My heart twisted and sunk with nerves as I stood in front of him. The darkness enveloped me, coldly, as I shook. My breaths came in sharp pants and I tried to gain control, but nothing was working. It hurt. It HURT! I tried to breath calmly, but I couldn't.

I gripped onto the dagger tighter with both my hands. I wanted to kill him, I wanted my revenge.

Tears ran down my cheeks. Not even in my worst nightmares did I think that the person I loved the most would end up being the same person I despised.

No matter how much I tried, I couldn't do it. It felt like all my senses opposed me.

I've been waiting all my life, for an opportunity to kill him, but now...

I want him in my life.

But, of all the people in this world,

Why him?

Why Akashi Seijuro?