Sebastian dragged Grell by his hair. Sebastian only smiled at me while Grell screamed something about his face. Sebastian quickly threw Grell in front of Ciel and I.

"Wha-" I mumbled only to be interrupted by Ciel.

"Have you found out the reason this thing was following us?" Ciel ask bluntly without a trace of emotions in his voice.

"Yes, though I don't believe, it was following us", Sebastian paused and sighed in disappointment, "he's been following (Y/n)."

Ciel looked down at Grell with a disgusted look on his face. "And what would be the reason he has be following (Y/n)?" Grell looked up flinching and dragging himself to me.

I kneeled down and looked at his injuries. "All I wanted was to see my lovely little doll. After all I do love you (Y/n)!~♡" Grell sang and wiped his bloodied face on my white dress cause make up and blood to rub of and stain it.

I blushed a bright red only to have my cheeks pinched. "Awe what a lovely shade of red! How lovely.....if only I could make my Bassy have that lovely shade of red~!" Grell mumbled the last bit while falling into a dramatic pose. His hand over his face and his legs crossed.

Ciel made his way over to me kicking Grell's stomach and helping me up. I excepted Ciel's help, grasping his hand as he pulled me up. I attempted to draw my arm back only to have it pulled back by Ciel. Ciel held my hand close to his side looking me in the eyes with a slight blushing on his face barely noticeable.

"Shall we head home now?" Sebastian ask smiling at the both of us. Ciel slightly nodded and began to walk forward slightly pulling me along. I looked back at Grell how laid face down on the cold concrete. "Bassy~! Aren't you going to carry me to safety in your arms? While gently and passionately kissing me~!♡" Grell cooed while rolling on the ground flailing his arms around a deep red matching his hair covered his face.

Sebastian groaned and walked behind us attempting his hardest to ignore Grell's nonsense.

"I'll never understand why you stay with them (Y/n)..." Grell mumbled behind us.

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I lay next to Ciel as he peacefully slept after today's events. I on the other hand couldn't stop fidgeting with adrenaline still pumping into my blood even after everything was over.

Ciel's arms loosely hung around my waist preventing me from leaving. I didn't mind it this time though. It felt as though his presence was the thin line between me going insane and being loved. A warm liquid dripped onto my cheeks. I slowly brought my hand to my cheek only to find the liquid was, my own tears.

A wave of doubt and fear quickly drowned out my rush.

Mother.....father....do they miss me? Do they hate me? Did...they even notice I left.

I closed my eyes and thought as hard as I could. I didn't think of the abuse, of the rape, of all the darkness that clouded my head. I thought back to my earliest memory.

I was....probably three...
•○●flashback●○•

I ran around the small house. I grabbed a small picture of my mother and father. "Mommy! When I grow up I wanna get married too!I wanna marry a prince!" I spun in circles pretending the tattered dress I wore was a giant ball gown. Mother simply looked down at me her eyes full of hate.

"No prince will even come for you. You useless piece of....sorry love..." she looked down at my scared expression. "I'm sorry..." she wrapped her arms around me holding me tightly her facial expressions changed into a loving look.

"When is daddy coming home?" I smiled brightly looking up at her. Mothers grip suddenly got tighter and tighter till I felt like I was suffocating.

•○●end of flashback●○•

When I opened my eyes again it was early morning. Ciel still slept beside me his arms finally away from me. I swung my legs over the side of the bed throwing my arms up stretching my back. The remaining time I had left before Ciel woke up I wasted by watching the sunlight stretch across the room every hour passing the light got brighter and reached father illuminating the dark room.

Before Ciel woke I got up inching to the door of the bedroom. I turned back once more to insure Ciel was still sleeping before opening the door.

I walked down the hallway before reaching a familiar room in which I slept....well....where I had usually slept before. I twisted the handle walking into the familiar room. I sighed deeply walking to my bed which had my maid outfit casted aside to the corner of the bed practicality falling to the floor.

I quickly stripped myself of my long nightgown. I pulled the maid dress on and stockings before quickly tying up my long black boots. I reached back to button up the back of the dress but was interrupted by the door behind me slowly opening. I quickly turned back holding up the dress so it wouldn't slip off, considering that it was already too big to start off with and including the fact that it was untied it didn't really work out nicely.

Sebastian walked into the room a surprised look was on his face but only for a second. It was quickly replaced with a smirk.

"Are you in need of any assistance (Y/n)?" Sebastian calmly spoke stepping into the room closing the door.

"W-what are you doing here?" I blushed a deep red looking away from him. Sebastian didn't answer me though, Instead he place his finger on my chin making me look you to him. "Is someone shy today? You weren't so shy near my presence before." He pouted a little which only darkened the blushing on my face.

"It's just...I...aahh..." I mumbled nonsense and continued to avoid eye contact. Sebastian leaned in a little closing the space between us.

"(Y/n).....do you need help with the buttons?"

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This update honestly kinda sucked... Sorry I hope it was okay! Sorry for any spelling mistakes! ;3; I know I'm saying sorry a lot but I just feel like I could've done better. I also didn't check for spelling mistakes so yeah... I'll probably edit this later if there's too many spelling mistakes

I also feel like I could've made this chapter longer. Sorry if it's a bit on the shorter side ;3;

I have some family coming over so that'll slow me down a lot. Sorry ;3;

You all definitely deserve a better update than just this. So thank you all for being patient with me!

Also BakidiskbakHhskHvHF whoa! Did you guys notice how many reads this has? I'm gonna cry ;3; thank you all so much! I really don't deserve that many reads but thank you so much for reading, I just can't say that enough. For being an author that writes fan fiction I sure do have trouble expressing my thanks. It's kinda weird if you think about it, I give these characters so much emotion and give them so many different ways of expressing these complex emotions, but in real life I can't even express how happy or thankful I am.

Ciel: of course you wouldn't know how to express feelings, you don't have anyone to express feelings towards.

Me: aha! That's where your wrong Phantomhive! Unlike you I have friends!

Ciel: w-what! I do indeed have friends more than you can count!

Me: friends or pawns?

Ciel: how dare you eve-

Sebastian: young master I do believe that is enough embarrassment for today. Please do not attempt to start another fight with Author-chan

Me: :3 yay! Thank you Sebby!

Sebastian: this isn't for your sake its for (Y/n)'s. I know you don't like writing while your in a bad mood, so I figured if I prevent another argument with the young master an you you'll write faster and I'll see my lovey (Y/n) sooner.

Me: well then.....

Grell: what about me? Don't you wanna see all of this hot mess again? *fabulous pose*

Me: *throws sparkles*

Ciel: *eye twitch* clean this mess up immediately!

(Random thing! my big brother got Wattpad which is extremely awkward because now he can read this any time he wants. This is awkward XD)