Ben woke up and saw he was in a hospital room . He scratched his head and saw his dad in the corner , looking like he was crying .

"Dad ?" Ben managed to say .

"Ben ! Oh thank god Ben !" Han then ran over to him a. "You're awake ..."

"How long have I been asleep ?" Ben asked .

"About two hours " he said .

"Oh ... What happened ?" Ben stretched .

"You and Rey were driving home and you got in a car crash ... Everyone's alive " he said .

"Where's Rey ?" Ben asked .

Han looked down "she ... The car hit her side ... And well... She been non-responsive ... "

"Can I see her ?" Ben asked .

"The doctor just needs to check your vitals ... Your mom is on her way ... "

"Okay ..."

•[•]•

Ben was discharged and he quickly put on his jeans and shirt . He walked over to Rey's room .

He took a deep breath and walked I . He saw her laying in a bed , machines all hooked up and IV's in her wrists .

"Rey" he sat down next to her and grasped her hand . "Rey ..." He said again.

There was no response . He looked at her , sleeping , and quiet . He was waiting for her to wake up.

"Hi ... Are you her boyfriend?" The doctor asked walking in .

Ben looked down at her and nodded "how is she ?" He asked .

"Well she is breathing on her own ... She has brain activity and has a steady heart rate ... -"

"How's the baby ?" Ben asked .

"Baby ?" The doctor asked .

"Yes ! She's pregnant ! Oh god please don't say she lost it because -"

"It's not on her chart ... I'll have a nurse come in a preform an ultrasound and then we'll look around ."

"Okay thank you" Ben said . He sat down back next to her .

The door opened and it was Benjamin. "Oh god .. How is she ?"

"I'm not sure ... She's breathing on her own , has brain activity and has a heart rate but they didn't know she was pregnant... They're having a nurse come in to do an ultrasound ." Ben said .

"Oh dear" Benjamin said and then touched Rey's hand .

The nurse came in and began the machine . "How far along is she ?"

"Six weeks " Ben said . The nurse nodded and began .

Benjamin grasped Ben's hand and held it tightly . Ben was breathing hard .

"The baby is all right ... " the nurse said and walked out.

Ben and Benjamin hugged quickly and held onto each other tightly .
"She's okay" Benjamin said into Ben's ear .

"It's a relief " Ben said .

•[•]•

Hours , Ben's been here for hours . She's been asleep for hours and this was all his fault .

If he didn't put his hand on her stomach and distract himself they would have been in their homes , safe .

Benjamin went home , after Ben had told him that him staying awake like this isn't good for him.

Ben was sitting there ... Holding her hand . "I'm such an idiot"

Never in a million years did he think this is what he'd be doing on a Sunday night .
But here he was on a Sunday night.

When Rey told him she was pregnant he was mad and angry and hated her . He wanted her to get rid of that baby and stay the hell away from him .

But now he trying not to cry over the fact that he caused this . He caused the possible loss of his child and his child's mother .

Ben took a deep breath "God ?" He began "I now I'm not the most religious person ... Okay I'm not even religious... Can I ask you to keep her safe though... She needs to wake up , so she can eat and provide a good home for our baby ... I rather get punched in the nose a million times than see her like this ..." Ben looked at her . "I've never asked you for anything ... I never asked you to help me pass a test or get a girl ! I never took time out of my day to ask for selfish things like finding a shoe or asked you to hold me back and give me strength " Ben let out a tear "but do this for me ... do this for me ... Keep her safe and wake her up ... I swear to you that I'll always protect her and do what's right ... Please ... That's my family right there in one hospital bed" by this time his voice was cracking in the most heart breaking way . "She means so much to me " he then bit his lip "and I can't stand to see her like this ... So helpless .. So broken..." Ben then grasped her hand tighter . "She is such a good person and doesn't deserve this crap !.. She's beautiful and smart and kind and so talented ... She bake like no ones business and has this huge heart ... She's a wonderful mother and the baby isn't even here yet ... I can't do this without her ... Not now or not ever ... Amen" Ben then kissed her hand .

He closed his eyes and allowed his tears to fall onto her bed . He was heartbroken .

-A.N.-
Dem feels though

- Joey