Chapter 16
All through lunch Namjoon couldn't fully concentrate, his mother asked him if he was okay a few times because he seemed out of it, and even when he spoke to his dad in regards to the company performance, the back of his head was preoccupied with thoughts of a certain omega.
It troubled him, how the omega took space in his thoughts constantly, he couldn't understand how one taste from him had him hooked, a little desperate too, hell he'd fucked people and couldn't remember them the next day.
Seokjin was different, Namjoon had this underlying need to protect him, to please him despite the omega pushing him away. He knew he cared for the omega before, he wanted him, but after that kiss......after that kiss he wanted more than him, he wanted his body, he wanted his heart, he wanted everything. But it could only work both ways, if the omega didn't feel the same, there was nothing he could do about it.
He believed in first attractions, like he thought he had with Seokjin, but if that was all in his mind, it was time to end whatever was between them, if there was anything to begin with.
So that evening he drove back to work, not wanting to go home to his thoughts, he didn't want to think about being turned down by the omega before they even started.
He had raked his brain for anything that could have pushed Seokjin away, any signs that their dinners and talks over dinners were forced, but he couldn't find a thing, the omega seemed to have enjoyed making out with him just as much, so he decided he would apologize, if maybe he had offended him and missed it.
Their work relationship was important to him, it was crucial for the company too, and it needed to be amended.
Most of his staff had left when he arrived back at the office, the parking lots were empty and most rooms had their lights off. It wasn't anything new to him, he was the most active on nights like these, when his mind tried wondering to other places, and he would check over his reports, sign and authorize documents, he came up with the best ideas too. He sighed pinching the bridge of his nose as he leaned back on his chair. It was almost midnight, again, nothing new.
He picked up his bag decided to call it a night. He walked the hallway passing past the Omega's office to see the door slightly opened the lights still on. 'He was still here. '
He knocked lightly, pushing it open before he could receive any answer. The omega stood by his desk, papers scattered all over the it, files open, and cups of coffee on his other table.
Namjoon held the door slightly open as he took in the room, then the omega.
"Your still here, its late, you should probably go home."
"I know, I just......am trying to dig for anything to save the project, not that its going to fail, I want prove to them that it wasn't a wrong choice to put it out in the market in the first place."
Namjoon walked into the room pushing the door closed behind him.
"I don't think it was wrong choice, I think you already know the answer that will get it market."
Seokjin chuckled lightly, different from his mood earlier. "You think so." He muttered tiredly, he'd taken off his sweater and rolled up his sleeves, he looked tired.
"Yeah you learnt this, if I were you I wouldn't stress about it, I personally think you've done enough, it's your team you need to pressure, but knock yourself out.
"I hope I can do that, the last thing I need is Mrs Kwon on my neck again."
Namjoon chuckled at that prompting the omega to smile. He moved into the room dropping his back in the chair.
"She is the worst honestly, she gave me the hardest time when I took over, she didn't think I would run the company to her expectations, and I didn't, I set out to achieve my goals and expectations only, and I have met more than half my set target. I guess what am trying to say is don't try to please her, she's is insatiable, just do your thing, your best, and you don't have to answer to anyone.....even me.
Namjoon finished, hinting at something else with the last part.
"Thanks, I think I needed that........ummm, am sorry about this morning, I think I might have overreacted, its just a lot if things going on with me, and I brought them to work, am sorry. The omega said, moving to the table by the side to pick up his keys and his phone, avoiding the Alpha's eyes.
Namjoon had resolve to apologize, and what better time than now. He didn't speak as he waited for the omega to turn around, and when he did, he moved closer to the desk, still a safe distance from the omega.
"Am sorry too, i honestly don't know what I did that might have offended you, but I know it must have been something because things changed between us, and not for the better like I hoped it would, but whatever it was I am sorry about it...." he emphasized trying to get his point across. "........I like you Seokjin, not as my friend or my employee, I like you a lot, and am sorry if I got ahead of myself with that, I guess it was this connection you and me had, I never had that with anyone, ever, and I think I hoped it would blossom into something."
Namjoon finished. He poured out his heart, like he had never done before, and the strangest thing was that he didn't regret it, even if the omega would reject him, he felt at peace with himself to finally say that.
Seokjin watched him closely, his heart beating loudly in his chest, he knew the Alpha's ears could probably catch it, so leaned back his ass resting on the table as his hands gripped on the sides, he felt even worse for the way he reacted, he took in a breath, sighing loudly after.
That was the best thing about Namjoon, he didn't hesitate to speak his mind or his heart in this case. Seokjin found it an admirable trait, he didn't let toxic masculinity or the concept of being an alpha cloud his way of seeing things, the few months the omega had know him, it was one of the various things he saw and liked about him.
"It wasn't what you did, its more of what you said........I know its petty and probably stupid." He revealed, his cheeks flashing with embarrassment
"How so." Namjoon asked not catching on.
"You said, it s-shouldn't have happened, after we....you know what...and I just couldn't get over it, I liked it, I liked it a lot, and I guess it hurt me to think you didn't want it after all that connection we had, I wanted to recoil back into a shell like it didn't happen, when it did. I like you too, Namjoon, I like you a lot and I hoped something would blossom out of our connection, I've never heard that with anyone too." He said making his own confession. It was only fair Namjoon knew after everything.
"I said that because I thought I offended you, you left so hurriedly and avoided me after, I thought you hated it. Am sorry I made you think like that." He smiled, finally understanding how that could have led to the misunderstanding.
"We work together and I didn't want the others to start getting ideas or anything." He bit his lip, his truth finally out there.
"Yeah I guess."
"Now that that is cleared, does this mean you like me, just as much? " Namjoon smirked as the omega blushed. He moved closer to the table standing in front of the omega.
"Namjoon?" The omega warned smiling.
Namjoon moved closer still smirking, he held onto the Omega's waist as he tried to escape his grasp.
"You like trapping me a lot don't you?" The omega giggled as Namjoon squeezed on his waist. This was totally unexpected.
"If you haven't realized, you fit perfectly between my arms." He said as he pulled the omega to him, the other's hands flying to hold onto his chest.
"So.... do you like me?"
"You sound like a high school kid joon." Seokjin giggled as the alpha pressed himself to him, the touch burning through their clothes.
"Are you sure that's not you, your laugh, and that blush....." He trailed off, the omega blushing even further.
"Go out with me." He announced suddenly, the omega raising a brow.
"Let me court you, let me take you to dinner dates a fresh, and drink wine with you, and dance with you, and hear you make dad jokes."
"Hey that was one time and I was drunk." Seokjin defended as he recalled telling a bunch of dad jokes Namjoon one night after dinner.
Namjoon smiled studying the Omega's face, he settled on his eyes patiently.
"I would like that." The omega whispered looking back at Namjoon fondly.
Namjoon squeezed at his waist again, making him giggle.
"Quit that, am sensitive."
"Are you?" The alpha muttered lowly a new glint in his eyes. He tickled the Omega's sides, a laugh bubbling from the older. He knew maturity was the way to go with this, he could have let it die down and the problem between them wash with time, but confronting the problem was better. His father had advised him so earlier that day.
He was grateful, it resolved things between them and earned him a chance with the omega.
He stopped his torture, finding laughter in seeing the other happy. He waited for the omega to settle back on his chest and his laughs to die down before he spoke.
"I hope things will work between us."
"I hope so too." The omega answered lowly, biting his lips at the Alpha's gaze. One moment he was bitter about a misunderstanding, the other he was right between the arms of the man he desired. He felt lucky.
Namjoon brought out his thumb to remove the Omega's lip between his teeth, he looked at it, gently running the thumb over it. The omega sucked in a breath, his lips parting ever so lightly. He couldn't help himself when Namjoon did things like that, it left him breathless.
Namjoon looked at his eyes as if asking for permission, the omega didn't need to give a verbal answer, his eyes spoke enough, the silent, secret hunger that lurked behind them, one that matched the Alpha's, was enough.
Namjoon leaned forward pressing his lips to the Omega's. It was just as he remembered it, soft, plush, inviting, he moved his lips gently against the omega basking in the taste. He tilted his head deepening kiss, the omega shuffling closer in his arms.
Seokjin wrapped his hands around the Alpha's neck, Namjoon holding tightly to his waist. The alpha ran his tongue on the Omega's lips seemingly asking for permission, he got it, bringing his tongue inside the others mouth to wrestle.
The omega let the other take control letting out a soft moan as Namjoon massaged his tongue with his.
The kiss wasn't as rushed as the previous one, it was slow with the same intensity, it was deep and sensual, they both liked it.
They pulled away out of breaths foreheads resting together. Seokjin rested his palms on each side of the Alpha's neck as he smiled. He ran his hands over the Alpha's scent gland, longing to smell him close.
Namjoon looked up knowingly.
"You wanna smell me?" He asked, the Omega's eyes wide at being caught, he nodded blushing. He knew they still couldn't scent each other, it would give them away, but smelling on each other's scents would be relaxing, a desirable experience.
Namjoon walked back a bit, until he was sitting on the Omega's desk, he brought him in his arms, between his legs, so he wouldn't have a hard time reaching his neck. He was only a few centimeters taller than the omega, but still.
Seokjin blushed at being between the alphas legs, strong arms around him, he felt in charge with that position, so slowly he placed his hands on the alphas shoulders and leaned into his neck, closely breathing in. He sighed contented as he did it again and again, strong scent of timber and raw cocoa filling his nose.
He found himself licking at the spot, the alpha's grip tightening around him. He was treading on dangerous territory with what he was doing. He could possibly awaken their horny wolves with that, but that didn't stop him from experimenting again, the alpha lowly growling in a warning.
Seokjin smiled knowing he could bring that out of the alpha.
He moved back up initiating a kiss with the alpha instead, not wanting to arouse the animals in them that instant. He took charge this time, biting on the alphas lip so that he opened up. God, he could never get enough of him, he tasted just like he smelled, cocoa, he loved it, what had he done to deserve the CEO.
They made out for a while, no words, just tongues, until they decided it was late, and left for home, both wanting more than they just shared.
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