Chapter 40

"Jin! Jin!" Namjoon called after the rushing omega desperately. He had caught site of Seokjin leaving the hall. He could sense something was wrong, and immediately he had followed after him, but seokjin wasn't paying him any mind despite hearing him.

Namjoon watched as the other got into the elevator, catching to him just as the doors closed. "Hey, what was that?" He asked confused.

"You tell me Namjoon, what the fuck was that?" Seokjin yelled at him. His tears were so near, and his voice on the verge of breaking. There were so many unidentified emotions coursing through him, and he didn't know how to handle it.

"What are you talking about?" "Oh please Namjoon don't act dumb with me, what the fuck was that with Seulgi?" He asked angrily. "Just dancing Jin, there was nothing more to it." Namjoon was clearly confused, he didn't see why seokjin would get mad over just dancing. He had done it with other people at other events, and always the omega wasn't mad about it. Seokjin himself had danced with other people, it was a good way to chat with clients sometimes. The omega knew that.

Seokjin shook his head, a bitter laugh escaping his lips. "Of course there wasn't, and now I assume kissing your cheeks is casual too." The elevator dinged, Seokjin hurrying out to his room. Namjoon followed after, he wanted to know what was going on. "You know she did that, not me, why are you so mad about this?"

"You think am fussing over this for nothing? That woman looked like she was striping you with her eyes and you looked like you were letting it. Why can't you see she wants you?" They were now in the middle of the room, Seokjin angrily yanking at his tie and throwing it away.

"What if she does, what does it matter, I love you don't I? What is it about her that your so jealous about?" Namjoon yelled back getting fed up about fighting over Seulgi all the time. Seokjin on the other hand stiffened, he was trying to make Namjoon see the picture, to reveal to him the true intentions of that woman. And he thought he was jealous? Jealous. That hurt more than anything.

He didn't answer as he turned around, a tear slipping him immediately. He walked to the bathroom, shutting the door and turning up the shower. Namjoon called to him from the other side of the door, but seokjin only slid down to the floor. Hugging his knees and burying his face between them. A sob sounded from his throat, then another, until he was crying painfully.

He could tell Namjoon everything bad about that woman, but he couldn't explain the fear he felt within him when he saw those two together. He couldn't word how it felt to see them that close, Namjoon looking at her like he had looked at him before. His stomach churned with something bitter, and his throat had closed from emotions. It hurt him, almost physically painful. Then Namjoon thought he was only being jealous. Thought his feelings rooted from somewhere as shallow as jealousy.

Not able to do anything else, he cried himself for a while, trying to empty that clog of emotions up his chest.

Namjoon on the other side of the door had given up on knocking, since the omega didn't seem like he was going to open for him. He plopped on the bed, laying back and running a hand over his face. This whole Seulgi thing was getting out of hand. He didn't understand why the omega was so hell bent on bashing her. Of course he knew how handsy she was, even more when they were alone, but Namjoon himself had not given the omega a reason to doubt him. Why couldn't Seokjin just believe him?

He didn't mean to call him jealous. But that's what it looked like to him at the heat of the moment. Now lying down thinking about it, maybe he could see where the omega was coming from. He tried putting himself in other's shoes, and the reverse situation wasn't pleasing to him.

He could imagine an alpha always around his omega, making advances, and trying to impress him. Even if Seokjin would not accept it, he could see where that misplaced anger would root from. He sighed, gathering his thoughts, and trying to arrange them. He didn't know how long he sat there for, but maybe an hour or so.

The sound of the shower still running, and the thought of Seokjin locked on the other side had him moving. He knocked on the door a few more times, without receiving any answer.
"Jin, jin am gonna break in if you don't answer. Am going to break the door and come in." He stated getting ready to knock down the piece off wood of his hinges.

The door swung open just in time, seokjin walking out with his head down, trying to move past the alpha. He didn't look like he had been showering, since he was still in his clothes. Namjoon caught him by the hand, bringing him close. "Hey, hey look at me." Seokjin let himself be pulled, but kept his head down.

Namjoon held his face, stopping when he saw his red swollen eyes and puffy red cheeks. His chest hurt at the thought of Seokjin crying all that time.
"Love, were you crying?" Namjoon tried, cradling the other's face. They had fights before, but not this serious. He had made his omega cry.

"Baby look at me, am sorry, so sorry. I shouldn't have said what I said. That was wrong of me." Seokjin finally looked up, his red eyes looking at Namjoon. "You dismissed me as the jealous boyfriend despite knowing I was telling the truth about her.
.......that hurt like shit Namjoon."

"I know love, and am sorry. I just....I need you to trust me too. I need you to believe me when I say I love you only and nothing or no one is going to change that." The omega didn't say anything, his eyes only glistening with more tears. So Namjoon just continued.

"Seulgi is going to be around for a couple of more weeks. It won't matter what she tries because it won't work on me. Am taken. See." He held up his hand with the bracelet, seokjin's eyes looking at it.

"OK baby? Am sorry, forgive me." He pleaded one more time, kissing the  omega on the forehead. Seokjin had thought about it in the bathroom too. Amidst his sorrow he had realized that Namjoon was clueless to a lot, and even if he was aware of the other's advances, he had not reacted to it. He realized it was unfair to be angry at him like that.

So he nodded his head, accepting another kiss on the forehead. "Please, don't cry anymore baby, it's breaking my heart." Namjoon whispered, wiping some tears that fell from Jin's face. He hugged the omega tightly to him for a bit, until his tears stopped and he calmed down.

"Its been a long day, why don't we lay down for a while." Namjoon proposed. Seokjin nodded once more, letting the alpha guide him into the bed.

They cuddled. Namjoon holding him close to his chest, and pressing kisses on his shoulders. Seokjin relaxed at that, letting his body go, and basking in the kisses that went to his head, and shoulders. He closed his eyes in a slumber, hoping when he woke up it would be all fine.

Namjoon didn't sleep a wink. His eyes had been closed all through, but in thought. He couldn't believe he made seokjin cry. He felt bad, extremely bad. This was his mate, the man he had chosen to spend his life with, and seeing him so hurt like that stirred something in him too, he swore he could feel the pain he saw in the Omega's eyes. His heart tugged at the sight of that, and he never wanted to witness is again.

He resolved to have a talk with Seulgi, he had been putting it off because they were friends and now partners, and he knew she would take it more as an accusation and not a mere correction if he told her to stay away from their relationship.

"How long have you been awake?" The omega asked bringing Namjoon from his thoughts. He pulled seokjin closer, pressing a kiss on his shoulder.
"How did you know I was awake?"

"Your breathing." The omega said, turning to face Namjoon. The alpha smiled softly, pushing some hair out of his head. He leaned forward kissing the seokjin shortly. His eyes were not as blood shot as before, and his cheeks were back to their colour. "I love you." He said, as he pulled away, the omega smiling back at him.

"I need to gather my things. I have a flight tomorrow morning." Seokjin whispered as Namjoon caressed his cheek. He needed to get back to Korea, and continue with urgent projects there. His work in Europe was done for the month, although Namjoon needed to finalize some things before he joined him back at home maybe in a day or two.

"Stay, it will only be a day." Namjoon said in a pout. "I wish I could, but you know your company needs my attention now. You'll be home before you know it." Seokjin kissed the others lips before moving out of bed. He carried his suitcase to the side of the bed before unzipping it.

"Oh, I need to check what that shampoo is called, it smelt so nice, and I feel like my hair has become softer.....Don't judge me." He added as Namjoon gave him an amused look. He moved to the bathroom, leaving his suitcase open.

A piece of clothing peaked Namjoon's interest from where he sat against the head board. He had not seen the omega wearing it, or anything of the sort. So he pulled it from the corner where it was folded, bringing it up. He inspected it for a second, his eyebrows narrowing. The omega came back into the room just as he realized what it was. "I think I'll take this with me just in case I don't find it in Korea quick enough." The omega looked up at the end of the sentence. His shampoo falling out of his hands when he saw what the alpha was holding.

"What is this?"

"Nothing." Seokjin said immediately, attempting to snatch it from the alpha, who moved back with it. "Give it back." "I didn't know you had one of these." Namjoon teased, seokjin blushing out of his mind. The omega got on top of him, attempting to snatch it again, but Namjoon being stronger, rolled them over. He pinned seokjin down, the piece of clothing to the side as he spoke.

"Put it on."

"No you won't like it."

"How do you know that when you haven't shown me. Besides, I like everything on you." Namjoon spoke, teasing the one under him with his breath. "Go on, show me, please." He whispered again next to the other's ears, seokjin breathing heavily, from the arousal, and the fear.

Namjoon moved from him, urging him to go, and he stood off the bed moving to the bathroom. He took deep breaths, before striping. Then spent another ten minutes on mirror reassuring himself after he put it on.

He opened the door peaking. "Come on out, I wanna see you." Namjoon urged now standing. Seokjin walked out slowly, running his palms over his bare thighs.

Namjoon took in the sight, his breath hitching. "Jesus jin." He mumbled.

"I know, am gonna take it off-" The omega attempted to move back to the bathroom but Namjoon grabbed him pushing up against the wall.
"Fuck your gorgeous." Namjoon  breathed close to him, he stepped back a little "Turn around." He ordered, and seokjin bared his ass to him, the cloth highlighting his perky ass, down to his crack. It was silk, and basically see through. It covered really little and Namjoon couldn't resist running his hands on his back, all the way to his ass.

Seokjin whimpered as he felt the others hands on him. "Fuck I want to do everything to you in this. I want every piece of you in this." Namjoon whispered seductively biting the shell of his ear.

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