The ship shook violently sending me to wake up.

"Oh no." I said as the alarms fires off.
What was happening?

-Many days before-

"I already told you to send the signals.." I pinched the bridge of my nose in frustration

"Well General-" the trooper said

"I don't care what General Hux said. I am your division Commander, and I DEMAND you - to stick to your post and get in your ship with the others and fire at those Resistance ships."

"Yes Commander."
I smirked and nodded to the idiot.
Phasma's troops were strong. But not strong enough. She believed her grasp was strong on them but I didn't think it was enough.

Supreme Leader Snoke wanted all of the division leaders at a meeting in a few hours and I was honestly nervous about it.

"Commander Laurent."

"Yes?" I asked looking at the pale faced officer.

"General Hux wants to speak with you."

"Patch him in." I cleared my throat. I had a horrible feeling about this call for some reason. He never called me directly when I was working at my post.

"Right here?" The woman asked

"No.. my chambers." I sighed and walked through the halls of the large ship..

I punched in the code for my private room and pressed the call button on my protocol droid.
"PZ-2DP, accept the call from General Hux."

"Yes. I am accepting the call from General Hux." she spoke and nodded as the blue lit figure of Hux was projected into my room.

"Commander Laurent. How many times do we have to speak about proper protocol with the Stormtroopers? Captain Phasma has constantly been bothering me about your behavior. You've become careless. DO YOU... not understand that the Supreme Leader will punish you severely if you continue to not follow protocol."

"Yes General but you have to understand I get this feeling that-"
He interrupted me hastily

"About what? Listen to me Commander. We are sending you on a mission. It's a dangerous one so be prepared for this."
and for the first time in my existence Hux loosened up. His shoulders dropped and his hands unfolded to his sides. "We're sending you to D'Qar"

"THE RESISTANCE BASE?" I yelled
He was mad. Supreme Leader Snoke was Mad. The entire First Order was MAD. "Is this.. is this my punishment for disobeying protocol?" I yanked my first order hat off and threw it across the room. I stared at the hologram of Hux.

"No. Listen Commander. We're attacking the base tomorrow night. And you'll be dressed as a captive from Naboo. You'll fake escape from our grasp and land right into the arms of Leia and her filthy rebels. We need information."

Naboo was my home planet. I remember reading it in the archives of my file when the First Order took me in after my parents had fled...
"So.." I paused. "I'm a spy?"

"Yes. A spy. It will work out just fine. We need information on where they are fleeing to after we blow up their base on D'Qar. We also need information on the location of Luke Skywalker. It is crucial for you to follow through on this." He was still speaking to me on a normal level. "All things aside. Commander Laurent, you're important to us all. Please understand this is a job only meant for the right person. That person is you. You are our key."

"Understood." This wasn't just a job. This was life and death. I could die on this mission.

"And Commander." Hux spoke softy. "Please don't get to involved with irrelevancies. We need factual evidence to help us destroy the Resistance. That is our mission."
I nodded to him.

"Understood." I was going to be sent on a mission that was in all aspects a suicide mission. I couldn't get out of this.

"In preparation for your arrival, I'll be dropping by personally with the list of preparations. As you'll be gone until our next altercation with the rebel scum. You'll see me tonight in a few hours."

"Thank you General." I said as he nodded and hung up the call with a swift smirk.

What was I getting myself into? Could I even do this?
I fell onto my bed and unbuttoned my uniform shirt and unzipped my pants.
I laid in my bed in my tank top and underwear. I untied my hair and let the dark curly locks cover my shoulders. I fell asleep as my droid shut my lights off.

And my dreams going back to the same as they always do-

"Commander." I woke up with knocks on my door.

"Master Laurent." My droid spoke "There are knocks at your door."

"Yes, I got that." I smirked at her.

I pressed the green button to open my chamber door.

"General." I groaned

"Good to see you to Commander." He eyed me up and down.

"Oh. Sorry." I remembered I wasn't in uniform.

"No. It's my fault for not scheduling this in a more formal location." Our eyes met

"Look General-" I spoke

"Commander, you'll do great. I can see it now. Your reward will be unimaginable once we get the information we need." Hux spoke with great passion.

"And if I fail?"

"We will see it done that you will not fail."
I stared blankly at him

"Captain Phasma will prepare your physical looks for this mission."

"What does that mean exactly?" I questioned him
I guess it didn't matter that I wasn't wearing much clothing to keep talking about this suicide mission.

"She's training two troops in order for you to look properly abused by us." He smirked
My eyes widened

"You mean that two of our stormtroopers are going to torture me?" I shook my head looking at my toes..

"It won't hurt as much as you think it will once it's over. It's only a matter of acting that's left after the physicality of your state is prepared."

"You make this is sound easy." I smirked at him
The thought of getting beat up just to complete this mission seemed so over the top. But it was what I had to do..

"It will be." Hux laughed "See this as a way of giving back to what the First Order has given to you."

It was the truth. I hadn't known my parents, all I knew was that I was born on Naboo, and that was then raised here along side many stormtroopers. I was made commander at the age of 17 due to my caretakers death. She left me her spot as Commander of the First Order officers. It was a big job, and as Hux had said before. I had a hard time following rules. Rules were not my forte.

"Before I leave you to rest. Can I just say thank you." He said

"Of course General."
He smirked at me. His eyes dropped to my body and I automatically felt heat rise into my cheeks.
This was so wrong.

"May I stay for just-" He asked as I gave a look towards PZ-2DP. She quickly left the door and Hux placed his finger on the red button on the door locking us in.

We did this sometimes.

"Armitage." I hugged him and I looked up at him as he nodded to me and I got on my bed and he stood over me. "May I?" I asked staring at his tight black uniform.

"Go ahead." He nodded as I guided him to my bed and I climbed onto him. I unbuttoned his top garment. Exposing his pale freckled chest. I kissed his neck and down to his belly button and undid his trousers and placed my hand down his boxers. I stroked him gently and he smiled at me, pinning me under him and he tore my tank top off kissing my neck in return, both of his hands roamed around my pale breasts and I kissed him. The kiss grew more violent and he worked off my underwear while I pulled his boxers off. I grabbed his neck as he held me and we looked into each others eyes. "Tegara" He spoke softy

"Yes?" I pulled him closer

"Please promise me you'll come back."

"I will." I was fighting back my tears. There was so much going on through my mind. I felt him grab me tighter as if we both thought the same thing...

"Let's do this." I wiped my eyes and placed my hands on his face and kissed him. He gave me a smile and I could feel him enter me and I grabbed him tightly as we carried on throughout the night together.