Key:
Y/N=Your name
S/N=School name
L/N=Last name
BTW Aaron trust you to the point to where he never wears his mask in front of you unless your in public but anyway Enjoy~!
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My name is Y/N, Y/N L/N and I'm a highschool student that goes to S/N and I hate it there

Every day at school I get picked on for being to skinny,weak,stupid and more

But when it first happened I never cared until it got to pyshical abuse

Some days I would walk home with a black eye or bruises all over. At first I tried to ignore it but focusing on other things

One thing would always get my mind of things...or someone...heh he was always there for me. I'm talking about Aaron

I've been friends with him for a while now...not even long after I meet him I started to like him.

I would tell him how I feel but I think he would deny me and I know that my heart can't take anymore damage.

But anyway he would always be there for me! We would always hang out and talk and have fun!

Until one day he stopped seeing me. I didnt see him for weeks until one day after school I noticed he was with some other girls...I could feel my heart break into pieces

Then I ran home. I only wanted to get away from that sight...I kept seeing the image of him and some other girl together I had to make it stop.

I heard him call out my name as I ran down the street "s**t he saw me...I can't let him see me like this" I made turns and got him lost. When he did see me he would try to catch up but I somehow was always faster than him so I lost him quick.

I ran home and I locked myself in my room and sat in the darkest corner...ironic right? I tried not to cry but I couldn't help it. The water works were in full action by now

I heard a knock on the door for my room (and yes you live by yourself don't ask why😄) "Y/N are you in there?" Aaron he's here. I'm guessing he used the spare key I gave him to get in.

"Y/N if your in there please let me in...I'm worried about you. I haven't seen you for weeks until today..."

"I can't let you in..."

"Why not?"

"Because I don't want you to see me like this...I don't deserve you here"

"Y/N please let me help you"

I could hear the sadness in his voice...I didn't want him to worry even more so I grabbed a long sleeve shirt and put it on. I open the door and see him

With his raven black hair, his almost chestnut skin and his midnight black eyes...wait his eyes...they were red and his face was puffy. Was he crying over me?

He almost immediately gave me a hug

"Y/N your ok!"

"Aaron...what happened to you?"

"Don't worry about me...wait why are wearing a long sleeve shirt? You hate those things"

I broke the hug and tried to turn around but he grabbed my hand and turned me towards him.

"Aaron please..."

He grabbed my wrist with a gentle force, he pulled up my sleeve to revel...that.

"Y/N...for how long?..."

"Its been happening for years but I only recently did...that..."

Only a couple weeks back is when I started to cut myself, I never liked it but its what I did to get my mind off everything when Aaron stopped hanging out with me

"Follow me"

He took me to my bathroom and grabbed some Band-Aids and rubbing alcohol. Its funny be both treat each others houses like our own sometimes. So he knows where everything is.

He started to fix up my...."marks" by putting on rubbing alcohol. I hissed at the sudden pain I felt "sorry" Aaron said "its fine...". I looked at his face I could see worry in his eyes...was he worried for me?....if I left what would he had done?

He then put the band-aid on and told me to head downstairs "I'll be there in a minute...here" he gave me the jacket that he was wearing. I don't know why but I love to where Aarons jacket...it always fills me with (determination😂) comfort and a feeling of home.

"Thanks!" I put it on he then looked at me and smiled giving a small chuckle, I always was smaller than Aaron by almost a whole foot 9in. to be exact but all of his clothes fit to big so I guess he found that funny "you look aborable wearing that" he said. I puff out my checks and walk downstairs I can hear him chuckle as I do so, I giggle myself.

I sit on the couch but I immediately felt like I had to do something...so I did. I got up and went to the kitchen seeing Aaron still up stairs as I walk by. I go in my kitchen and pull out some hot chocolate...my favorite I look outside and notice how its raining...

"Hey Aaron!"

"Yeah?" he yells from upstairs

"Was it raining when you walked in?"

"Yeah why?...Just noticing it huh?"

I blush though he can't see me

"No! I was just...curious..."

"Uh-huh sure!"

"Shut up!"

I can hear him laugh upstairs. He has always known I that it takes me a long time to notice things like for example...the weather. But I guess now I can make a perfect cup of coco!

I get two cups and set some milk to heat in a pot (pls tell me I'm not the only who makes hot coco this way) when I'm waiting for the milk to heat up I feel arms snake around my waist

"What are you doing?"

Aaron said his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him while he rested his head in the crook of my neck

"Making coco...want some?"

He nodded "yeah"

"Ok" I giggle as he suddenly starts tickling me

"Aaron hehe! Stop! Hehe!!"

He stops and walks to my side, his body heat leaving mine. He watch's me add the powder to the milk and stir, I look at him "why are you so clingy all of a sudden?"

He looks me in the eyes and hugs me "I could have lost you...and it would have been my fault..." I hear him...crying? I pull away and look at him he was crying...over me

"Aaron...I'm sorry...I never thought about other people losing me I only thought that if I didn't exist that everyone would be happier and--"

"Y/N L/N don't you ever think that
You worth so much more than you know. There are people out there that couldn't live unless you were here...sometimes those people are even closer than you think. Anyone who picks on you and tells you your ugly or not smart are only jealous of you and how perfect you truly are. Just know you are someone's light in the darkness and that if you were gone they would do the same deed you did...so please never have second thoughts and know your perfect and stunning"

I was in shock. If I killed myself he would have followed in my footsteps! I would never thought about anyone around me before...I always wanted to make him happy by leaving but it would have been the opposite.

"I'm so sorry..."

I gave him a huge hug and cried into his shoulder whispering I'm sorry over and over again

We stayed like that till we heard a *ding* I looked at the pot on the stove and saw the coco was done

"Go sit on the couch I'll get the cups ready...be there in a second"

" *sniff* okay..." I give a weak smile and sit on the couch burrowing myself into his jacket.

Within a minute Aaron sat down putting two mugs of hot coco in front of us on the table then sitting next to me. I grab my mug taking a sip letting some of the whipped creme get stuck on my upper lip without me knowing. I put my cup back and look at Aaron he was staring at me.

"What are you looking at?"

"I don't know...something adorable!"

"Huh? What do you mean?"

He grabs a piece of his jacket that I'm wearing and wipes my face like a small kid

"That's one trait I never want you to loose Y/N...your kid you...its always to cute"

I giggle and lay my head on his shoulder. We sit in silence until I realize...

"Wait Aaron when you were upstairs earlier for a long time...what were you doing up there?" I asked

"Preparing"

"For what?"

He looks at me

"For this..."

"Hu--"

He cut me off by kissing me! My crush was kissing me!! I was shocked at first but then melted into the kiss. We soon pulled away for air and I looked at and smiled

"I shouldn't have done tha--"

I silence him and say

"I love you too"

He smiled at me and kissed me again. I learned that day that I'm worth something to someone. That someone is Aaron and I'm everything to him and he's everything to me.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OMG I DID YOU GUYS!! I didn't fail! Hopefully... anyway sorry for the lack of books! School hasn't been easy for me...in fact I'm graduating 8th grade so I'm super excited!! Hope you guys liked this!! Leave any request in the comments! I will do anything you ask but it can only involve Aaron. I might bring in other guys from MCD soon but for now I'm sticking with this! And if I spell something worng PLEASE correct me! I don't mind!! Anyway see you in the next chapter!!

❤~Spice

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