i marveled the golden key between my fingers, feeling the cool metal on my skin. looking at this key i looked back at jess. he was still out cold, his chest rising and falling slowly. there was a small pool of blood around his head. this was probably the most peaceful i'd ever see him. even if he was unconscious."oh, jess," i said sadly.

i brushed a hand across his cheek. it was cold. too cold. moving closer I positioned myself right above him.

"i'm sorry."

leaning down i kissed him on the lips. they were warm, smooth, and just overall amazing.
after i said my goodbye, i called over RoRo from his den and went to find the nearest window after leaving the kitchen. instead i decided to take a detour. i just wanted to see this place one last time before i left. even if i did suffer a lot here. 

i went by my room first. the bed still had my imprints from when i tossed and turned the night before. i frowned at the sight and left. 

i walk upstairs, and pass another door, i stopped and turned around to look at it.
it looked like any other door in the house, except i'd never been in there before. in fact, i've never been upstairs, like ever. 

i turned the knob and it easily opened. stepping inside i saw the most beautiful room ever. the carpet was lush, looked like bearskin. and there were these elegant lamps placed all over the gigantic room. 

and the bed.

 oh my god the bed  was HUGE.

 it had the most beautiful headboard and the softest covers. i threw myself into it and i wanted to stay forever and ever.

but i couldn't. i had to go.

there was one in the front room. i saw the gold lock right in the middle on the bottom and my heart started to hammer in my chest. i wasn't so sure about leaving anymore.

what if he found me?

what if this didn't go the way i wanted it to?

i almost didn't want to leave.

because of this monster that kept me here.

well, then i guess that's my problem.

i held the key in my hand like a weapon. like it was the only way that would keep me alive. my heart just wouldn't stop beating so hard.

as i lowered the key to the lock, so many things were flashing in my head. my parents, my friends, what would they think if i just suddenly came back? would i be bombarded with questions? would jess find me again? not wanting to know the answer, i put the key in the lock.

but it wouldn't turn.

my heart sank.

i'm never getting out of here.

and jess would kill me because i tried to leave. again.

and the police would never find me, if never see my friends and family again, i'd be stuck here forever, and it was all because of this stupid fucking key.

i clenched it in my fist and went back into the kitchen. i put it back in his pocket, sunk down to the floor, and cried.

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