today is fathers day and i've never celebrated fathers day at all for anyone who doesnt know i don't have a dad in my life the father i had was abusive and my mom never remarried or anything like that so yeah i've never celebrated fathers day to me it's just a normal day. i remember in elementary school i had to make something for fathers day and i always felt so left out cause i would make something but throw it away cause i never had dad i don't even have a father figure so like when ever fathers day comes around i always feel sad because i always feel left out like i can't do anything i can't go to a father figure and spend the day because i dont have that so it's like i don't know i just needed to vent that all i know is i've always hated fathers day.