I CANT FUCKING DO THIS I JUST FUCKING WANT TO FUCKING GIVE UP. HISTORY IS SO FUCKING STUPID NO MATTER HOW FUCKING HARD I FUCKING TRY I CANT FUCKING CONCENTRATE IM JUST FUCKING DOODLING EVERY-FUCKING-WHERE AND IT FUCKING TAKES ME ONE FUCKING HOUR TO READ A SINGLE FUCKING PAGE AND NOTHING IS EVEN STICKING IN MY FUCKING BRAIN AND I HAVE ZERO FUCKING MOTIVATION I JUST WANT TO FUCKING GIVE UP AND LISTEN TO MY FUCKING MUSIC AND DRAW SOME FUCKING CHRISTMAS DRAWINGS BECAUSE IM SO FUCKING DONE  F U  C   K.