This has been a rough week for me.
My friend died at the age of 14 out of no where.
My uncle might have to have his foot amputated.
My other uncle has internal bleeding and has to have surgery.
And my dog might have to have surgery.
I don't want people to feel sorry for me because they shouldn't I just needed to write this somewhere.
I'm suppose to be the strong one, at the funeral my friends were crying on my shoulder and I hugged them while I was holding back tears.
It gets hard, my friends always say I'm the happy one out of the group and it gets difficult to be the happy one sometimes but I feel like I need to hold my self together for others because we can't all be the ones who are falling apart, everyone needs that person who is the anchor and I guess I've assumed that role.
Sometimes I just need a hug, but I'm fine, I'm strong.
-Syd