Lol I have to get up in like 5 hrs and its 1am why am I still awake. Anyways I was bored so here's a list of some weird habits of mine.

•i bite my cuticles til they bleed
•i repress all my feelings until I forget how to feel and just implode oops
•i tell my friends they can talk to me about anything but when I have smt to talk about I dont talk to them
•sometimes I psychoanalyze my friends nd family. Like its not even on purpose anymore, I just kind of study their personality and use my weird knowledge of psychology to psychoanalyze
•also sometimes I can be manipulative and the psychoanalysis helps me do that
((Omg I'm so evil))
•i use humor and sarcasm as a coping mechanism
•i dont confront my feelings and I'm constantly in denial.
•when I feel awkward I push my hair behind my ear except I dont have hair anymore, but the habit stayed and it just kinda looks like I'm stroking my head
•i complain about everything but then I dont make any effort to change anything
•i tell everyone to take care of themselves and be healthy and happy while listening to sad songs and stuffing my face with nutella.
•i laugh at my own jokes which is ok when other ppl laugh but sometimes it's just me and I wanna die
•i make elaborate scenarios for no reason
•when I lie I have a whole elaborate story to back myself up just in case and then no one suspects a thing
•when I can't handle my feels I bite my phone
•i drop my phone so much and I dont have a case
•sometimes I spam ppl until I get noticed its horrible I'm sorry.
•i can't just not move I'm so fidgety. I crack all my bones and when thats over I bounce my leg then I bite my cuticles and its just weird
•when I'm uncomfortable I smile. Unfortunately, delivering bad news makes me uncomfortable, so I smile while telling ppl bad news. It's like ":) ur dog died lOL"
•i hide my emotions for fear of feeling vulnerable

Ok wow I suck a lot. This was worse than expected. Its ok tho I'm good. Goodnight 😊😊❤❤