Twelfth of June.

Dear Diary,

Here we go! I mean, there are some progress for the gold couple of besties of this century.

Two days ago, it was ace special day in the Pride Month. And in the evening, Abby came out as ace, telling she spent the last weeks questioning and the day reading testimonies and comics and ace memes, and that the question was finally resolved.

Yesterday afternoon, she admitted to Nath, Matt and me that she loves Berenice.

I forced myself not to reveal that it was reciprocal. I bit my lips to blood, nodded, and say we will help her. Saying she didn't have to worry, we'll always be there for her, but she has to be brave.

She simply nodded and thanked us, tears blocked in her eyes. I hugged her cause there was nothing else I could do. She smiled, and came back at home. I know she'll come out to her parents as soon as she'll think she's enough legitimate to do it. Cause she's still doubting.

Last night, late, Abby called me, and stayed with me for hours, crying, explaining trough the sobs that she's breaking her own heart with fake scenarios, she can't talk, she overthinks everything, she is sad and can't get why, she was talking so much I could barely say a thing. She finally calmed down and fell asleep on the phone, happier.

I really hope it will be okay. Bee called me up too, tonight. Same scenario than with Abby, crying, overthinking, sharing everything, and me just listening until she fell asleep.

That hurts so much. Seeing the best friends I've ever seen falling for each other and locking themselves in negative emotions and being unable to do anything to help, even though I'm trying.

I think Nath could...

Yeah! Here! I have a plan!

Hoping it will work... We'll see next week...