Acting as if your words aren't knifes in my heart.
Acting as if your lies don't seep through you mouth.
Acting as if my pain isn't anyones gain.
Avting as if you never hurt me so.
Acting as if I was still beautiful in your eyes.
Acting as if you were my one and only.
Acting as if I'm not dying.
Acting as if I'm not trying.
Acting as id you were sharing.
Acting as if my love for you was a mistake.
Acting as if you never said that.
Acting as if the verbal abuse was because you love me.
Acting as if my meds help me.
Acting as if life wasn't shitty.
Acting as if you aren't a douche.
Actign as if my heart isn't a piece of paper.
Acting as if my life didn't include you.
Acting as if I had loved another.
Acting as if the physical reminders from you doesn't hurt.
Acting as if you truely loved me.
Acting as if I didn't find you asleep in my bed.
Acting as if you never forced me to get even.
Acting as if I never hit you.
Acting as if you weren't dying in my bedroom floor.
Acting as if you never called me a stupid whore.
Acting as if you couldn't hurt me anymore.
Actin as if trying wasn't enough.
Acting as if I,you weren't the one dying but I was.
Acting as if you didn't stare at me.
Acting as if I didn't take the pleasure of watching the light drain from you eyes.
Acting as if I wasn't smiling.
Acting as if crying.
Acting as if you were next...