Chapter Forty One
Draco p.o.v
I woke up with Harry cuddled into my side. I smiled and lightly shook Harry awake. He looked at me and smiled. "Morning Draco." He said.
We got up and I gave Harry his potion, though it did not smell like it normally did. Probably just tired. We got dressed.
We went to the dinning hall and began to eat Breakfast. The rest of our friends came down, though for some reason something felt off. I looked around at all the students. They seemed normal. Then what is it?
So I looked at our friends. Harry is eating silently beside me. Ron and Blaise are talking to each other. Pansy and Hermione are talking about boys.
So what is wrong?
I looked at the teachers, but every thing seems normal there to.
I sighed and began eating.
Harry leaned into my side. "What's wrong Dracy poo?" He asked.
I smiled at him. "Nothing my harry. Everything thing is perfect."
He seemed a little worried, but tried to hide it with a smile. "Are you okay harry?" I asked.
"I'm fine. Why do you ask?" He said and tried to put a cheerful tone to his voice.
"Harry I can tell something is wrong. What is it?" I asked.
"I promise I'm fine. It's time for class so let's go." He said.
We all got up and our friends are looking at us worriedly.
Okay, so harry must have done something that I don't know about. But what? I mean i have slacked off on checking him for cuts, but he should not do that. Must be the potion. How could he do that? I'm sure I would have known.
I put my arm around him and we went to potions.
When that class is over I asked Harry to wait for me out side of the room and went up to talk to Snape.
"Yes Draco? Is something wrong?" Snape asked.
"Um. I just got one thing to ask and one thing to say." He nodded and I continued. "I just wanted to ask if you can make another batch of antidepressant potion. And the thing I wanted to say was that if you hurt Harry in his occlumency lessons I'll hunt you down and kill you." I warned.
He nodded. "I'll try not to hurt Harry. And I will make the potion." Snape said.
"Thank you professor." I said and walked out to Harry.
When I looked at him he is frowning and has tear tracks down his cheeks.
"My harry. Whats wrong?" I asked, hugging him to me.
He hugged back saying he is sorry.
"What are you sorry for Harry? What's wrong? It's okay harry." I said, rubbing his back as he sobbed into my chest.
"I-I poured out the potion. I- I was not thinking. Please don't be mad Draco. Please." He said, rubbing his face against my chest and clinging tightly onto me.
"Don't worry Harry I'm not mad. Please don't cry Harry. It's alright." I said.
Harry p.o.v
As I sobbed into Draco's chest, I felt so weak. I don't want him to see me that way. But that is what I am.
"But- But I poured out the potion. And- And you work so hard on trying to keep me happy and all I do is fail." I said.
"Harry you never fail. I'm always proud of you. Plus it's not like I did not expect you to pour out that potion sooner or later. Just please promise me you did not hurt yourself." Draco said, pulling away from me so he could look me in the eye.
"I did not. Though I wanted to. I wanted to so badly Draco. Please help me." I said, feeling the tears come back.
"It's okay harry. It's okay. I'll help all I can. Now I know I should not ask this, but would you like to take a break or go to our next class. We may be a bit late though." Draco said.
"We can go to our next class. I'm sure that i will be good by the time we get there." I said, barely sobbing any more.
We got to that class late, but the teacher did not say anything.
"Are you okay harry?" Hermione asked and I nodded.
At lunch we told the others why we were acting strange. Hermione told me that I'm lucky I could get more. Pansy said she is going to put the rest under lock and key once we get it. Ron banned me from sharp objects for the rest of the day.
Blaise gave Draco the amazing idea that for now on I can not go into bathrooms alone.
I hate life.
After all our classes we began on home work. Snape walked in and handed Draco the extra potions.
"And Harry don't forget about occlumency lessons today after dinner." Snake said and walked out.
"I'll put these up. You will be getting some tomorrow Harry." Draco said and went up to our room.
"I'll don't want potion." I said, glaring at the book.
"There good for you Harry. You need them." Hermione said.
"But they taste terrible. Plus it's like fake happiness." I said, slouching in my seat.
"No its not harry. I read up on them and it actually increases the happiness you have." Hermione said, smiling.
"I don't care." I said and set my book on the table.
Draco came back and noticed my unhappy expression. "Harry what's wrong?" He asked, immediately cuddling up to me.
"I don't want the potion. I think it makes fake feelings." I said.
"No it doesn't. It increases the happy feeling and takes away the sad ones. Plus you need it." He said.
"But Draco. It tastes bad." I said.
"Well to bad you must take it. Now come on up to our room." He said pulling me up and dragging me to our room. "I'm going to start checking you again for cuts. So strip."
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