i might make horrible decisions but at least i go through with them

So my sleep schedule is incredibly fucked up. I keep falling asleep late and then waking up at 12. And the other day I went to bed at a not-so-bad time (no later than 2) and I somehow managed to wake up at three??? Like I didn't get out of bed at three, I literally woke up at 3 in the afternoon. That's over 13 fucking hours of sleep. That isn't normal wtf. So then my sleep schedule was just out the fucking window and the next day I fell asleep at 5:30am, and the day after that wasn't any better. So I figured I had two options:

1; I could go to bed a little earlier one night, then also wake up earlier, and the next night go to bed a little earlier, wake up earlier, and so on until I gradually get back to a normal sleeping schedule.

OR

2; I could pull an all nighter and then stay up all day too and then be able to go to sleep earlier after having a shitty day of sleep deprivation and caffeine.

Obviously the second one seemed like the right choice.

.Obviously.

So yeah it's 7:50 am and I got through the hard part which is around 6 am. I'm unbelievably hungry but I can't leave my room to go eat bc my dad is getting ready for work and he thinks I'm asleep.

Oh and spEAKING OF MY DAD, he came to check on me this morning (bc he kinda suspected I might stay up too late) and in the 0.01 seconds it took him to turn the doorknob, I turned off my phone, put it somewhere inconspicuous, and turned to a position that looked comfortable enough to sleep in, all while having a mini heart attack. That definitely woke me up.

Anyways wish me luck, today's gonna be tough

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