that bullshit when in reality they dont care and odds are they wont remember me in 5 years if I were to go back and visit. You have people out their that are struggling and I want to be the person to help them, and I know you want to be that person too." He vented.

At this point he was sat up fully with his legs criss-crossed and angrily flailing his arms around.

"I get it, I really do, and this is exactly why we need to do youtube. Im sure eventually we'd be getting payed, but not to feed teenagers speeches that dont matter, and not giving an actual fuck about it. We'll be payed for giving teenagers speeches that do matter, and we'll being getting payed for actually caring. We could really help people." I explained.

I went from laying down, to now standing and walking in circles around him. When I first stood I saw dirt fall to the ground, so I probably have a ton of dirt on my butt, but whatever.

"Yeah, you're right. I think we could really help people through social media. I'm really excited to do this actually. I've thought about it all day and at first, as you could probably tell, I was doubtful, but now I honestly am excited. Thank you for thinking of it" he smiled at me and stood too.

He grabbed onto my wrist and for one second I felt like he was going to kiss me, but instead he pulled me in for a hug. It was like he was saying 'just kidding' without even having to say it.

"No problem, Bolby"

I cant see myself, but I know I'm blushing. My face feels like I just dunked it in boiling water—ok thats a little over exaggerated, but its really hot. I hope he doesnt question why I'm so red.

When he pulled away I smiled awkwardly and he returned a smile, as always.

"What should our first video be about?" He asked.

"I dont know, just an introduction one" I shrugged.

I'm so glad that he's excited to do this. I'm excited too. Maybe this will be our chance to move on from this weird downward spiral we've been in.

Tonight we move on, Tomorrow we carry on, and this weekend the adventure begins.