n. an intense and irresistible desire for freedom

yea im sorry ok?
im sorry its my fault that you sister is dying and your brother is an addict
im sorry that you got a bad grade on that test and missed that class
im sorry that you ruined your new shoes and your bunny is sick
im sorry that the sky is gray and so is my heart
can't you leave me alone for a minute?
so i can breath the stale air of yesterday
and clean the tear stains from midnight breakdowns
im not some little puppet on strings that gets pulled and pushed around
im not that dull light pole that sits there flickering
in the midst of dark alleys and whispered secrets
im a person ok?
yea a hybrid superwoman and person
but still give me a break
im not a lily pad attached to your roots pulling me under
i got my head above all this mess
the eleutheromania is still someone inside me