Chapter 19

"Hey, my home is that way." Seokjin said, as Namjoon took a wrong turn.
"I know, I wanna show you something first, if your not too tired."
Seokjin narrowed his eyes at him, then a blush covered his cheeks as dirty thoughts invaded his mind." 'If he wasn't too tired?'.

"What are you thinking of omega." Namjoon teased as he caught on.

"Nothing." The other squeaked looking forward, while Namjoon just laughed. He took a few more turns before parking. It was almost midnight, the streets were a little empty. He wondered what Namjoon wanted to show him.

"A park?" He questioned.

"Yeah, have you been here before."

"Yes. Its the closest one to my home."
He said, as they walked in.
"Have you been here at night."
Seokjin had never been to the park at night, not even in his adult life. He shook his head as Namjoon brought him closer, if that was even possible.

"Are you going to murder me and throw my body in that pond." Seokjin voiced as they neared a bench.
"Of course not darling......first we have to write your suicide note, that way its perfect." He teased back, they seriously had to stop with the dark humor.
"You monster." Seokjin fake gasped.
"Your monster baby." Namjoon kissed his head.

He settled for a bench that overlooked the so called pond. He brought the omega next him, his head resting on Namjoon's shoulder, it wasn't the first time they were out at night on an occasion other than dinner or company events, there were times, they sat out talking over street food, or times they just drove around the city at night, but they never visited a park.

"You like it here?" Seokjin asked, after a minute of silence. "Yeah, the days when the moon comes up like tonight? It shows the best on the pond. Its prettier to watch the sky in the water than the normal way on nights like this."

"Then why are we here, why don't we go see it from there?"
"This place calms me, it's not even about the sky in water, its the quietness at night, you can only hear the small animals.

I come here when am most suffocated." Seokjin hummed his hands wrapped around the Alpha's arm, shuffling closer to the alpha's side. He loved when Namjoon poured out his heart to him, he loved how he talked, how his view of life was different from his.

"Its mostly after days like this, when I make step forward, or achieve something better for the company. It brings me joy, but only for a bit. When it settles, it leaves me with a burden instead, more pressure, not only to maintain but to achieve further, there were days when I thought I couldn't pull through, but I did.

I have spent so much time for the company. I prepared for it all my life that I haven't had time for anything else, But its all i know how to do, its who i am, the company is my life, it built me. This part of me.

I didn't know I had another side to me until I met you seokjin, you've awaken this thing in me that is out of control, its terrifying yet so exciting, your building this new part of me that am not sure I know how to handle." He laughed at himself.

"I have never had what I have with you Seokjin, and it scares me that I don't know how to go about it, I don't know if am equipped enough for the things that I feel for you. Am scared I'll push you away."
Seokjin listened to the alpha, they were much a like, yet so different.

"If you didn't have the company, what would you do with the free time now?" Seokjin asked, his cheeks blushed from the cold.

Namjoon smiled, nobody had ever asked him that before. "I have wanted to travel the world outside of business, I want to experience different cultures, eat different food, sleep in different places and watch the beauty of the world from somewhere else. I have wanted to get a mate too, settle down with someone and leave the bachelor life behind, I have wanted a family, with little pups running around and about, maybe then I would travel the world with them too. If I had time......I would want to be happy." He finished, surprised he didn't want that much out of life.

They stayed quite for a while, both just listening to the night, and the faint heart beats of each other. Namjoon thought about what he said again, he meant everything, every word of it, but Seokjin in the picture would make everything better, other than all the things he wanted, he wanted Seokjin the most. Maybe as a mate, maybe Seokjin and him could build a family together, have pups running up and about, and travel the world together someday.

Namjoon gently moved the others head from his shoulders, the omega looking at him with glassy eyes. He brought up his hand moving some of the hair from his face. He caressed the side with a warm hand, the omega leaning into his touch. He searched his eyes slowly. "I want everything I just said, with you. I want you in my life Seokjin. I think........I think am in love with you." He whispered. The Omega's eyes were slightly widen, he looked a little speechless. Namjoon just chuckled, he leaned forward, pressing a long kiss to the other's forehead. He didn't want an answer tonight, sure it would have been cool if Seokjin felt the same, but he was still courting him, and it was his job to convince the other.

He pulled away, the omega watching him nervously. "You wanna go see the sky on water.?" He asked.

"Joon."

"Shhhhh. You don't have to say anything, am not telling you so you can say it back, am saying it because I mean it." Namjoon whispered again there foreheads together. The things he felt for Seokjin were strong, he didn't think he had ever been in love before, he wasn't even sure if it was love, but it was strong, it was certain, and he had this need to tell the omega, to let him know of his heart desires for him, and surprisingly the alpha in him was calm, content, it felt at peace. It was right.

"Come on." Namjoon urged pulling the omega along, they stood by the pond. Namjoon behind Seokjin, tightly hugging the omega from the cold, while the other marveled at the beauty, before them. It was a really clear reflection.

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Taehyung felt the weight of his eyelids heavy as jungkook played with his hair. They laid in JungKook's bed, legs tangled, bodies pressed under the covers, they had been like that for while now, the same routine they did every night.
Jungkook had to put him to sleep every night for some time now, and even then the alpha had to hold him all night, it calmed him, a small reassurance that the younger was always with him.

"Are you tired yet?" Taehyung asked sleepily, jungkook was probably getting tired of putting him to sleep like a little kid, and it didn't help that today it was taking long. He knew why though, he had decided that not only would he go back home, but he would also tell them about Jungkook, he couldn't stop thinking about how it would go.

"Don't worry about me, will you be able to sleep, can I do anything else." Jungkook asked his voice just as heavy with sleep.
Taehyung shifted in the Alpha's arms, raising his head from the other's chest to look at his face.
"Am gonna tell them, am gonna tell my family about us." He said to Jungkook, both now awake.

"Tae-"

"Am sure kook, it doesn't matter if we have graduated or not, I don't want to hide anymore. I love you." He said to the younger determined.
He had been away from home for a while now, running. The day with Yeri's incident jungkook had gotten a severe panic attack, he couldn't handle the crowd like he had insisted, and taehyung had to spring to action. Choose. He had to leave Yeri for a while and bring Jungkook home. That little time gap had caused a lot of problems, and he found himself running, not wanting to let his secret go, but now he couldn't keep it anymore either, he missed his family, he missed his dad; he only called a few times to check in, and he felt bad especially after hearing the defeat in his father's voice.
He missed his twin sister; he had been ignoring her at school for while, but they were cool now, even if he didn't go home.
He missed his two brother's; the two had asked time and again for him to go home. Yoongi not so much, but still.
He just wanted to clear the secrets he had been keeping.

"You don't have to do this if you don't want to, I know I ask a lot but don't do it if your uncomfortable."

"Am not, am sure I want to do this. I don't know what there reactions will be like but I hope its not anything drastic."

"They won't judge you or anything tae, yoongi seemed to have taken it well, am sure the others won't be different." Jungkook said shrugging, but the beta perked up. "What?"
"Huh?" Jungkooks questions confused.

"What's that about yoongi."
Jungkook tenses at the realization of his slip up, his nerves starting to set in for more than one reason.
"I know I d-didn't tell you, but don't get mad, I did not want to stress you any further." Taehyung sat up waiting

"I ran into yoongi last week, I think he knew already, he just asked me if you were staying with me. I couldn't lie to him Tae you know how he is." He pleaded.
"And your telling me this now, you didn't think I needed to know?"

"No tae, he didn't make a big deal out of it, he didn't seem pissed or anything, you were already stressed I was looking out for you. Listen, this should not change anything, your brother is an investigator, he probably found out already, but I doubt he told because Yeri would have let us know, it just shows he respects you and your choice to keep it for now." He brought the beta to his lap kissing his him.
"Don't stress yourself anymore." He captured his lips again, hands rubbing at the beta's waist.

"Wait, wait, where did you even bump into yoongi." Jungkook tensed at that question, truthfully it was part of reason why he hadn't mentioned the incident. His hands tightened on the other's waist as he looked him in the eyes and lied. "On my way from my mum's house. I went to see her last week remember?" Jungkook said.
Taehyung looked at him for a moment before nodding and capturing the Alpha's lips, totally oblivious to the fat lie he had just been told.

Jungkook had really gone to see his mum the previous week, but that's not where he met Yoongi. He was sure the lie was going to catch up to him, but maybe later things wouldn't be so bad. Now? he couldn't possibly tell taehyung he met yoongi out on a strip club, he couldn't tell about the obsession he had with this bartender slash stripper he was becoming close with, let's just say a lot of things had happened, ones taehyung would never forgive him for.

"Baby I would love to do this, but we have school tomorrow morning." Jungkook said as taehyung trailed kisses down his jaw.
"But I need you right now." He whined rolling his hips on the Alpha's crotch. Jungkook hated that a part of his mind had the audacity to flash him a certain stripper, one he needed to visit soon to clear things up. Jimin.

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