Urges

Jacob was easily the more impulsive of the two. He was severely ADHD and the one time he'd taken the medication prescribed for how intense it was, Adam had cried for the first time in a very long time. It was like the life and wonder had been sucked out of him, he hated how quiet and still he was.

Adam didn't understand ADHD, his mind worked completely different. He thought a lot about everything he did before he did it, even if he was silent. Jacob liked to ramble and Adam loved to listen, and encourage him to keep talking because he could die happy if it was from his chatterbox partner.

But sometimes, he let his impulsive urges build until he could think of nothing else and then he did them.

He was a caregiver at heart, and Jacob had practically raised himself. But he was so cute! What was Adam to do if he didn't walk up to him while he was on the couch and squish his cheeks?

Jacob narrowed his eyes a bit. "What's this?"

"Look at how cute you are!" Adam exclaimed passionately, achingly groaning when Jacob blushed for him. He pulled him into his chest and rocked him because his adoration couldn't be contained anymore. "My sweet husband. My baby. I love you." He kissed along his hairline and let the feelings overwhelm him.

Jacob was clearly a little annoyed as a grown man being baby talked to, but Adam saw right through it. His eyes were the perfect color to catch dilating with joy or delight and boy were they doing it. Deep down, he had to know Adam was more than aware that his annoyance was staged. "I'm not a baby."

Adam shook his head and shushed him. "Yes you are, Jack! You're my baby! Let me love you." His lips brushed over his cheeks and he straddled him. His urge was to drown Jacob in so much affection he became needy and wanting for his attention anyways. He was a brassy and goofy man, but he was 100% the type that wanted to provide. Even in the cute femme outfits he'd sometimes wear muscle and power was always front and center. The downfall of it was it was hard to get him to accept that sometimes he needed to let himself be taken care of.

Adam continued kissing at his face and neck until Jacob started slumping into the touch. His shoulders always released the tension he held first, then his entire body relaxed when he could find the strength to let go. "You're so affectionate suddenly. What did I do
to—?"

"You deserve love like this all the time, Jack," Adam interrupted with hands wandering to rub at his head. "Today I'm just being straight up obsessed with this Midwestern look you've got going on. That graphic tee with the green plaid button up is driving me crazy." He placed a lingering kiss right over his jugular. "You're so sexy and you don't even know it," Adam whispered in awe.

He huffed his pleasure and let Adam do whatever the hell he wanted, which mostly amounted to dumping so much dopamine into his brain he was trapped in Adam as much as Adam was trapped in him.

Oddly enough, they'd found other gay couples were often ridiculously affectionate too. PDA was a first language to them, though they kept it respectful. Still, sometimes Jacob couldn't resist holding Adam's hand, or they'd meet for a thousand kisses before the day was over no matter where they were. Hyper affectionate actions, even when Adam was jaded 90% of the time, were just a result of trauma and the need to show each other how deeply they felt.

Adam watched Jacob's eyes slip shut and wanted to smile but it seemed now that the sun had set his mind was shifting gears again. "Don't fall asleep on me, now."

"This is family friendly sex, don't tell me how to enjoy it," Jacob laughed, nudging at him a bit.

Adam scoffed and nudged him back, and before they really realized it they were full on wrestling. Both were competitive, and both treasured a sweet victory over the other. The only rule they had was no tickling; Jacob was ticklish everywhere, and Adam was ticklish nowhere, it would mean Adam would always win and the Brit wanted a fair chance.

Adam tried to pin him but Jacob was wide awake again and surging with energy. He managed to grapple him, hold both hands above his head and pin his thighs with his legs.

Adam smirked and licked his lips. "I let you win because I just wanted you to pin me but this is a little gay for my taste," He teased.

"Oh, come on~." Jacob leaned down and returned his teasing expression. "These freckles also happen to attract mates."

Adam closed the distance with a starving kiss. "It's working."

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