⚠️ i will be talking about a eating disorder so please don't read it if its triggering 

so i was planning on updating my books in January but it didn't work as my grandma had hip surgery, so now i'm going to update my books now that i have time. January was crazy so literally the first week i had to get an MRI i will do a whole chapter on my knee and everything once i talk about everything with surgeon first. But like said my grandma had surgery so i had to help take care but before the day of the surgery we stayed at my uncles house and stayed there for a couple of days just in case cause you never know what could happen but we stayed there and helped my aunt because she came down and i thought i could help with my grandma and stuff around the house so it was nice spending time with her. It was stressful cause it was a lot and the thing is when we stayed at my uncles house the meal i ate was dinner and throughout the day was like some snacks but i wouldn't really eat except for dinner, but when we came home we were running out of food and we did insta cart which was super helpful but still i wasn't eating properly or at least like should which also costed me to lose weight which is expected. Now in context i have been dealing with my eating disorder for years i have ways in dealing with it when gets to much but sometimes it does win which it has like the eating habits that i had at my uncles house i haven't stopped but the thing is at my uncles house i snacked but ever since i've been home i stopped snacking so now i only eat one meal a day and maybe there might be time i slip in a snack. But anyways when i came home from my uncles house i had the most horrible allergies like nothing worked for them like something messed me up so bad like they lasted a good week and a half which hasn't happened in forever like yeah get my allergy attacks still but they never last that long maybe like a few days tops and i also had migraine which wasn't fun in January i was down a lot but February has been better and my grandma is walking normally and she's walking without her walker and she's doing a lot of thing by herself and she can drive so yeah. But my plan is to update my books again because i miss writing and for my Ateez book i'm defiantly not done with book but i do want to edit because i don't like how i wrote it and i want to make it better considering i actually love that book and writing it but i want to make it something i'm super proud of and i do plan on doing more books in the future and this book is never ending cause this is like my diary almost like a place i can vent things out i do have a few pre-written chapters and i'm nervous?? honestly i don't know but i do plan on publishing them hopefully soon. 

so i tried to do an edit that did but it wouldn't work i don't know why so heres a just a photo of Minho but i hope everyone had a great day/night and my dms are always open😊😊💕💕💕