TW⚠️⚠️⚠️ eating disorder 

okay first things first i will be talking about my eating disorder if it is triggering for you, you don't have to read this i totally understand but okay so for anyone who doesn't know i have an eating disorder specifically anorexia it's something i've dealt with for about 6 years, so it started in California i barely ate and would run around the house doing things with my little cousin and her friend as well as doing things and going places as it was for my little cousins 8th grade graduation. And then something happened with my grandma and i got super stressed and didn't eat for i think 24 hours as when i'm stressed i don't eat and all this lead me to losing weight and then i came home and my bad habit of not eating continued and my grandma got better(she's almost completely better from the accident that happened) and then i had my knee surgery that stressed me out and again barely ate i canceled my knee surgery and need to reschedule. But anyways it's been super hard because i know my eating disorder is acting up and i don't know what to do and i lost a lot of weight and my grandma keeps saying it's a good thing so it just spears on my eating eating disorder so yeah. 

That was my vent i don't know if i'll delete this later but thank you for reading i hope everyone has a good day/night