Zayn 's pov

"Don't lie to me I've seen these scars your bracelet can't hide them from me ."I said while tracing the scars on his wrist.

Harry tensed a little but I pulled him close trying to assure him that I meant no harm.

"  I-Its.." He started trembling.

"It's fine. I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked you. You don't have to tell me . " I kissed his forehead.

"No you shared your past now it's my turn . " he seemed a little hesitated but started anyway.

"I was 7 when my parents got divorced. It was hard for me to stay away from him . I used to cry a lot because I missed him . but he was busy with his new family. "

"Everything was good until suddenly I started to feel alone even when I was sitting between my friends. I started staying in more. Locking the world out. I used to lay on my bed all day. I didn't felt hunger or thirst. There were times when I wouldn't eat for 3days but still wouldn't feel hungry."

"I don't know how everything suddenly changed but I got depressed and then started self harming. It was like a drug for me. I liked the pain. "

"But then Gemma and mom noticed they took me to therapist . it was hard in the start but then everything worked out. Louis became my friend and since then I haven't done it again ."

"I know you'll be thinking how pathetic I'm for doing all this without any reason but trust me It happened and I couldn't stop it "

"No you are not pathetic. I trust you and I'm proud of you that you stopped self harming "
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I'm so sorry for not updating . actually my exams are going to start from 5th August and I'm busy in preparation. They'll get over on 14th August after that I'll update frequently.

I know the chapter is short but my mind is just filled with all the equations and I can't think this way.

Please try to co-operate with me. Thanks .

All the love . XX