------------------Gulf's POV-------------------

The past few days were the worst since I came to this world, I had to go through a lot from dealing with the my manager and the agency, talking with the actress and the detective and finally trying to find a solution to apologize to Mew and clearly tell him my feelings that I recently realized

Honestly, I was so shocked when he said that it was better to be hurt a little then forget about me but I couldn't argue since I was at fault, I really wanted to tell him but I was afraid he may get targeted by that mafia group, they even started tailing me but luckily, the detective worked hard and caught every single one of them

The moment I heard they got caught I asked my manager to arrange for an official Live conference to explain everything yet I couldn't get a hold of the actress and I thought she ran away, fortunately she didn't and helped me explaining our situation, I felt so relieved when she told them the whole truth, I only cared about telling the truth to Mew and hoping he was watching the news and the next thing I found myself confessing to him on Live

I was asked hundreds of questions even by my manager but I quickly excused myself and drove straight to Mew's place after wearing a disguise so now one would recognize me around his house, when I saw him I felt so embarrassed yet delighted when he let me in

When he suddenly kissed me, I was over the moon feeling his thin wet lips from our none stop tears, feeling his warmth as he held me closer and drowning into his sweet smell that I was always drawn to making me so cozy and safe in his hands, his hands slowly traveled from my neck down to my waist sending faint jolts throughout my whole body as we moved kissing again neither of us wanted to stop

Unfortunately, my ringing phone interrupted our precious moment, of course I ignored it and continuing enjoying our honeyed lovely chaste kisses and Mew also clearly wanted me to ignore it too but the ringing didn't stop destroying the sweet moment completely

"hurry and answer it, it could be very important" he said breaking the kiss and stepping back with a flaming face, well mine was surely the same as I cleared my throat and quickly answered it

"is everything alright?" he asked as soon as I hung up

"the director wants to see me now, I'm sure he will ask about my confession"

"no one has even done smth like that, confessing on Live right after clearing up the rumors"

"I couldn't help it, I was too impatient to tell you my feelings"

"well I hope you won't get into big problems because of it"

"honestly, I don't care, since I came to this world I learned to cherish and fight for my happiness before everything else and my happiness is with you Mew and nothing else matters for me"

"I'm overjoyed to hear that but I really hope that everything goes well for you" he smiled with shiny eyes then he bend and stole another kiss

"good luck" he said seeing me off by the door, while driving to the agency I kept grinning none stop with the feelings of his lips still tingling me making me want to turn back I kiss him again, I never thought it would feel this amazing being in love with someone, it makes the whole world shine in my eyes and I feel so light like a feather flying in the blue clear sky with how much joyous I am

"your sudden confession caused a huge uproar more than the rumors!" the director said looking angry

"I'm really sorry, because of the rumors a huge misunderstanding happened between me and my lover and before I know it I found myself confessing, I just love that person so much that I couldn't control myself" both the director and the manager watched me in surprise, I'm sure they felt my overflowing pure love for Mew

"well, personally, I'm happy to know you found someone you love but you should have kept it a secret, know everyone are eager to know the lucky person who stole your heart and I'm sure you will be asked a lot about him"

"I made it clear before that I won't say anything about my lover"

"don't underestimate the media nor your fans, believe me Gulf, they will find him/her in no time and your pictures together will be published online so I think it's better if you talk to your lover and officially introduce him to the world instead of hiding around" the director who already calmed down stated making me already regret confessing on live

"I will talk to my lover and then we will discuss what should we do"

"alright but please be quick" the moment I walked out from his office I got surrounded by other co-workers from the same agency and kept asking me about Mew and my future plans

I went back home and started to think of a way to stop people from asking me and to keep all info about Mew a secret, I don't want anyone to start talking about him or criticize him or anything, I want him to keep enjoying his life normally instead of being the center of the attention everywhere he goes

I sat in the balcony and kept thinking without noticing that it's already night, it's my growling stomach that made me realize it was past 8 pm, as I made my way toward the kitchen, I heard my door being unlocked

"oh, Mew" the moment I saw him all my worried and stress flew away

"I was so worried and you didn't come back nor called me so I decided to come here, I also brought dinner for you"

"thank you, I'm really starving"

"what happened with the director?" he asked while we were eating

"nothing, he was a bit angry and we decided to think of way to calm everyone and make them slowly forget about my confession" he kept staring at me as if he saw through my lie immediately, I looked down in defeat

"I'm really sorry, because of me, everyone are eager to know your identity but don't worry I will try and find a way to stop them from searching for you"

"is that why you've been thinking for hours until you got hungry"

"umm... I'm really sorry" he smiled tenderly

"don't apologize, I was the one who pushed you to do that because of my jealousy, it's fine Gulf, I don't mine going public and telling the world I'm your boyfriend, that you are mine so no other rumors like that of the actress can happen again"

"they will talk a lot about you, some may even criticize you"

"I don't care as long as you are with me" he suddenly stood and came closer planting a soft kiss on my forehead then rested his forehead on mine

"let's go through everything together like always, let's face the world together Gulf" the look in his eyes made it clear that he was resolved about being with me and telling everyone that we are lovers, I held him burring my head in his chest since I was still sitting and he was standing caressing my hair making me feel so relieved and overjoyed

"I'd love to tell the world about you to show them how much I love you and that you are so precious to me" I was already impatient to tell everyone

"but first let 's tell our families and close friends"

"of course, let's go meet my family together tomorrow"

"sure, I will also contact my parents to come back as soon as possible"

"thank you Mew and I'm sorry for any trouble that may happen" he smiled then bend connecting our lips in a gentle loving kiss

"the moment I fell for you, I already accepted everything about you, including your past and your current life" his words meant a lot to me, I felt elated and so glad that I fell in love with Mew

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The next day, we visited my family who were surprised but very happy for us, I'm really grateful I came to this world, it seem they are completely open to same gender relationship or better say, it's so normal here which encouraged me more to go public, my family welcomed Mew with open arms as if he already became a part of the family.

About 3 days later, Mew's parents came running and the moment they saw me, his mother jumped hugging me, it seem she already wished for us to be a couple since we looked so perfect together according to her, she looked so excited and even called me 'son-in-law' which made me so embarrassed, Mew on the other hand encouraged her and kept holding me making me even more bashful

We invited both of our friends to Mew's place and told them about our relationship, they were astonished and thought it was a joke at first but they believed us and even offered to support and protect us from others, they were so happy for us although they started teasing us making me so shy, I was surprised to see Mew so normal

"did your shyness vanish or what?" I asked him as he laughed

"you are the only one who can make me blush Gulf" I was taken aback by his answer but I felt so happy to know that no one else can see that side of him.

Right after clearing everything with our families and friends, I contacted my manager to prepare for a conference to introduce Mew to the world, the director was happy to hear that and was very supportive, while waiting to be called, I noticed that Mew was nervous

"I know how nerve wracking it is to appear on TV and online for the first time"

"it's not that, I'm worried about your fans reaction when they see me"

"it will be fine, you said that we will face everything together right? Besides I don't care about what they may say, you are perfect for me" I sat by his side intertwining our hands together wanting to calm him down and he did feel a bit relaxed

"you are also perfect for me Gulf" we soon got called out, facing the cameras was a lot for Mew to handle at once but I guess my presence made him get a hold of himself as I officially introduced him out, many pictures were taken and hundreds of questions were asked but we only answered a few of them and then a reporter asked one particular one

" can we know how did you meet?" we glanced to each other remembering the first time we met it us both giggle

"it happened almost 2 years ago, I was so stressed by the stalking and the weird scary gifts I've been receiving, I was also feeling lonely since I haven't seen my family and friends for a while and then one day Mew came to my condo to tell me about my building security update, I dragged him inside and kept telling him everything that's been happening, he listened to me and started helping me, giving me advices and supporting me" I already prepared a lie for this question since I can't tell them about the real story of our meeting

"at first we mostly contacted each other through messages and phone calls and somehow I started going to his place once in a while to keep him company, during that time we slowly got to know each other more and more and we started meeting almost every day until we..." Mew smiled glancing to me and slowly held my hand making me grin

"mister Suppasit, aren't you worried about your lover's fans reaction and comments about you?" Mew looked down then glanced up again

"honestly, I am worried, Gulf have worked hard for many years and was loved and accepted by many fans and I apologize for stealing him like this but I just love him a lot and I hope that his fans will accept us and keep supporting him like always"

"I really love all my fans and I also wish they accept my lover after all it was thanks to them I met the love of life"

"that's it for today, Gulf and his lover will surely appear again to ask more questions next time, I hope you are very understand and welcome this perfect brave couple" my manager said then led us back to the dressing room, I saw Mew falling back on the sofa sighing in relief

"finally it's over, I almost ran away at first"

"you did great and you were amazing Mew"

"I just hope I left a good impression and won't cause you any trouble"

"I'm sure you will be fine, I'm more worried they may fell for you"

"I don't care since in my eyes there is only you" hearing him made me feel so shy as he smiled and held me from behind

"let's be happy together for a long time Gulf" he softly whispered before stealing a chaste kiss that made me shiver in joy imagining a future with him.